Hmm!! Today is Monday Morning already, so fast time flies men.. :P
I did alot of thing's and cleaning my room as well.. :P wakakak!! so hardworking ritezz..... :P Im so tired ler..

*** Later im going to the club for my fav's class and fav's teacher as well.. Yeah!!! :P When im working i dont think i have time for morning and early evening class already ler.. :P I will be missing zumba, Latin and etc in the morning and early evening as i wrote.. :(....
*** Later i hope when i reach at the club, i hope everything will be fine and good.. I hope to hear and see good new's that i wanted it to happen..
*** Before i go to class, i hope my March Month salary cames in.. :P so that i can go get my personally stuff... :P
*** Im planning to change new hair style's, buy cloths and etc.. :P
*** I hope & Pray that everything will be fine and good when i reach to the club.. :P I dont want to be alone without my good fren's around.. I miss them alot.. :P



****** Im updating my blog at home, Monday 30/3, 1005Am
****** Luvs Dancing Queen @ Paulin




Everyday im hoping & praying for good new's and good thing's happen wheverever i go....

*** I hope & pray that i will get a good carreer soon.. :P
*** I hope & pray that i will hear good new's and good thing's that i wanted it to happen..
*** I hope & pray that i wont hear any bad new's and bad thing's happen to me or whoever i love..

Im waiting to hear all the good new's and good thing's happen blessed by my father in heaven.. :P
I hope he will hear me and make sure it will happen before i know.. :P
I dont want to lost any of my love's one's and good fren's around me.. :P I love them alot.. :P
Im waiting for it to happen and the time to come to me..



**** Im updating my blog at home.. Monday, 30/3, 1140Am
**** Luvs Dancing Queen@PaULIn




Oh Yes today is my good lucky day... Tuesday is my good day and lucky day............
I did my fav's Latin Class Samba And Rhumba... I love latin classes alot.. :P And the evenning i did Belly Dance..........

**** I did my fav's Classes in the morning and evenning as well..
**** Then around 2 sumthing My good fren Nat Nat asked me to come along to play bowling.. :P So i meet 5 new's fren's today of Nat's Fren's.. :P
**** Im so tired did so many engry classes today.... :)
**** Then after thaT my mum came to myoga to fine me.. :P then we go shopping 2gether.. :P

Today in the class, i felt something so wired and interestin happen, someone was staring at me in the class.. I dont know what happen.. :P
I hope she forgive me.. :P I miss her alot.. :P

**** I have good time with CK & Joslyn as well.. We che chat and have a good makan together.. :P im so happy..
I saw my good fren Cat Khoo, as well, we had a short talk.. :P I miss her alot as well.. :P
I hope she will forgive me.. I dont know whether i should go and talk to her or not.. :P Her B'day is around the coner already.. :P I hope we will be fine again together.. I miss her alot.. :P
I hope i will hear good new's soon that i wanted it to happen.. :P OMG>.
GOd help me.. :P



****** OH so tired.. :P body aching men.. :P

****** Im updating my blog... Tuesday..
****** Luvs Latin Dancing Queen.. @paulin




Yeah, i completed my mission for today in the club...
** I did Cha Cha class and then ashtanga class....
It was great and fun b'coz i love Latin so much.. I was paying attention and then i was not paying attention, i was worried about someone..... I was surprise how come she didt join Cha cha cls today.. Im sad that im not talking with my good fren's.. Hai yah i dont want to say much already, because i let them cool down before i start saying or talking to them like normal before..
I was sad that i didt get a good chance to talk to my 2 good fren's at the club y'day and today as well.. Hai yah :(.... SO sad.. :P
** Im wating for good new's and miracle's happen that what i wanted it to happen.. Im waiting for god to send me and hear me.. I dont want this thing happen, i cannot stand not talking to my 2 good fren's in the club.. :P I missed them alot. i want to know why and what happen they are not talking to me.. :P Im sad... :P I want to talk to them soon.. I cannot stand not talking to them.. :P we were so close last time before the incident.. :P Hai yah.. :P
I want it to over and be normal good fren's like before.. Share all the good times together.... :P Hmm!!!
** Oh yah, Nat Nat Chow's leg's are getting better already.. She is so hardworking because she has trainning for Latin with Ryu.. :P Kampetch darling.. :P U can do it, dont lose faith on urself.. Put ur 100% afford on it.. :P Trust me.. Read my blog's.. U should put afford in what u love and like doing it.. :P Dont give up darling Nat.. :P
** Work hard on the Latin, u can do it.. We can do it.. :P
U can see i can dance well, and u also can do well 2..

** Today in the cha cha class, i realize that the student's and good fren's were looking at my leg's for wating for me to start dancing then they all were follwing me.. :P But i did some mistake, b'coz i wasnt paying attention, i was districk by sumthing..:P
I will not give up on my Latin, b'coz i want to be Latin Professional Instructor & Dancer as well.. I been Dancing for past 8 Yrs already, so i dont have to worried, now i need to polish up my Latin steps to make it more clear and shaper.. :P I want to learn more Latin & Salsa as well.. :P I cannot wait.. Now i need a good Dancing schol not to far and a dancing partner as well.. :P OMG.. :P so hard to find a boy who love's to dance Like Ryu N Deno.. :P Hmmmmm!!!!!

TRUST ME!!!
I Will do it and work for it.. :P

***** Im updating my blog at home, just came back from myoga..
Sunday, 29/3, 818PM
***** Luvs Dancing qUEEN......Paulin




Yes The lights were out last nitez, from 830 to 930Pm.... I was so scared as well.. We were going to be in the dark.. :P Lucky i was out with my GOd Mother Mama@Farah and her gf's as well.. :P We went makan and minium as well.. :P Wakakkka!!!!!!!
Everybody taught MaMa@Farah's is my mother; and other's as well... YEs i told them or good fren's yes im their Kai Lui's.. :P They were happy as well.. :P I told them that i will take good care of them when im still around in this earth.. :P
Trust me darling's and kai ma's.. :P My love's and care's will never fake always... B'coz i love them alot... :P I played with Alex@Tina's son.. He was so cute and fun to play with.. :P we played the whole nitez with alex and mama@farah has a kitten.. :P She's cute and wild.. :P Wakakak!!!!

*** We had great time 2gether..
*** We celeberated 60 EARTH Day as well.. :P
TO save our country and world.. 2gether... :P


YEAH!!!! MALAYSIA AND WHOLE WORLD CAN DO IT...



**** Im updating my blog at home.. 29/3/09, SUNDAY, 916AM
**** Luvs Paulin




Continue Part2:
Yes Im being good baby and good girl to everyone I loved...
I dont want to lose anybody i love and i have now.. :P My Mother, My good fren's in the club, my god parent's in the churches and families as well.. :P I want to keep my good relantionship with all of them.. B'coz i loved them alot.... :P Their are my part of my life like a good happy family.. Im like that, whoever are with me.. :P I will take good care of them, love them and care for them, because i will never never let go of anyone, whenever their are mad at me, i will let them calm down, then i will talk to them nicely and calm them down, hope whoever can forgive me.. :P I really dont want to lose anyone who i have and love now.. :P

21. My love and care's will always be there for all my love's one's around me.
22. Be good baby and girl..
23. Work hard and play hard as well.
***** Work is work and play is play..
24. Put 100% OF Afford, Talents and passion to do what i love to do IS DANCING.. :P
25. Keep the hard work.
26. Praise GOd.
27. DO GOd word's if you can.
28. GO to church and be good baby.. PRaise god.. :P And thanks god.
29. BE faithful to god and everyone i love.
30. DO my best for everything, when im still around in this earth..

**** Im telling from my bottom of my heart and soul.
**** Trust me!!!


***** Im updating my blog at home, waiting to go to church. 29/3, SUnday, 923AM
**** Luvs Dancing QUeen @Paulin




Yes im still waiting for good new's and miracle's to happen... :P

*** I Hope & Pray to hear and see good new's and miracle's that what i wanted it to happen and to be.. :P
*** Im still waiting for good new's to happen.. :P

YEs IM still waiting for god to hear me.. :P Im wating for GOd to guide and hear me.. :P



***** Im Updating my blog at home, 29/3, SUn, 938AM
**** Luvs Paulin




The Good Thing's that I love and Like about Me:

1. I love to dance so much, dancing is my passion and dream and my carreer as well..
2. I love Belly Dance as well.. :P Is a sesy dance and plesent dance with a sesy way on it..
3. I need to polish up my Latin and Cha cha as well..
4. I need to find a salsa partner to dance with me in the cls and competition as well..
5. I been a Latin Dancer and Line Dancer as well, for the past 8 Yrs already..
6. I need to keep it up with my dancing carreer.
7. I love all my love's one's and good fren's in the club as well.
8. I will take good care of them and all my close one with me and know me..
9. TRUST ME.
10. Im the person who take good cares of everyone well and feed well wakakaaakakakakak!!! ISNT IT...11. Ritez or not.. :P ?
12. I loved the surronding with my love's one's and good fren's as well..
13. If im not around, my spirit and soul with take good care of you all well..
14. DUN WORRY....
15. I WILL BE GOOD BABY...
16. I put 100% what im doing and afford on it as well..
17. I will take everything seriously and work hard on it..
18. DO TRUST ME.
19. Lay ur hands on me..
20. My character about me:
****** Im friendly, carrying, loving, hardworking, ,100%on what im doing & what i love to do, trustable, fun to be with, socialable, happy go lucky person@baby, Fierce,and etc else.. If u want to know me better, come and know me by face to face.. :P wakakakakakakak......


****** Luvs Paulin
SaTurday, 28/3, 101PM




Hai Yah im so confuse and stress i dont know how to started talking to stettle something before its too late.. I dont want bad new's or the same mistake to Happen again.. NO way its going to happen again.. I will do it soon.. :P im calming down myself and be more confidence to speak and stettle some thing's.. :P......... Hai yah.. I feel so pai sei ler.. :P OH No!!!!!!!

**** I Hope & Pray that everything will be fine once again.. :P
**** I Hope & Pray that what i wanted it to happen it will come true and make sure everything will be fine and be good once again like normal like before..
**** By GOd Grace with his hands of love and care.. :P

Yeah and thanks to everything for what God has blessed me with.. :P


****** Im updating my blog at the club Saturday, 28/3, 1235Noon.......
****** Luvs Paulin




Hai yah... Im so stress and disappointed in surtain thing's i havent stettle yet... OMG.. I dont know when it will be good time to talk.....

Now.... Im in the club already, waiting for time to come for belly dance cls... :P Shit men.. :P I hope and pray it will be fine and good thing's happen.. :P

*** I Hope & Pray everything will be fine...
*** I hope & Pray that i hope to hear and see good thing's happen that i wanted it to happen and come true.. Oh god help me.. :P



**** Im updating my blog at the club now...
**** Luvs Paulin




Hai yah........ Im so confuse what are happening around the club over here now.. Why and what i have done? I dont know why ? Nevermind, I will try my level best to stettle like a grown up young lady... :P....

I tell myself that i wont give up on my good fren's and love's one's around me.. I wont give up on them.. I will talk and let them relax.. I wont give up, i want it to happen till they forgive me.. I will talk to them.. IMP...... Yes..... Thats me..
Im the person who wont give up on everything i love and like.. :P I will not give up on anything i want to earn and get it.. :P I will keep all my love's one's and good fren's around me.. :P I will take good care of them if im still around in this earth.. :P

*** I hope & pray that everything will be fine and hear good new's... :P
Im waiting for it to happen and i want to see what i wanted to happen.. :P
*** I know god will guide and hear me.. :P Before i know.. :P I really hope to see miracle's happen soon.. :P

IM waiting!!!

I TELL YOU LADIES OR DARLING'S THAT IM THE PERSON WHO KEEPS PROMISE AND I WONT LET YOU ALL DOWN AGAIN I PROMISE.. TRUST ME.. GIVE ME 1 MORE CHANCES TO PROVED IT TO YOU ALL... U WILL SEE MIRCALE'S AND GOOD THING'S HAPPEN SOON..:p IM WORKING HARD AND DOING WHAT I LOVE TO DO AS WELL.. WORK IS WORK AND PLAY IS PLAY.. :p I WILL PROVE IT.. p
DONT WORRIES.. :p


***** Im updating my blog at home, 28/3, SatUrdaY, 9AM.
***** Luvs Paulin....




Wow!! WhAT a sunny Friday Morning... :P Im a bit happy that i have spoken one of my good fren, but we wasnt that close already, like last time.. But anyway, i will talk to them slowly step by step... :P I dont want to rush them.. I just hope i can see more mircale's happen and good new's and good thing's happen to me that i wanted my close good fren's and love's one's around me to happen.. :P I really want that to happen.. :P
My love's and care's never leave them alone. Im waiting for the time when its happen and begin again.. :P I love them alot, i told them, when u know me, my love and care's will always be there for them.. I'll take good care of them now and always...

Continue part 2....

****** Luvs Paulin




Yes im like that, whoever who are close to me, i will take good care of them because i love them alot including my mother as well.. :P Sumtimes you thinnk im sombong and allegon...But when you know me by personnal.... I'm kind, carrying, loving, person who keep promise, work hard, outgoing person, fun to be with, social.. and etc... :P Then u will know that im not sombong and allegon.. :P Wakakakakkkakakak!!!!!!
I'm the person who can takes good care of all kind's of age's and old ppl as well.. :P wakakka!!! I'll take good care and feed well... When im still around in this earth, if NOt my soul and spirit will come over to take good care of you all.. I'm the person, who like a mother hands, protect all my love's one's & good fren's behind me, everything must go under me before the other's... Thats me.!! Trust me!! If u know me well enough, im like the mother hands and whatever i said, its true and u can see with your own eyes.. :P.... See how much love's and care's i do love you all so much.. INcluding my mother as well.. When im still around i'll do it... :P

**** I hope & pray all the good new's will come true..... :P I want to see miracle's happen and hear good new's as well. :P
Im waiting for it to happen.. :P

OMG, i dont know whether one of my good fren will forgive me and jo as well or not.. :P i hope so she will... We miss her alot..

OMG.. :P I hope and pray it will be fine when we applogize to her.. :P


****** Im updating my blog at home... 27/3, Friday, 1135AM

****** Luvs Paulin




Hmmmm!!! Im in the club ritez now.. :P Im waiting for good oppurinty to hear and see godo new's and mircale's happen that i wanted to happen.. :P Im waiting to talk to someone.. I hope will be fine and good again.. :P I dont want to be like that again.. :P

*** Im wating for it to come.. :P
*** Im hoping & Praying for good new's to happen that i wanted it to happen.. :P
*** Im hope & Pray that this thing wont happen again to anyone who are close with me.. :P I dont it to happen again. No mistake will happen again.. :P

Sometimes i think about it, makes me unhappy and sad sometimes.. But im not giving up....
Im the person who wont gives up what i do love and like and who around me, i wont give up on them, i will talk to them till they not angry again.. I will take good care of them all the time, when im still around in this earth...... My love's and care's will always be there for all my love's one's around me.. :P I wont give up on them at all.. :P thats me.. !!! Who knows me well enough.. Then u will know me.. :P How i treat my love's one's including my mother and families, and all my good fren's... :P I will not leave them alone.. :P Thats me..... !!!!!!!!!!

Im waiting for good new's and what i wanted to happen.. :P Im waiting.....

Im waiting for ashtanga cls and cha cha cls with deno....

***** Im updating my blog at the club now... Friday, 27/3, 550PM
***** Luvs Paulin




Hmmmmm!!! I hope & pray that i will hear and see good new's soon from god hands.. I Hope that everything will be fine and good.. I'm waiting to hear good new's and good thing's happen bewtween my carreer, love's one's & good fren's around me... :P Im waiting for miracle's to happen to me.... :) I hope everything will be fine and good by god grace....!!!

***** Im praying & hoping for good new's and thing's.......
***** Im hope & pray that everything will be good and fine.....!!!
***** Im wating for good new's and good thing's to happen soon...!!!

I dont want to hear any bad thing's happen in the club, within me and my good fren's in the club... I dont want to lose anyone of them again... I'll not lose them again and again.... :P I'll keep them tight in my hands and hearts... I will never want to harm them or hurt them at all.. I will keep them fullly take good care and my all my love's one's around 2.... :P Thats me..... !!!! TRUST ME!!!



****** Im updating my blog at the club,waiting for the next zumba cls 42day.....
26/3, Thursday, 732PM.

****** Luvs Paulin




I Wish and hope for good new's happen and good thing's happen to me.. I hope & pray that what i wanted will be come true to me.. :P I really want the good thing's happen............... I really hope and wish for good thing's happen... :P

Later i go for interview i hope everything will be good and steady.. I hope for that to happen...

**** I hope & pray for good thing's and good new's happen..
**** I hope & pray for what i wanted to be true and come true i hope it will be happening soon oh lord...

Bless me and wish me good lucks.. :P

************ Im updating my blog at home....... 26/3, Thursday, 930AM
************ Luvs Paulin




OMG, im so confuse with myself what im doing and going..... I'm confuse what are my good fren's doing around me.. I also dont know what to do men.. :P I cant get it why ppl says that im talking about ppl.. I dont want to bring up this issue.. Im so stress and very sad, :(... I really dont want this to happen like that? I also dont know how i can please them again.. :P

I do love and care about them all the time, no matter what and where I am.. :P my love will always be there for everyone i know, love and care all the time.. :P

Thats me lah....... :P


******* Im updating my blog at home..... 25/3, WeD, 1145Am
******** Luvs Paulin




Oh yes!!! Yes of course im consider and planning for my own bussines of dancing... !!! I already thinking and planning to polish up my dancing carreer.. Im also planning and thinking which Latin Sckol i should go and polish up learn more on my basic steps... :P oh yes.. Im very serious about my dancing.. :P

Oh yes, somemore all my love's one's ask me and think about it to consider my dancing, Someone them wanted me to teach Line Dance and some Latin classes as well.. YEs im thinking and planning where and when i should start a class..!! im also planning to teach zumba in myoga as well... :P hmmmm i need time to planned all the steps and song's as well.. :P im very into it.. :P slowly i will teach Latin & Line dance as well... For all LEvel... :P

In the future and now, i want to be professional dancer and instructor... :P I love dancing very much.. Its my carreer as well.. :P I'll never give up on my dancing.. :P
Everyone is waiting when im going to start my own class.. OMG.. I'll soon darling's and good fren's.. Wait for me.. I will start 1 soon already... :P I need time.. :P

**** Im taking this seriously.. :P
Its my dream... "My Dancing is my life, " My Life is my passion, " My passion is my dream"........ Yeah.. !!!
Time to play is play and time to work is work.. put ur 100% afford into it.. :P and do with full of your passion and talent.. :P
YEs!!! Thats me.... :P


***** Luvs Paulin




OMG.... Wow it has been a long time i and my mum didt eat buffer for a long time.. :P It was one of our church member d'day.. we had a great time at the sherrton in town for makan.. :P
We had so much fun and good time 2gether...............
Eat and eat and che chat chat chat.... WOWO so fun... Eat until we all so damm full already....... wakakakakakakakkaakakak!!!!!



**** Im updating my blog at home...

**** Luvs Paulin




Ooooooo!!! IM planning to go for Zumba with deno and maybe some other dancing classes or yoga... Heheheh!!!!!!!!

Yeah!!!!


***** Im updating my blog at home.... 23/3, Monday, 250PM

***** Luvs Paulin




Ooooooo!!! IM planning to go for Zumba with deno and maybe some other dancing classes or yoga... Heheheh!!!!!!!!

Yeah!!!!


***** Im updating my blog at home.... 23/3, Monday, 250PM

***** Luvs Paulin




Hai yah....... I dont know why i think so much, of all my love's one's around me.. :P I feel so lonely... Lucky i have my mother with me.. :P
Im so happy and sad as well...

** I enjoy the club and classe's as well.. I miss all my old good fren's in the club.. Were having alot of good time 2gether.... I miss them alot.. :P I dont know when they will forgive me, to give me one more chance to prove to them.. :P I told myself, i will never let this silly mistake again.. Im not going to lose anymore of my good fren's in the club.. I want back my old good fren's... Monica, Lina, and other's as well.. Hmmmm I miss all of them so much.. I will never let them go at all.. I will take good care of them, with my love and care's.... :P Im grown up.. Trust me... :P I will be good baby girl... :P I promise.. I will work hard and play hard as wellll. :P Dont worry.. I'll be good.. :P Trust me darling's... :P
I will never let you ladies down again.. I promise, i say it i'll do it...Dats me.. :P Darling's dont worry,whether you all when grow old, whether you with tongkat or without tongkat, i will still drive you all and take good care of you all.. Just what monica has told me, next time when she grows old, i will bring her to the club and take her to tai ci classes in the club.. I will guide her and take good care of her.. Same goes to you all 2.. You all my good fren's and i love you all so much.. Trust me.. If im still around in this earth.. :P I will do that... :P Dont worry... :P TRUST ME!!!!

** Im hoping and praying that god will hear my prayer's and need's....
I hope he will hear my 3 need's and prayer's that i requested... :P I hope to see and hear good new's and see mircale's happen.. :P I hope i will get my old fren's back to be close again.. :P I really mean it to happen and make sure it will.. I want back my old fren's again.. :P

Love you guys so much.. My love's and care's will be always there for you all, no matter what happen to me.. My love and care's will always take good care of you all.. By me.. :P Trust me.. :P
I mean it.. :P From deep inside my heart... Bottom of my heart and soul....



**** Im updating my blog at home.. :P 23/3, Monday, 1150AM...

***** Luvs Paulin




Hai yah... Im still upset and disappointed.. :P
I still havent hear and see any good thing's or good new's happen.. :P hai yah... :(....
Im happy that i completed my mission classe's today at the club...
**** I did my fav class Cha Cha & Ashtanga as welll..
So tired lah in the cls.. use alot of engry in the class ler.. :P hmmm!! Its was fun.. But its wasnt fun b'coz some ppl didt want to border about me... so sad.. Its breaks my hearts into pieces already.. I hope it could fix with their love and good friendship agian.. :P i hope and pray for it to come or happen soon.. :P
OMG...!!!!

****** I hope and pray for good new's to happen and miracles happen's toooooo.....
****** I hope and pray that i will get a new job soon.. :P im waiting and hoping from you Lord..
****** Hear my prayer's and need's oh lord.. thanks lord.

********* Im updating my blog at home...
********* Luvs Paulin




yeah i have completed my mission for today at the club...
** Im still hoping and praying that god will hear my need's of help... That i need god to bless me and help me..

** I hope and pray for god guiding.....

Im stilll very very sad.... I dont wan to say much already.... I leave it to god to decide for me..


God bless....

*** Im updating my blog at home..21/3, Sat, 10Pm.

**** Luvs Paulin




Think postive and be postive in everything we do will go well by god grace.... What else i can say much, just leave it to god for his guiding and leading to his kingdom........
Just work for our life... Life is 2 short to not enjoy and work for what we love and like... Just think bright of our life... I hope god will guide and lead into the right path way...... :P thanks for god......

take care, the world is not save...... Be careful wherever you all go.... Be aware of it........ god bless.....
Luv yah....... :P maukssssssssssssssssss!!!!!!! :)

**** I leave my life and hope to god for his guide.........


******Im updating my blog at the club now... 21/3, Sat, 1130Am

****** Luvs Paulin




Hmmmm OMG!!! Its weekend already... Saturday 21/3, im very happy and sad as well.. How i wish it could be change or go back to last time with good times together with my love's one's around me and with me.. Im very sad and disappointed with myself as well.. Why & What???? I dont know what i could say already.. This time making me so upset. I dont know when some of them going to forgive me or forget the passed that happens already.. :P Change new life and new month has going to come already.. I really wish and hope that some of them will able to forget and forgive and give me one more chance to proved to them.. :P Im really disappointed as well.. Why treating me like that? I love you guys so much alot more.. :P I love u all more then myself and my mother.. But my mother is always in my life as my ROLE of life and love.. :P So i wont want to hurt and harm her and u all as well 2.. Trust me.. I will success in my life and i wont be small baby already.. :P Im grown up lady already.. Trust me.. :).. I will show to you how i would prove it to u.. Work is work and play is play.. Im serious........

OMG............. Im waiting for miracle's and good thing's to happen again and soon.. :P I cannot wait to be close to them again.. :P
My love's & care's will always be there for you all, and its will be in my heart all the time till i die.. :P

**** I hope & pray for good thing's and miracle's happen.. :P


********* Yeah.. !!! I will be going for 2 cls's 2day.. :P

********* Im updating my blog at home, 21/3, Saturday, 930AM
********** Luvs Paulin




I want a new good life in my life and thing's change's... I hope and pray miracle's will happen soon.. :P I hope that everything will be back like normal like before.. :P By God grace and care.. :P

*** Im trying not to lost any of my good fren's and love's one's around me as well.. :P I want to keep them tight in my hands and hearts... I dont want to hurt them or harm them.. I hope you all know me by now... :P

**** I hope and pray that god will blessed me with good life and blessing towards me as well... :P

*** I hope it will come soon and change's etc....
* Hmmm i dont want to say much already.. Just up to them to decied for theirselves... Their are big enough...
*** I just need their love and care and good friendship to me.. Its enough, their dont have to take good care of me.. :)
* Lay your hands on me, i will take good care of you all very well, if im still around in this earth.. :P.. Trust me.. :P

*** I hope and pray that everything will be bless by you oh lord.

***** Im updating my blog at myoga.....

***** Luvs Paulin




hahahahaha!! so disappointed that i havent hear or see any good new's...... Hai yah..... oh GOd where are you? Why? didt answer my prayer's and need's oh lord. Im so sad that i didt hear any good new's whether in the club or outside.. :P hai yah... :P I dont want to say much or talk much already.. I dont want to hurt or harm ppl or my good fren's feeling's... Oh feeling's....... !!!! I dont want to say much.... I just hope and pray that god will bless and answer my prayer's and need's oh lord...

**** Im waiting for good new's and miracles's to come true in my life...
*** I hoping that it will come soon and fast.....

Im the club already, i hope everything will come true and able to make it like last time before when i knew my good fren's and love's one's around me..
I dont want the same thing's happen to me or them as well.. I hope that god will tell them or change them... SO think postivites towards me.. :P Trust me!!!

*** I hope and pray everything will come true and make it fast... Oh lord, help me to find sumthing that i wanted to come true oh lord. I dont want other's ppl's to look down on me... :P I dont want it to happen to me..
I will proved to them that i will do it, and work hard for it.. Dont let them down again... I can do it.. Work is work and play is play... GOt it.. Put 100% on it.... Dont lose the faith's on anything or anyone ok... That i love and have...

**** Make it come true and make it fast.... Im waiting for it lord.

**** Im updating my blog at myoga.. 20/3, 525PM......


**** Luvs Paulin




I think i have lost my faith's towards some of my good fren's.... That ignoring me away.. But i wont give up on them, b'coz i still love them alot, and i want to tell them, "HEllo", i havent give up on you guys yet... B'coz i still have feeling's towards you all, u know me well.. :P i dont want to talk bad about you all, or what? I'll always talk good thing's about you all, and im still waiting for good new's from you all.. U know me.. :P Im not that kind of person, will forget you all... :P I will never talk bad about you all, b'coz you all make my happy and have good time 2gether for the passed few mth's away.... I will look down on you guys.. Im waiting for miracle's to happpen and come back to me again.. :P

** I'm the person, will never forget you all, what you have touches me and make me happy... and remember the good memories that i spend good time's with you all.. :P thats me.. :P
** My love's, care's will be always there for you all darling's... I will never change at all.. Im still the old or new Paulin's.... :P my love is there for you all.. U know me well.. Ritez ladies..
U all should know where to put me in GOod OR BAd.. :P U all should me for long already.. :P
** Im wating for good new's and miracle's to come true to me..:P I'll never give up who are close to me.. :P Im waiting for you all to come back to me again dear.. :P
** Im the person who never let go whoever are close to me, and know me.. :P
Darling's and all my GOod fren's in the club....
MY LOVE"S & CARE"S WILL BE ALWAYS THERE FOR YOU ALL THE TIME, IT DIDT IGNORED FROM YOU ALL.. IM STLL LOVING YOU ALL SO MUCH.... THATS ME...!!!

The old Paulin or New.. I will never leave you all at all... I will take good care of you all well, if im still in this earth..
TRUST ME..... Give me one more chance i will prove it to you... :P

******** Im updating my blog at home...20/3, Friday, 1010AM
****** Luvs Paulin




heheheheh!!! Im not sure whether im happy or sad... But i dont want to talk much and say much already....

***** I just hope for good new's come true and make it soon... P

***** Today im doing ashtanga and cha cha...

***** I hope later when i reach the club i hope everyhting will be good and fine.. :P i dont want to hear any bad new's.. I hope for miracle's to happen...

I know i have alot of fren's.. But i want to keep all my good fren's close to me and i willl take good care of them well..


**** Im updating my blog at home.. 20/3, Fri, 10AM..

***** Luvs Paulin




Hmm!! What a good day at the club... :P Im still sad and disappointed....
I have gone 1 mission of mine this afternoon.. Im going to go for belly dancing for another mission and last mission is zumba with sunny.... :P

Hmmm!! Im watin for good news and i cannot wait for the good new's.... :P Hmmm!!! Im cannot wait for the mission of good new's............

***** Im completed my 1st mission......
***** Going and doing another 2 more mission........ :P

****** Im hoping and praying for good new's to come and come true in my life.....


******* Im updating my blog at the club... 19/3, Thur, 320PM...

******* Luvs Paulin




*** Im planning to go for 2 zumba's classes.... Theni will be going for belly dance cls as well, if i still have engry on me.. :P

I hoped and pray that i will hear a good new's soon from everywhere... I dont wan to say much already.. :P

I hope some of the ppl will noticed how i treated them , well or not well.. :P i dont wan to say much already... I hope i will hear good new's soon yah.. :P

Im so sad and disappointed, 1st time in my life some ppl treated me like that.. Hmmm!!

OKlah i dont wan to say anything already.. :P God bless me.. :P

****** Im updating my blog at home.. :P 19/3, Thur, 930AM...

****** Luvs Paulin




Hmmm!!! Im still waiting for good new's from everyone and everywhere.. ? So sad lah.. Why still no good new's want? :(...... Hmm!!! Oh GOd, where are you? Why u didt answer my prayer and need's that i need oh lord.. PLS!! Blessed me with good taught's and good new's oh lord.. :)....

***** Im still waiting for good new's.... I hoped and pray for good new's.. :P Soon..
* I dont know when i will hear the good new's from all over.. I dont want to say much already.. :P
***** Im still sad and disappointed why some ppl still ignoring me away..
* So sad lah.. I hope they will noticed how i treated them will good hands and good care.. :)
I hope and pray that i will hear a good new's soon.. :P
I dont want to say much already.. :P

I hope and pray that god will bless me and hear me.. :P


****** Im updating my blog at home.. :) 19/3, Thursday, 925AM...
****** Luvs Paulin




WOW!! i LOOKED so great and so natural looked at the make over on 28/2.... :P so proud and i didt know that i look so natural pretty of mine... :P thanks to the make over, from centro, villiam ooi, chairman and other's... :P for putting this upp.. And worth my RM40 for it.. So well done.. Hmm!!! See im transform with the natural beauty look of mine.. Thanks!!! I dont know what to say already.... Some of my good fren's, said i look like super star and looked so natural pretty with the out going looked.. :P wow!! So amazing natural pretty loook.. Im glad and happy.. :P so photogentic and sesy looking.. :P... Heheheheh!!! so perasan ler.. :P but im amazed with my look of mine.. :P looked younger and mature abit.. :P Hmmm.. Nearly cannot recongnize thats me.. :)...... So glad.. :P

****** I loved the pic's so damm much!!!!


****** Im updating my blog at the club... :P 17/3, Wed, 6PM..

****** Luvs Paulin




Hmmmm!!! Yes i have good time and bad time as welll in my life... :P hmm!! I hoped and prayer's everything will be fine and good.........
Yes this is 1st time some ppl are ignoring me away from somewhere lah.. I dont wan to say it already...
I really dislike it, when ppl say i talked bad thing's about them or other's ppl.. "HELLO"!!!! Please mind your own bussiness.. I dont want to talked and i dont like to talked bad thing's about ppl ok.. :P Itsn't Me... I reallly hated it.. I loved to talk good thing's about my good fren's and all my love's one's are around me all the time.. I dont liked to talk bad about other ppl around me.. :P i loved talking good thing;s about them all the time.. :P I dont care whatever ppl says? I telling you guys that i hated talking bad about other's ppl.. I dont like to hurt or harm their feeling's... I reallly dislike it... :P Isnt me..

I hoped & pray that you all know me by well and good enough already...!! what are my character's and what i like to do? Its up to you all lah.. !!! I dont want to say anymore already..

I leave it to god to decied for me.. :P

In my relantionship with Bf? Im not ready for it.. Because i just broked up with my bf last yr b'coz he went to oversea to study .. so i broke up with 2 ex bf's already.... I'm not sure whether im ready for the next bf to come into my life or not.. I hoped when its come to me.. I hope and pray everything will be fine and good.. :P No more crush on me already.. I dont wan to be hurt again... :P I hope my future bf will take good care of me, well and good till we die.. :P

I dont wan to be alone in my life.. I do take care of my beloved mother as welll.. I loved her much.. but our relantionship will be always close in our hearts all the time.. :P

My life is complicated.. :P

I hope & pray in the future and now, will be everything going smothly and good with good care by god grace.. :P I hope N pray for that..... !!!!!!!!



******** I hope & pray that god will take good care of it..
******** I hope & pray that good news will come and will come true soon.. :P

Im wating for my hip pop cls.. :P Later got dinner with nat chow and her mumm.......... :)... Wow.. So now must burn fat from eating dim sum for lunch.. :P
Hehehehehhehe!!! then 2mrw must burn more fat in zumba cls... :P


******** Im updating my blog at the club..... 17/3, Wed, 550PM...
******** Luvs Paulin




Hmmm.!!!! For all the years of life i had.. There's good time's and bad times as well...:P im being blessed by my father in heaven and my mother as well.... :P brought up with a good families background and everything being well.. :P
My life is 50% as well.. I dont know what to say already... :P
I have been in good time and bad times as well, with families problem's as well. but now no more already... :P by god grace and love.. :P

In my olden days in sckol's... I been notty and good as well.. :P I had so many armired at sckol's........ I dont know why some guys are still waiting for me, to chassing me.. I dont know what i shall do about it? Hmmm!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Got in wating list.. :P I told them, lets see my mood and going life................... Hmmmm!!! :P....... Time is soooo short to not enjoyed.. :P

It will continue in part 2.. :P



****** Luvs Paulin




Hey guys.... Let me share my good memories and good time with my good fren's, and all my love's one's around me and suround me... :P I had alot of good times and good memories that its make my life and good time happy all the time.. :P i had meet my new girl fren@natalie CHow.... She is so nice girl and her bf as well.. We all are so close to each other now... :P so cute lah..we are so same karma and same character as well. same year babies as welll. :P we are not babies.. We are grown up young lady already....


****** we had great time fellowship with one another.......
Im so sad that she told me that next year probably she will go Aussie for study? Im going to be all alone here and no friend already..Im going to miss her and her cute bf as well.. :P
Hmmmm So sad.. :P!!!!! Im going to miss her alot.. :P we had good time 2gether already... Just meet after CNY...... In the club.... :P

I noticed that mixing with different age's is no big different and no offence as well.. I loved mixing with all kind's.. :P Thats me .!!!!!

Im going to miss all the good memories and good time 2gether with each other.. .:P


******* Im updating at home.. :P 17/3, wed 1130AM

******* Luvs Sesy babe@ Paulin




Hmmmm!!! Im still waiting for good new's from all the ppl that i send and waiting for.. :P Hmmm!! HEheheh!!!! Im so sad and disappointed in something and someone.. :P im still waitin for..

****** Im hoping and praying for god will bless me with good blessing and good news...
***** Im hoping and praying for good news come soon.. :P

I dont wan to talk and say much already.. Waiting for god send and gives miracle.. :P


******* Im updating my blog at home.. :P 17/3, Wed, 1115AM...

****** Luvs Paulin




Oh yes.. I have finally download my amazing picture's from make over.. Im so glad and happy that i have so natural looks and so photogentic... of me in all the beautiful pic's.. I loved it so much.. It very worth my money for taking and making my decission with the make over.. Look so amazed it it.. :P Im amazed with my look.. :P so reallly beautifulll........

IM so happy that i meet so many good fren's in the club.. :P
I hope that will hear good new's soon men.. :P


******* Im updating my blog at home.. 18/3, Wed, 1040AM

******* Luvs Paulin




hahahaha!!! Im glad and happy i meet few good fren's recently.. Im still sad as well. im still waiting for good news as well.. :P hmmmm!!!!

I dont know when i will hear good new's.. :P I hope & Pray i will hear good new's soon and fast..

****** Im so happy that i achieve's my goals and do my fav's cls... :P yeah.!!!!!
After that my good fren@Nat, and her darling and me went for makan in bangsar.. :P
****** We are so tired doing and waste our full engry in the mrn 2day.. :P

****** I hope & pray i will hear good new's from someone sooon.. :P

Hmmmm!!!!

****** Im updating my blog at home.. :P 17/3, 935PM...


***** Luvs Paulin




I really hope to hear good new's soon men.. :) im sick already for waiting for something to happen that i ask for.. :P

Im at the club already, i hope to hear any good new's soon.. :p i hope and pray for miracle's to happen and make it come true.. :P
Hai yah... :P sien ler.. :P


I dont want to talk much and say much already...
I just need GOd helps to hear my prayer's and need's oh lord.. :P

******* I hope and pray for good news to happen and come true... :P
******* Soon to hear it.. :P


Im Updating my blog at the club.. :P 17/3, at 1030Am.....

********** Luvs Paulin




Hmmm!!! Im at the club already.... I already had applogize to some of good fren's.. Since i didt do anything ritez, i just applogize to them just incase i did something or say something wrong to them.. Anyway i said applogize to them.. :P i dont wan to hurt or harm any of my good fren's... I really dont want to loss any one of them already....

I hope it will be good new's and good thing's happen to me and to them as well.. :P
Hmmm!! So quite in the club.. Nobody at the club.. My gang also not here.. :P hmm!!!

I hope and pray the good thing's will happen to me and to them soon.. :) Anytime soon.. :P

******* Im updating my blog at the club now.. :P 16/3, at 415PM...


******* Luvs Paulin




Hmmm.. What a beautiful Monday Morning.. :P Hmm!!! I hoped & pray everything will be fine and good when i reach to the club.. :P I hope all my good fren's will be fine and good.. :P

Im planning to go for zumba and maybe cycling see how lah? I also dont know which cls to go.. :P

I hope everything will be fine when i reach to the club, i hope their will be fine and able to talk to me like normal like before.. Im waiting for the time to come and come true.. I missed all the good time 2gether and happy memmories together.. :P I missed that.. I hope & pray the days come will come very soon, not to long.. :P i hope it will be very soon.. I wish and hope oh lord.. I miss that person alot.. :P i dont wan to say so much.. I'll never like talking bad thing's about ppl.. :P Ok lord.. Help me and make sure it come true.. :P



******* Im updating my blog at home 16/3, 905Am...

******* Luvs Paulin




Im so amazed that i did 2 yoga's classes today.. I brake my record of yoga cls.. Men.. :P I was so amazed that i can stand for 2 hrs of yoga cls.. GOod.. :P keep it up. I need to practice more and do more.. So i can be more flexible.. :P

So pai sei ler.. cannot be so flexible now.. :P hmmmmm ???? I wont gv up.. Practice make prfect... :P

***** I cant wait to upload my beautiful make over picture's.. Im so amazed of my outlook and beauty.. :P Wah.. so perasan ler.. :P good mah.. I loved to manja myself.. :P I dont care what ppl say about me.. :P

***** I also amazed with all my good fren's beauty of themselves, look so natural and beautiful as well.. Good keep it up.. the transform of their look's.. :P good ... :P

**** We are young, so must be young lor.. :P life is to short to waste men... :P enjoyed life we are still alive, walk and etc else.. :P
Yeah men.... :P


******** GOd bless us, with his blessing and love.. :P

Do hear my prayer's and need's lord.. Answer me.. Make all my dreams and wishers come true.. Hope good thing's will happen soon ... :P


******** Im updating at home.. :P

********* Luvs Paulin




omG, i havent go and pick up my make over picture's.. Hmm.. I cant wait to see my beautiful picture's and all my good fren's picture's as well 2.............
Hai yah....................I wan to see how nice and beautiful of me, with the make over picture's.. Must manja myself as well lah.. take good picture's and make over transform into natural beauty outlook of me.. :P
I can see all my good fren's look so glamours and outlook on themselves so beautiful with transforming with the glamours out look and beauty.. :P wow amazed....... Hmm.... I will upload inside my facebook.. :P
wow.....



******* Im updating at home now.. 15/3, 930PM...
****** Luvs Paulin




Hmmmmmm!!! I found out so interesting and execting about my good fren's and the ppl in the club... I really missed and love interesting and execting to hang out with my good fren's and love's one's around me... :P Hmmmm!!! How interesting about them...? they all have different's character's about themselves.....Charming, loving, standard, same karma, and etc.. I loved to know them more.. :P heheh!! I tell you i will never let go of anyone of them at all.. I wan to keep them tight in my hearts and hands.. :P How interesting about them? Hmmm!!!!!! WHen i know them more, they are more different to me.. Hmmm.. How lovely of them.. :P Thats making me more execting and cheeky to know about them more...How lovely?



******** Im updating at the club..... 15/3, 210PM...


***** Luvs Paulin




Oh yeah!! Im in the club already.... I hope everything will be fine and become good new's.. to come true what i have wish for.. I hope everythin will be good condition and make sure it come true by god grace..... Im waiting for the time to come.. I hope & pray that all my good fren's will never change their character's... I dont want them to change.. I loved their ownselves...... I really missed them and all the good time we shared together...... I really missed them alot more... :) i hope everything will be fine and good... :P
*** May God bless me with good taught's what i have wish for... :P !!!

I really hope that soon they all will be fine.... I really hope and pray for that to come true and make it come true oh LOrd..... I dont wish to leave them... I loved them alot. i WIll never want to leave them at all.. I want to keep them tight in my hearts and arms.. :P Iwill never let go,when im still around taking care of them..... Trust me darling's............ !!! Dont loss faiths!!..........

I hope you all know me well and good enough already.. I dont need your care, for looking after me.. I just need ur love, care and friendship to be with me good enough already... :P Whenever i need you guys.. I will be always there for u all no matter where Im and what happen? I will be always there for you all..

**** May god bless me and us, with good blessing will come true in our life's oh lord.. Pls lord. hear my prayer's... :P thanks......

*** Im updating my blog at myoga.... Its SUnday 15/3, 145PM....


****** Luvs Paulin




Yeah im planning to go for Cha cha and ashtanga .. : P I hope and pray that good thing's will happen and come true.. :P I really want to be close to my good fren's once again back like normal before. I missed that good times together.. I felt so far part.. :) Leaving me alone like that. SO hearts broken.. :P I dont want to be like this.. I dont like it.. :P I loved to be loved & cares by my good fren's and love's one's around me.. :P I dont need their cares as im the youngest in the group.. I dont need their cares... I just need their love and friendship to me.. Its good enough for me already.. Their are close to me, its good enough to have a wonderful diffrent's kind's of age in the club.. I love mixin around with adult and mature age good fren's.. :P

****** I hope & pray that that person will take to me soon agian. :P
****** I hope & pray that my other's gd fren's will not run away by me. I wont eat u all up..
****** I hope & pray that their wont be posion by someone's taught's in the club.. :P
****** I hope & pray that everything will be back to normal and fine like before.. I hope it wont change again.. :P
****** I want all my good fren's and love's one's to come back to me again.. :P I miss u all.. so much.. muakss!!!
****** Pls forgive me what i have done wrong.. Please forgive me and accept me back again.. :P as ur good fren.. :P Im not a small baby..... I can take care on my own.. :P dont worry.. :P


****** TRUST ME DarlIng's.. !!!


******* Im updating my blog.. Sunday 15/3, 1130Am.. :P
Gettting ready to go to the club.. I hope everything will be good and good condition. I hope and pray got good thing's come true .. :P


******* Luvs Paulin




What a beatiful Sunday morning.. :)... I went to church to praise the lord and thanks him... I went to pray and hope everything will be fine and good.. I dont want anything bad happen to me and all my love's one's around me.. :P I hope & pray that everything will be back to normal again like before. :P I dont want to be alone, without my good fren's and love's one's around me.. :P I missed all of them so much, spend the great time 2gether with each other's.. I wish and hope that their character's didt change much.. I hope they will one day will talk to me agian. They loss a good fren like me.. What did i do until they are so angry and avoiding me.. I dont get it at all.. PLease tell me!!! I dont want to be alone and be a bitch in the club men.. I dont like to mean and rude... I loved all my good fren's alot.. :P i missed the happyness with all my good fren's at the club. I dont wan to say their names.. :P I know them by hard and well enough to love already.. I hope 1 day that god will tell them sumthing good thing's happen.. :P I hope that they will talk to me 1 day.. :P i cant wait for the day to come by. :P I hope & pray that everything will be back to normal again like before. 1 big families in the club.. :P i missed that.. I feel so sad.. :P ! I dont wan to be like that. I always love to talk good thing's about my good fren's and love's one's around me all the time.. I promise i will take good care of you all, when im still around in this earth.. :P I dont wan to hurt them or harm their feeling's.. I love them alot.. :P I hope their think's im not childish. Im grown up already. I hope their will think's good taught's of me. :P I hope hope hope hope.. :P I hope and pray for that comes trues.. :P I really want that to happen to me and to them as well.. Be good fren's like before, so close to each other like a glue.. :P so nice and warm.. :P I really loved that memories and moment.. :P


****** Im updating at home.. :P 15/3, 1125am....

******** Luvs Paulinn




Hey darling's my love's and care's willl always be with you all all the time, whenever you feel sad or angry at me.. My love and care's will be always wating for you all to come in again.. :P Im serious, im not kidding ok. Im not childish as well. ITS MY FEELING"s.. !! Im also HUman BEing ok.. :P


****** My LOve's & care"s as a good fren will be always there for you all to come in again and treat me like normal before.. :P
****** I dont wan to hurt or harm you all.. I want to keep all my good fren's and love's one's around me tight enough to be with me.. :P
******** Im SERIOUS...!!! TRUST ME.... I will proved it you alll... IM NOT CHILDISH.. !!! GOT IT..!!!

I will never let you all go without me.. I will take good care of you all, when im still around.. Good fren like me will never find at all.. Good fren cannot be replaced by $$$$ or ppl.. :P never find back like that kind of darlin like me.. :P hahhah!! Im SERIOUS Ok... Take it seriously............. !!! I dont wan to be sad and miserable to have a good time with my good fren's in the club.. :P I loved you all so damm alot.. I dont wan to loss anyone of you at all.. :P i will keep you all tight with me.. :P U all know me enough and well ritez.. then u will get me.. :P

Be smart and be clever to handle me.. :P take good care of me as well Hahhah!!! Just kididng.. :P im not small baby ok.. :P im grown up young lady already.. Not a baby... got it.. :P hello...!!!!


******* Im updating at home, 14/3, 1145PM... about to sleep soon already.. got to wake up early to church.. :P

Thanks god and praise god. :P for his blessing and guidence.. :P


******* Luvs Paulin




Hmmm!!! My feeling's & taught's... I hope that everything will be back to normal again with my good fren's and love's one's around me.. I dont know what i did tell they all are avoiding me.. :P OMG...... What the hell is happening to me..? wHAT is the hell happening to the ppl out there? Are you all ok????
Im very sad, angry, & disappointed, why suddenly the ppl around me changing? why & what? Happening to them? What's wrong with you all? Change character's and wake up darling's... :P Im always the Old Paulin's i will never change at all.. My love's and care's willl be always there with you all now and ever, till im still around in this earth... When im gone i wont be taking good care of you all, but my spirit will take good care of you all.. :P dont worry, u can trust me.. trust me......U know me ritez.. what i always do and act...... I hope u know me good enough or well enough.. Its up to you all to decided whether im good person, carrying and loving or Bad.. U all choose lah.. I hope you all wont change your mind and character, pls be the same like before.. Dont change tooo much.. :P Heheheh!!! I hope & pray that god will blessed us and make's the good thing's come true by your grace.. :P Amen.. :P

I hope that you will change their's character's back to normal like before how we share our love's to each other and care's for each other.. I missed that alot.. :P i dont wan to loss anyone of them at all. :P I hope & pray everything willl be back to normal like before and stay forever more.. :P God bLess us.. :P thanks god..


*** Change our sadness to happyness, hear us oh lord..
**** Hope & Pray that everything you will be blessed and come true oh lord....
***** God bless us.. !!


******** Im updating at home.. :P 14/3/09, 1135pm....

********** Luvs Paulin




Oh my!! I think im going to lose my faith on some ppl already.. I dont wan to waste my time already..... :) I think i wont last long somewhere................. I dont know what to say already.... :P !!! Im very sad, angry and disappointed.. No use of living sumtimes.. !! But in god faith i wont give up... I will trust god he will send mirecle's and good faith's to me.. :P Blessed by God.. :).... !!! I just feel to be alone sumhow? Nvm!!! Im fine with that...... Somehow you will lose someone who treated you all so well.. :P dont apprieate doesnt matter... :) I will leave you all alone.. :(.... I dont wan to waste my time already.. :P I just be myself.... :P I just leave my Life to God.... I just hope and wish that god will change the plan of my life.. :P and tell ppl .... :P I just dont know what to say already.......... Hmm!!!!! I willl stand with my own 2 feets.... :P By god grace and love.. :P In god world.. :P

May GOd change my life... :P Help me to decide and gudience.. :P thanks..


*** Im updating at the club....


*** Luvs Paulin




Yeah what a beautiful morning..!! I hope everything will be fine when i reach to myoga.. Later.. Im planning and thinking which cls to go.... *** Later go for belly, & zumba!! I really hoped that everything will be fine when i see them.. :P i hope that later will be a good day and i hope mirecle will happen and hope good thing's happen later.. i hope everything and everyone will be normal to me later.. :P I dont want to hear anything bad new's about me yah.. :P I really hated to be like this not talking and not in good condition with my good fren's I DONT REALLY LIKE THAT AT ALL... I dont know sumtimes why life is so miserable.. :P Why????? And WHAT did i do? WHY MY LIFE IS LIKE THAT? It's a faith from GOd..
GOd pls change my life to be everything blessed and good oh lord. I dont wan to be like this ignoring or avoiding all my good fren's and love's one's around me.. I really dont like it.. :P I dont know what i shall do? I need GOd guide from GOd.. to help me and guide me.. :P I need help.. :P I dont want ppl look down on me.. :P I will proved to them im not usless at all.. :P I got mny own strength.. :P
I hope everything will be fine and good new's will come true.. :P .....

May god bless with good taught's of mine.. :P **** Muaks... trust me!!!


****** Luvs Paulin




Hmmm!! Y'day i was a bit happy and sad!!! I dont wan to say anything further.... I dont wan to hurt and harm them.. I just feel very disapoointed why ppl think im trouble maker.. Execuse me !!! I have my own name and im not trouble maker ok. :P I hated that........ I dont like to talk bad mouthing about other ppl .. :P I love to talk good thing's about my good fren's and love's one's around me.. :P I wish and hope that that person, will be good to me back again. I really missed all the good thing's and happyness memories that we had spend like before.. :P I missed all that so much.. :P Im happy a bit, that someone has spoken to me abit.. But not much.. I hope that person and all my good fren's will talk to me normal like before and have a great time 2gether.. :P

Oh today have no gathering, mostly all of us, are not free.. Probably next week.!! Hopefully lah.. :P I hope and pray that everything wil be back to normal again and have all the good time 2gether.. :P I hope and pray will be fine once agian.. :P

Trust me darling's.. I will never let you all down, when im still around here in this earth.. :P LOve you guys...!!!

****** Im updating at home.. !!

******* Luvs Paulin




Yeah!!! Im glad im improving on my yoga cls now.. I need to work out more and do more practice and put my afford on it.. Like what i do for dancing cls 2... I didt regreat of doing yoga. I love ashtanga and hatta classes too... I need to practice more on it.. :P

Yeah i think slowly some one is talking to me. I really miss that person alot. I miss all the whole gang we had alot of great time and good time 2gether... I miss all the olden days we had share good time's together.. :P I really hope the person who lose faith on me.. I still love,care and be with that person no what happen to me, my love's and care's will be always there for the person and all my good fren's and love's one's around me.. I hope & pray that it will be good sign to talk to the person back like before.. share the good thing's and happy memories 2gether... :P love it.. :P I loved all my good fren's alot.. :P I wil never let go of them... :P I will keep them tight on me.. :P I hope god will bless me.. :P I hope and pray it will come true... Able to talk again....
TRUST ME... :P

*** Im updating my blog at home.. Before going to offline ....

*** Luvs Paulin




Hmmmm!!! Im still at home, so lazy to move from my house.. No i must go work out.. Burn some fat. I got yoga cls and cha cha with deno.. :P...
I hope later when i reach to the club, i hope everything will be in good and no bad new's about me.. I hope everything will be back to normal and fine... :) I dont wan to be fat.. I loved my figure body now.. Im so slim and fit.. I love my body now.. I dont wan to put anymore weight on it already. i wan to lose another 1 inch.. :P heheheh!!! I need to maintain my body figure and tone up my muscle.. :P hehe!!!

I hope everything will be fine when i go to the club... :P I dont wan to lose any of my good fren's and love's one's around me already.. I'll keep them tight in my hearts and hands... i wont let anyone go.. :P
I hope and pray to hear a good new's and back to normal again.. :P


** Im updatin my blog at home..

*** Luvs Paulin




Yeah...... I do love my passion and carreer alot.. I have achieve's my goals.. I really love dancing alot.. I want to be teacher soon.. How can i 4get my cha cha step's on sunday.. Hmmm!!! I will try to remember my steps..... I love Latin alot.. :P I know where im going and what im doing? Time to work is work and time to play is play.. Dont mix it.. :P be serious..:P i will never give up what i love to do? Im serious.... I will achieve's my goals with full afford on it.. :P Thats what i want to do and be..... @!! Thats me.. :P
YEAH LOVE IT>...... I will make it sucess...


Hmm Im updating at home.. :)

***** Luvs Paulin




Dont worriy's darling's i will take good care of you all, when im still around here.. If im gone, pls dont cry!! wakak!!!!! My spirit & soul will take good care of you all.. I will take good care of you all.. Dont worry.. Trust me..!! I will take good care of you all, and well feed.. Wakakakak!!! I want to keep you all close to me, and loved you all as much as i could if im still around in the earth.. :P Heheh!!!!!!! I'll be good baby...!!! Im not a small baby.. Im grown up young lady.. .:P Trust me .......... I will keep you all tight in my hearts and hands, i wont let go of you all.. :P When im still around here.. :P Be with me.. :P

Trust me!!!

******* Luvs Paulin




Hmmm!! I hope and pray everything will be fine when i go to the club... :P !!! I dont wan to hurt or harm my good fren's feeling's.. :P I want to keep them close to me as long as i could when im still around here.. Wakakak!!!!! I hope everything will be good and back to normal like before again..:P I miss that person alot.. I missed all the good thing's happen to me and with my good fren's before.. :). I hope everything will be ok.. :P I miss it.. :P I'll prove it to you all soon.. :P Trust me.. :P Im serious dearest good fren's.. :P


***** Luvs Paulin




Hmmm!! Wow today is friday is weekend already, i loved weekends comes..

***** Im planning to go for line, ashtanga and cha cha in the evening today.. :P
I hoped later when i reach myoga, i hoped everything will be good and great day at the club.. :P Hmm!!! I really missed someone so much, i miss the good times we had before.. :P i wish it could change like before.. :P I dont want to hurt that person, b'coz i respect her alot.. :P I dont want to disappointed her again.. I miss her alot. We didt speaked for few week's already.. :P so sad !! I want to talk to that person back again like normal before.. :P Miss her alot.. :P I dont want to misunderstand or make any of my good fren's angry at me again. I loved to be good fren's with them, we shared the good thing's together... :).... We shared good memories before and now always.. I wish it could turn back.. What i did? I dont get it.. :P Im not a small baby.. Im grown up young lady already.. :P I wish it could change back like before.. :P Hmm!!! I really wish it could turn back like before since Feb 2009.. I miss the good thing's and good memories... I love and missed that so much.. Why??? Im very sad and disappointed. I know good fren's will never replaced by $$$!! I would like to keep them tight in my hearts and hands.. :P I really missed that alot.. :P!!! I really hope good thing's will happen to me.. :P make them change and understand this taught's of mine.. :P Peace of mind..
May god bless this taughts and me as well.. :P Make it come true.. :P


Im updating my blog at home.. :P Waiting for time to passsss!!!


****** Luvs Paulin




OMG... Zumba was so fun, learn 8 new's song's its was so damm fun and great... I was dancing with my full engry on it.. :P

**** Its was fun..
**** IM glad its peace of mind when i reach the club 2day.. Its was fun and great..
**** Good work out.. :P 2day i done 2 zumba cls...

hmmm!! my good fren veron said that i had lose weight slowly she is not going to see me, im already so slim and fit alreday.. wakakak.. Thanks.. I love being slim and fit now.. :P I love my body figure now men.. :P yummmy!!! yeah!!!

Yes great im planning for my cls for 2mrw.. :P yeah.. Love itt.... :P

Oh no!! I cant rememeber some of the cha cha cls on sunday.. OH NO!!!!!! I need to remember and learn from my good fren;s who came on sunday and monday.. :P yeah.. !!


**** Luvs Paulin




Hmmm I love being happy, lucky and combine Happy go lucky.. :P
I love being nive, friendly, loving, carrying, lovable to be with, outgoing person and etc else.. I loved all my love's one and good fren's around me.. :P thats me lah.. I love to talk good about my good fren's and love's one's around me. :P
I love to dance alot, its my passion and carreer, that i wan it to be and come true.. :P thats me..! Never will change me.. Dont ever change me or posion me with bad taught....... I never like it.. :P


******** Luvs Paulin




OMG, hello im not the mean girl ok. I dont like to talk bad mouthing about other ppl around me ok.. P I love to talk good thing's about my good fren's.. Im not crisising about other ppl ok.. :P I never like doing that at all. I always love to talk good thing's about my good fren's... :P Why PPl think's im talking or bad mouthing about ppl ? Hello????????? Execuse me.. Im a good baby ok.. I dont like to talk bad about other ppl.. Im nice, loving, carrying, loveable to be with, outgoing person, love wat i love to do, to be myself and etc more.. :P Come know me personnally... :P
PPL know me im good and friendly person. loving and carrying person too.. :P I hated being rude and being balming on me.. Hello..!!! PLS.. Im not that kind of person who love's talking about ppl bad thing's.. You think im very freaking freee to talk about ppl bad thing's HUH!!!!! Im not so damm free ok. :P I got better thing's to do.. Im very angry about that saying im bad mouthing other ppl around me. NO im not talking about you all ok. :P i never like doing that at all... :P i love to talk how good are my good fren's are and be.. I love them alot , who wants to hurt or harm them.. I love to take good care of them so well and love them alot... :P No way i will talk bad about them at all... helllo.. ! pls keep that in mind ok... :P... Im not cruel ok... :P im nice person and lovable girl ok... :P common..... Im human being 2 ok... :P !!!

******** dear good fren's and love's one's around me..
PS: Keep that in mind that....................

******** I love my good fren's and love's one's around me.. I will keep them tight in my hearts and hands.... :P As long as i could and till i die...


I hope u understand me and take that noted.... :P

******* Luvs Paulin




Hmm I like my body hugging now.. Its so slim and fit.. Wow!!! All my good fren's told me that i lose weight already, do not lose anymore weight or put on weight.. Yeah i must not put more.. I must a bit more... :P look more slim and sesy looking... :P Hmmm!!!!!!!!!

******** Yeah I lose weight and i can fit in anything with good nice outfit... :P Wow!!!
******** Now my hips is already 25 so must not put more.. cannot lose more liao.. after no jeans to wear.. :P i can lose 1 more inch and must not put anymore weight on it.. :P...
******** Love it..!!!
Yummmy body hugging and slim body looking.. Love it..

I love my body now.. :P Must keep the body shape.. :P


Updating at myoga..... Waiting for the next cls to start....



******** Luvs Paulin




Yeah im glad that everything when well today, i saw my good fren mook, we sit down and che chat and spend good time talking with each other for few hrs today..

*** I went for zumba in the afternoon..!!!
*** Im going to go for another zumba later...
*** Need to burn fat b'coz i ate my fav desert cake just now with a fren... :P
So need to burn somemore fat after not, i become fat cat.... Wakakakak...
Im happy i lose some more weight and now need to keep the figure and keep up the good body shape... :P
*** already bought new cloth's so cannot put anymore weight on it already.... :P

*** Yeah the new lauch of zumba already..... Going to play the verson of zumba song's already.. SO damm fun and great... :P I love zumba alot.....
*** So happy everythin will go wellm by god grace and love.. :P

Im updating my blog at myoga.... :P


******* Luvs Paulin




Yeah today later in the evening got my fav's class... I love zumba alot.. I hope everything when i go to myoga, will be a good start off.. :P i dont wan to hear any bad thing's about me... :P YEah im always happy and glad to have a good fren's and love's one's around me!! I love dancing alot, so i will never give up on my dancing.. :P I hope and pray good thing's will happen to me.. !!

GOd Bless me..

Updating my blog at home..


*** Luvs Paulin




Hai what i wonderful morning!! I hope it will be a great day at home and in the club.. :P May god bless us all with good day and his blessing touch upon us.. !!
OMG, i dont wan to say anything about good fren's around me.. :P I just wish and hope that everything will be back to normal again.. With god grace of love and care.. :P

****** God continue to bless us with good blessing upon us !!!
****** Hmmm!! im thinkin whether wan to go for zumba in the afternoon or nitez.. !!!
****** Hmm!! I hope later when i go to the club, will be in good and peace of mind.. :P

OMG!!! I dont want to say anything already.. b'coz i think this yr is not my good yr for me.. !!

******* Updating at home!!

******* God bless me with good new's and hear my need's oh lord!!

**** luvs Paulin




Yeah its great time and so peace in the club.. So Quite and Peace with no body there to make noise.. :P the club is so in peace today and my mind is in peace as well..

****** I went for Hip POp CLass and Mtv Move's , with my two good fren's in the club.. :P
****** Its was fun and great time to release all my stress and headache .... !! Peace my mind!!
I hope it will be a good week ahead's of me and good new's will come true and been answered by god grace.. !!!
I want to hear good new's soon from everywhere .... By god grace and blessing me towards my need's... !!

Im updating my blog at home now.. :P
May god bless me with good blessing upon me.. :P

*** Luvs Paulin




I hope & pray that god will answer my need's and prayer's that i requested from him.. I need his gudience and leading into my life. I hope that now and ever will be a good yrs ahead of me, and everything i do will be success in life. Without any failed that im going to faced it.. :P I need god helps and guidence from him. May god blessed me with his grace of touch .....!!!!

I hope he will keep me and all my love's one's around me in good health and may ur present, protaction & angle's be upon each of everyone of us now and ever more, lord. May you be with us ever lord. Amen.. !! God bless us.. !!!


Im updating at myoga. ..

****** Luvs Paulin




Hmmm!! Oh yeah!! I have meet an old fren in the club today, i dont wan to say her/his name.. I dont want other's ppl to know or misunderstand about me. I dont want this thing to happen again to me.. :p im jelak already, i dont want ppl thinkin im sick or irrating about me.. :P Yes, after cls i will be going for bible study at a church member house's... Its a good start at the club a day.. Hmm i hope the day will be great and well.. :P I hope it will be a good new's and new week ahead of me.. :).....


Im updating my blog at myoga.. :P



*** Luvs Paulin




My dearest good fren's & Love's one's...
My love's and care will always be there for you all, till i leave this earth.. Its my responsibilities... Im the type of person, whoever knows me, i will never let go even my mum as well.. I will take good good care's & Luvs to all of you. Do trust me!! Im serious person, i will not let go anyone of you, i will keep you all tight in my hearts and hands, i will never let go.. Im the type of person who keep promise.. God has brought me and gave me good love's to older people and fren's around me.. :P Good fren's is doesnt matter of age's. i got so many different's kind's of ages around me.. I will look after all you well and love u all.. My love's and care's will always there for you all. number 1 in plc.. I also do spend good qualities time with my mum as well.. Good fren's never replaced by $$$... NO !!! So i will cherish every good moment's with each other.. I will never let go.. :P My love will be there always in the air.. :P
I hope you all will not run away from me.. :P Do trust me.. !!!

Luvs u all darlin's... :)

***** Luvs Paulin




Im happy b'coz i achieve's what i wanted to eat for lunch today.. :P .... Im very happy that i ate what i love.. Hmm Im glad that i choose the right passion that i love to do.. :P I will never give up on my dancing.. !!

***** Hmmmm!! Later when i reach myoga i hope everything will be good and fine.. :P Make my days happy and brighter.. :P ....
***** Hmmmm!! Im glad i meet a new fren her name is Nat Chow.. She is a nice person, and her mummy and she is so sporting and so sweet... :P
***** yeah we have the same karma.. :P What we always use to be and do.. :P I wish that person will come back to me and be frens again.. I miss her so much.. :P I will take good care of her, whether she is old or young.. With tongkat or without tongkat.. :P I will always love her and take good care of her.. :P Dont worry darling's.. I will also take good care of my mother as well. :P When im still around in this earth... !!! My love's & care's will always be there with you all, all the time. :P Love u all so much.. :) Ur love's and care's and friendship is enough for me.. :P Dont have to take good care of me. :P I will take care of myself.. :P I will be good.. :P
Work hard, be more mature, be more awared... :P Be smart and be more wisely. :P



*** Luvs Paulin




Hmm!! about go for lunch already.. :P hmm!! thinking what to eat for lunch 2day.. I hope & pray that i will hear a good news from sumwhere?

***** Hmmm thinking what to eat 4 lunch...
***** Hmmm thinking whether want to go somewhere 2mrw or go to cls 2mrw.. !! Hai yah.... !!! so confuse and hard to make decission ler.. :P
***** Hmm thinkin who is doing zumba 2mrw with jason... !!!

Im updating at home... !!! Waiting for good new's..... @@



**** Luvs Paulin




What a beautiful day in the morning.. !!! I got a lot of taughts and memories in myoga.. I always had great time since i joined since october 2007, till now already, time fly's so fast... I had known alot of member's in the club. Im very happy and glad to have a good friend's in the club.. We shared good memories and great time together with each other.!!! I love the dance's cls's here and the good fren's around, we like 1 big family here, with diffrents kinds of ages... I loved the good memoriable and good time together.. :P I wish and hope it wont end just like that.. :P


Luvs *** Paulin




Hmmmm!!! I hope 2day will be a good day for me.. :P I hope god will answer my taught's and prayer's that i need his guidence and leading towards my life.. :P I hope that everything will be good day and will be going smoothly by his grace of love and support... :P

I really dont want to hear any bad news or bad thing's about me wherever i go.. :P
I'll be welll........ dont worry......


**** luvs Paulin




Oh what a early morning, i have a lot of thing's to think about? Hmm I want to think brightter for my future.. I dont want to lose any good opporutiny's with my good fren's and love's one's around me. I want to keep them all tight in my hands and hearts.. Today i will be going for Hip Pop cls in the evening in myoga... :P ....






**** luvs Paulin




Oh my... Working life is sucks men.. But no choice working life is like that.. got to stand it, b'coz we need money to survive.. SOme ppl treat's me well in working plc.. :P Some no.. !! Sucks...!!.... I love working in a good enivorment and good ppl around me.. :) Teaching well, communicate well, able to click well, able to work 2gether well. & etc more.. :P I hope and pray that i will get a good job soon... :P pray for GOd guidence and leading me.. :P

So dearest good fren's.. when u read this, i hope u all will be careful what you are doing at work place.. Remember " TIME TO WORK IS WORK & PLAY IS PLAY. "... !! So take this as a good sample yah.. Dont let ppl look down on you ok.. :P be strong and take the good changellen. We must count on ourselve's to survive and earn money for our living in life.. :P So do work hard with full afford on it.. :P And then relase all the stress and tension on watever you are doing after work.. come for work out and shout it out.. Dont keep the stress and tension in ur mind, dont take it back with u.. Relase ur minds.. !! RELAX....!!! Be calm and do work well.. :P Work hard and be well.. :P


Think of our living in life.. :P Darling's..


Luvs *** Paulin...




Yes im very serious about my dancin' career.. I love dancing alot, i take it very serious towards it.. I do it with my full 100 % afford, talented, passion and full engry on it.. :P i do my level level best on my dancing to make it prfect and shaper in everything i do.. :P i love dancin' alot.. :P .... I want to be Professional Instructor and dancer as well. :P
Im plannin to teach soon in myoga and outside as well 2.. I wan to be Pro in Latin.. :P i love Latin dance's alot more.. :P This is my dream career and i'll make it come true.. Im serious towards it.. I dont care what ppl say about me, im serious towards it.. "TIME TO PLAY IS PLAY, TIME TO WORK IS WORK" !!!! Got it.. :P
So now is time to work and play 2.. :P must work for it and earn the living of my career.. :P be mature darling.. :P Im thinkin mature and think for the future in life 2.. :P Be well, live well, earn well, and well grown up.. !!! Good's..!!!!!

Well brought up and well think .. !!


Luvs *** Paulin




Hmmm!!! Must be careful when i mix around with ppl in the club or outside as well. I Will never let go with my good fren's around me and suround me.. I'll cherish every moments we had great time with each other.. :) u know me well.. So I wont let go any of my love's one's around me, i will keep them all tight in my hearts and hands.. :P I loved them alot so much.. I will never let go of them. I dont wan to lose anyone of my good fren's in the club.. :P I do apprieate all the love's and care's from them.. :) thanks to them all the time.. :P... Must becareful.. I dont wan to lose any of them at all.. :P
I loved to share the happiest momeries with each other and i will cherish the good friendship with each other.. :P I'll take good care of them..... I will take care of u all till i leave this earth.. :P

Do remember that darlin's.... :! u know me well....


Luvs *** Paulin




Hai yah.. I already fardub of going for some cls that i dont like to go.. :P hmmm!!! I feel sometimes so sad and useless!!!!




Bored, tired, sad, disappointed, and unhappy.. !!!




Luvs *** Paulin




About myself.. Im serious person, friendly, carrying, loving, hardworking, love's what im doing, i love my carreer, responsbilities, proud, loveable, happy to be with, happy go lucky person, outgoing person, able to mix around with different's kinds of age's of good fren's around me @@ !! & etc.. :P...... I love mixing around with different's kinds of ages b'coz their are more mature enough (NOT TO TAKE CARE OF ME) guiding me and advicing me into the right path way, they have been tru before in their live's before.. :P I am sociable person as well. :p love to mix and get to know more fren's around me and surrond me, i know how to think and take care of myself. i know how to choose my own fren's.. :P god has provide me already.. :P by his grace.. :P thanks to god.. :P
I love my passion alot, i love to dance and i will make my dream of passion to come true in mylife. i know where im standing already. :P i love and i will do it.. :P I will never let go of my dancing.. :P..... I wan to be prof one day.. :P !! I will keep my promise and i will do it. I love to stick all my good fren's and love's one's around me closer to me.. :P i will never let go of them at all.. :P i will keep them tight in my hearts and hands..:P I will take good care of them well till im gone from this earth.. :P Its my duty and Its my pleasure doing it.. :P i love it so much.. :P .. !! Im lucky and been blessed by god grace.. :P !! Amen..

Luvs *** Paulin




Hmmmm!! I will be good baby.. :P i dont wan any of my love's one's to worried about me and misunderstand me, that im useless.. I will prove to them.. :P i will not be useless. i will work hard and work with good heart.. Work is work and play is play.. DOnt wan my love's one's around me to worried about me.. :P im not small baby anymore.. Im grown up to be a young lady already.. Dont have to take care of me already.. :P !!! I will work with full blast ..... :P I will make everyone happy and be proud of me again.. :P I will show them and myself as well 2.. :P


Be proud of me 1 day.. :P dont look down on me.. !! Trust me.. !!!


Luvs **** Paulin




I hope good thing's will come into my life.. I hope and pray for the next yrs ahead of me.. May god blessed me with good blessing, make sure i have no stop and no unluckys sign for me.. :p I already been tru so many unlucky thing's happen's to me this year.. I really hated it.. Maybe this yr is not my yr and good yr.. I hope no bad thing's happen to me.. :P May god keep me well, good sign's and good thing's happen to me.. Change my life... :P Make it all good thing's happen to me.. :P .. I already cannot stand it already.. God where are u change my bad sign's away.. bring in news and good lucks for me.. :.. take all the bad thing's away.. May god bless me and hear my wishes and dreams come true... :P

May GOd Bless me and Be with me always.. :P Keep me and hear me oh Lord.. Amen....


Luvss *** paulin




Hmmm!! My luckiest moment's that god has send to me is my good mother, families and love's one's around me... :P God is always there to guide me and lead me.. :P
Since i joined this club, i got good instructor's, good fren's around me and kai ma's around me ( "DONT HAVE TO TAKE CARE OF ME".).... :)... I can take care of myself... :P Im very happy and glad since i joined this club... :p i got all the good fren's arond me.. :P Giving me good advice's and good thing's.. I never had this good fren's around me before.. :P i do apprieated all the love's and care's from u all all the time. Whenever im there, u always there for me, to tell's me good thing's and helping's me into the right path way... THANKS FRIEND"S...!!
I dont know what else to say... I will never let go.. I dont wan to lose any one of u again.. :P I wish this club can change into the old times before, like I 1st time joined this club.. Treat me like normal good fren.. :P
Im not a small baby, but i need good fren's around me.. :P I dont wan to lose anyone of u at all.. :P .... Be good. !!! DOnt be 2 dangerous.. :P.. Good fren;s will never get or replaced by $$$$!! NO way.... !!!! I will cherish good friendship with each other, till i die..:P Trust me.. !!!!!!! LEAVE IT TO ME.. !!!


TO all my good friend's....... *** in the club....!!!


Luvs ***** Paulin




As Im CHristian, I'm strong believer.... I do obey God words and all my love's one's words as well.... :P Im well brought up by my parents and families.. :P Im a good child to god.. I never loves to cheated ppl or love's one's around me.. :P U know me by now.. :P .....

As u know, advent is coming up soon already.. :P must trust and obey god.. :P I know god's will blessed me in good ways .. :P I love to be god children.. :P Must pray to god and thanks him all the time, he has done before we know what's next by god.. God bring's us to this world.. :P GOt good meaning in our lives... DOnt not disobey god... :P Dont forget god love's.. :P.... @@........ Must be a good christian in christ die on the cross for us.. :P got meaning to us.. :P do believed in god faiths....... :P Amen.....

Praise the lord, god has blessed me with many blessing and good thing's he has taught me to do and say... :P I know god blessed me all the time and gives me whatever and wenever i need's him.... GOd do continue to hear me.. :P Amen.. thanks lord... :P Praise the Lord....!!!


Luvs **** Paulin




Hmm!! My feeling's is always good, happy, sad, lucky and unlucky as well 2...
Im always happy whenever i have a good friend's around me in myoga... :P i wish its could be back to old days before when i 1st joined the club.. Where is all the old buddie's when about? Hmmm!!!! IM missed all the old fun's there was and were? :P I wish the time has been good to me, now & always by God Grace to me.. :P thanks to him... :P..!!!!

Im always been good baby to all my love's one's as well.. I dont like to be bad or bad mouthing other ppl around me ok.. :P I hated to do that? I never like doing that in my life at all.. :P i hated ppl talking bad behind me.. Come and talk infront me instead.. :P face to face is more suit and professional.. :P

I hoped whoever read's this dont misunderstand ok.. Its my personally feeling's towards me!! I'm serious person sometimes come to real.. :).. I can joke, but sumtimes im fireced as well. :P WHoever knows me well, they will know me well.. :P Wakaka!!! @@@ PEACE, LOVE, JOY.. My love's will be always there for ALL MY GOOD FREN"S AROUND ME IN MYOGA, STAY WITH ME TILL I LEAVE THIS EARTH.. @@ Loves.. :P


Luvs **** Paulin




Hmmmm!!! what a day in myoga!! Its was fun doing my fav cls's in the mrn 2day.. Suppose to go for interview but there's wasnt a open interview 2day so sad... !! I taught i can go in for interview, but its wasnt open so sad... :( i hope i will get a good job soon duo... I was waiting for a good opporunity for an interview... Hmm too bad there wasnt, i hope it will be a good news from the company soon duo... :)

Luvs *** Paulin




Im going to sleep soon already..
I hope and pray that everything will be well and good.. May all the wish and dreams come true in my life.. :P May god bless me with good blessing and many blessing more into my life.. :P sleep tight and sweet dreams.. :P

Good nitez.. :P



Luvs *** Paulin




Hello, i never talk bad about ppl or good fren's ok.. I never like to do such thing's of talking and bad mouthing other's ppl ok.. Forgive and forget the passed and do love enemies.. :P I never talk bad about my good fren's in myoga.. I do love them alot, so i will never talk bad about u all.. :P I promise i will do want? i Kept my promise so i will never do it or say it.. :P I Love to talk good thing;s about my good fren' s in myoga.. B;coz i loved them aLOT.. :P I Hated to bad mouth or talking behind them... :P I forgive and forget the old thing's has passed, i will never keep it in my hearts.. I will throw it out away.. I will love my enemies in the club's... :P What The Bible's has said.. :P I LOVE ALL MY GOOD FREN"s IN MYoGA... I will always keep them in my hearts and hands, i will never let them go away from my hearts.. :P .. I take good care of all of u till i Die and leave this earth.. I will never hurt u all, i will love and care for all of u.. U know me well enough my dearest good fren's.. :P do know me personally.. Im fierce chili padi@Baby.... :P



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Hmm the good thing's i did, i do apprieate all my good friend's has told me to do? I do love them alot, they had make my days brighter and happier when i see them in the club, whenever im down and sad, they always cheer me up and tell me what i shall do with the right path way, God has blessed me with all the good ppl around me all the time. I do apprieate all of my good friends' helps and taughts you all had given me. :p !!

• I do what i love to do? I do with all my good fren's has taught me to do?
• I take their advice's to make it and do it, with a mature way and wiser way.
• I have been mature recenlty .!!!
• I did yoga cls's recenlty its relase my stress and tension out from my body and head.
• Its help me to be more flexible.. :P !!!

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Yes i do good things alots and i have been change to be a mature young lady already... :P I really love doing what i been doing i will never give up.. Yes i have achieve's my goals and i know where im standing on my 2 feets.. :P thanks to all my good fren's and mother supporting me and showing me the right path way.. :P

• Yeah 2mrw have Latin cls's in the mrn..
• I have accomplish my goals in dancin latin 2day.. :P
• I have survive in hatha cls.
• yeah dis saturday got small gathering for a fren.. :P

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Im stress with work, b;coz the ppl treated me badly, so i cant stand it so i took leave for relax my mind and souls, so i the plc can release my stress is dancing all my fav's cls and meet all my good fren's, then my stress and tension will go away from my mind and soul.. Im so stress till my head wan to brust off already... LOL... sometimes ppl dont understand me will the life style at the work plc i was working in... :P hai yah...I really tension and stress working there.. i wanted to gv up on my job so many times already but i put a big sign NO there, if i do, then i wont have income to polish and establish my carreer in the future... I wont give up like that.. Now im looking and waiting for a good offer to work in and good company 2,.... :P i hope and pray for good signs now and always... :P ........Be mature young lady and think wisely.. No more young already.. time to grown up...



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Hmmm i do love Latin cls so much, i will never give up on my dancing carreer so much.. Thanks to good teacher's... :P I have know where is my level and carreer will be.. :P I want to take up more Latin cls, Salsa.. Im wating for my 2 good fren;s to come and suggest to take up salsa cls up soon.. :P I love dancing so much since i was a in teenager age's.. I was a dancer for passed 8 yrs already i been polishing up my latin steps and make it more prefect and shaper in all the movements of my steps.. :P I loved dancing Latin alot more.. :P
I love belly 2, but not as much as latin, im trying my best not to give up on belly 2.. I will work it out and make it good.. I love Zumba alot 2, i will never give up on my dancing 2, i hope i will be able to teach in Myoga soon :P hopping soon but not 2 long lah.. I know some ppl are looking 4ward to come for my cls to try it out.. i hope i wont let them down or look down on me 2.. :P i will never let them look down on me. I wont be pai sei in the cls when im teachin and dancing 2.. .. !!!!!!!! ********* I want to be Professional Instructor and dancer now and future as well. :P Yeah.. !!!! Guys support me and come for my clss in the future, I will let u guys knw when im ready and my name in the schedule will be out ok.. :P!!! PEACE!!!!!


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Yes i have achieve's my goals in dancing already, yes i finally making my latin prefect and make it stronger and shaper... thanks to my instructor Ryu.. He is very good instructor, patient and loving teacher, to all his student's in the cls. Making us, prefectly and shaper in all the step's...
Oh yes, im doing my best for my carreer, i have known what is my up coming achieve's and goals... My career will be Latin instructor, i wan to be a good dancer and teacher as well. Dancin is my big career that i will not give up at all. i will be make come true.. :P
Oh finally i have decided to go for yoga class again, b'coz of of my good fren ask me to go for ashtanga on friday, so i take her advise and i went for the cls and try it out, i really love the cls so much, thanks to her so much, i'll never forget her... ::P i will still be there for her... :P I will do my best and make all my goals in dancing to be achieve's by me... :P
My goal's in the future, I hope and pray that i will ready to teach Zumba cls in myoga soon, i need time to prepared my steps and song's for the cls, so that all the students and gd fren's will enjoyed and apprieate my cls well.. :P wakakka!!! I really hope so that she will comes for my cls 2 when i set up the date and time for my own cls soon.. :P... Hmmm... !!! Thanks to all the good instructor's and good fren's in myoga so much.. :P.. Im very glad... :P That i achieve's my goal's and target of my carreer.. :P oh yeah..

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I do love my love's one's around me. I will never let go of anyone of them since i know them for 2 long or not 2 long, I will still never going to let go of anyone of them at all. :P.... They are so like my own families... ..
since i joined myoga for nearly 2 yrs already, anyone of my good fren's never let me down at all, only recently lah, im so sad and disappointed.. But i will never let go of them at all. All of u treat me so well and be my good fren's, so loving and carrying... If u know me, i will never let go of any one of u all from my hearts and hands, i will take good care of u all, till i leave this earth... :P I will take care and keep u all well each of everyday of my life and urs as well.. :P All my good fren's in myoga treat's me very fallly well in here, carryin, loving, share the friendship and happy memories 2gether.... Nobody willl take my friendship and heart away from my good fren's... I will keep them close into my hearts and hands... My pastor in church also said, that young ppl like me, will never let go of his/her good fren's from them, ITS TRUE & IM DOING IT 2.. I will never let go of anyone of u at all..:P I will cherish and apprieate the friendship of each one of u till i die from this earth.. :P ..

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Im kind, friendly, loving, carrying,hardworking, strong karma, go well with all kinds of age's of good friend's, mix well, bland well, dance with full of passion, talents, hardwork, engry, strength and all etc more's of me, if u wan to know me, comes to me, and know me personnally in face to face... :P dont worry i wont eat u up I promise... :P

I do love dancing alot, i will beve give up on my dancing carreer alot... :P i will do all the best to make it prefect and become Professional in dancing and my establish my carreer 2..

Im 22 years old this year, im only daughther in the family, the most talented in dancing... :P I love to do things on my own and the love's one's i love the most.. :P

Dancer_87** !!!!