1. Lord i would like to pray that next week monday i have an interview please make sure everything will be well & good..... Make sure i will get the job and better offer's as well 2... May god bless me... I hope that i will get the job on my hands...

2. Lord, i would like to pray that, take good care of Jie Noeline's Parent's & Her faimilies as well, bcoz Jie Noeline is not here already, take good care of them and bless them with your love upon them lord. May your angel's be upon them all...
In Jesus Name, I Pray Amen.....

3. Lord i would like to pray for all my love's one's, My mother, My God Sister's (KL Wesley & MM), God Parent's (In all the churche's), My Relative's, My Good & Close Friend's & Everyone else as welll...... Take good care of them, Keep them in good health & Safe & Sound's, Protact them, may your angel's be upon them always lord... Bless them all, and look after them always... In Jesus Name, I pray Amen.

- Lord, Tell Jie Noeline that i miss her very very much and tell her that i love her too.... May Jie Noeline Rest in peace.... Save a groups of room's for us to come over there lord... Tell her that she will be miss BY Her Little Baby Angel & The whole group will be missing her as well too..... Tell her how much we misses her & love her always..... U too lord....

4. Lord, i would like to pray for all your children's who are not well, may you heal them and shower your healing hand's & Heal them lord... In The Name of Jesus "HEAL" Them lord..... Bless them all... & Heal them... In Jesus Name , I pray Amen..

5. Lord Makes my dream's & prayer come true lord... Be with each one of us lord, always........ Hear our prayer's Lord...... Amen


****** Friday, 31/7, Last Day of July, 930AM
****** Love BY Little Baby Angel, Paulin..




I was very very Unhappy, heartbreaking & More...!!! :( I cannot believe that Jie Noeline has gone with God already, so quick.. I taught i can spend more time with her when she come's back from S'pore...:( But of the sudden she has gone with God already..:(... I really really really very sad that she has gone with GOd before all of us over here.. :(....

Sometime's i feel so disappointed in myself..... Actually for all my childhood year's i didt had a great time & good time at all...... :(.. Till now, i feel very sad & disappointed too..:( I told some of my friend's & love's one's they all understand me very very well, what i want to do & go ahead with.. But some one in my family doesnt not agree & support me..(.. I feel very heartbreaking & sad about it... Why? Is happen to me evrything what i done till everything bad thing's happen to me...:(

Sometime's in my hearts say, the best thing is go somewhere far away from everyone, i think is the good point of it, so that my mind and soul will be rest in peace...

Now, im very worried, stress & unhappy, i hope that i will get any job Quick before its too late to be done...

My dream's & Career, that i want to do is Becoming A Professional Dancer & Instructor.... I hopefully i can success in that career of my dream..... :) I hope & pray for good......

Thanks Lord, for supporting me.... LOve you always...



********* Love By Little Baby Angle, PaulinE!!




Oh No. what a day, yday its was our Sister In christ Big Day, Funeral Day at Church... We all sang 1 of the MM Fav's song to our dearest Jie Noeline Cheah, Ivory Place's... :(, all of us were so sad & down b'coz so sudden to hear that she has pass on with The Lord in heaven... :( I really cannot believe that she has gone to heaven already so quick before all of us......... :(.......

I really miss her so much, b'coz im her Little Baby Angel that she love's...:)... But now im already missing her so much..... Until i saw her and smell her as well...:(..Im not scared of her, b'coz i never harm her...:).. I do love her alot more..... I really want to hug her and kiss her, but now she is already not here with us already...:( So sad & heartbroken... We knew her since 10 Yrs ago... She know's me, since i was a little baby...:P Till now, and now she gone without all of us..:(....

I wish she was not gone, and i wish she was here with all of us...:P.....


Jie Noeline & GOd, please continue to look each of everyone of us now & always lord... :P Take good care of us always lord.... :P Be with us.. Love u all always till we all meet again in heaven..:P


Love By Little Baby Angel......
******* Wednesday 29/7, Thursday 30/7.....




Oh no, today is tuesday already, oh my... I got 1 good new's that someone in Ampang point called me, to come for interview next week monday, so i hope & pray it will be good new's to hear from them soon.... :)...

Oh no, today is another sad day, b'coz its very hard to say gdbye to Jie Noeline Cheah our love one has called home with Jesus in heaven..:(.. Everymoment i recalled what jie Noeline has told me, and spend a good time's with all of us.. I really misses her alot... I dont know how to delete her from my heart & mind, i really CANNOT DO THAT, she is my good sister in christ...:).. I will never 4get her at all....

Everyone of us, feel very very sad & heartbroken that she has gone with Jesus.. But nevermind, god has win the Victory & we will meet again in heaven we the time comes.... :) Amen for that..

Oh lord, do continue to be with each of everyone of us lord, now & always lord.. Be with us lord... Take good care of us lord... Amen....



**** Im updating my blog, Tuesday, 28/7, 1125PM
**** Love Paulin




Oh my, i heard a bad new & good new's from everyone Brother's & Sister's in Christ..!!! That someone we loved has called home to be with Jesus in Heaven.. :P
I brake down and cried that what Jie Noeline has gone & leave all of us here in dis earth... I was very sad, heartbroken to take it... I was not scared of her at all, b'coz i love her & treat her like my own sister as well.... since i was small till now, i never 4get about her at all, i always keep her in my prayer's list as well.... I still remember what she said to me when she is on the bed in hospital, she said come her my little angel, i was so touch by her, and i love her alot, and now i recalled back, i do miss her alot, and i will never disobey her and i will keep that in my mind,heart & soul, till i meet her again in God Kingdom... :) May god be with you and be with us always... May your peace, soul & mind, be in peace... Snifffffff!! Sniffff!!! Heartbroken...... Oh my... Painful to hear that and let go of her... But we must let go, if not she will suffer in pain's, we dont want her to suffer in pain... Let her go in peace... :P May god be with you Jie Noeline, we love u.. We will one day meet again........ Pray for us and look after all of us lord...
God be with Jie Noeline's parent's & families who are around here in dis earth, be with them and give them PEACE Of mind, and calm them down.... :P Take good care of them yah lord...


****** :(.... Monday, 27/7, 1150Pm
****** Love Paulin :(




OMG, I had fun on saturday at the CF 60's Party at sunway........

Oh goss!!! TOday is MOnday Blue already d last week of July already.. SO quick!!
I think god is listening to my prayer's as well, but im not sure whether is that true or not lor...... I got a called from my friend, he said that his friend are looking for ppl but its in Subang Jaya UEA. SO damm far ler...:P
I think god is using people that are close to me, and sending me the message too..!! I think so lah.. But god still continue to hear my prayer and make my prayer's come true too..!! I need the career, so urgently lord, before end of this year... :P PLz lord...!!! I need to hear from you so soon...... Lord i need to get the career, on my hands now..!!

-Sometime's i feel so happy and glad to have all my good & close friend's and love's one's around me... :P I feel so delight to be with them, they always make me happy too, but sometime's they also step's on my feet and head as well, but i will never going to show my temper on them at all.. I will never do that to them..!!! I love their love's and care's towards me.. :P I love them so much, till death...!! I do cherish everymoment's of my happyness with them always..!! Dont take me advantage's on me.... Hahhaha!!!!!!!

1. Now i need to get the career on my hands now... :P I need a good steady career....

2. I will never give up on my Passion, Dancing career and etc else.. :P I will make it come true and make sure i will do with successfullllllll.......... I hope i will move on with whatever i want to do...!! EG.. Like Teaching...

3. I got of close & good friend's around me are waiting to come for my class in d future too.. DOnt worry soon...!!

MY PRAYER:

1. Lord, I hope that i will get the career, soon on my hands lord.. B4 end of this month, next month and not end of the year.... I need to get d career soonnnnnnn!! Oh lord, hear my prayer's and make my prayer's come true lord.. Thanks lord.. I need it..

2. Lord, Make my passion, dream's and wishes come true, Lord.. I'll never give up on my dancing career and teaching line too.... :) I will move on with it..!! Be with me Lord Amen..!!

3. Lord, Look after my mother keep her in good health, protact her, keep her in good health, safe and sounds, may your angel's be upon her all the time, lord... Be with her lord... Amen

4. Lord, Continue to look after all my Good & Close Friend's in the club, Friend's, God Parent's in churche's, GOd sister's as well, Relative's, & more.. Keep them all in good health, safe and sound's, protact them all the time, look after them always, be with them, Hear their prayer's and make it come true lord.... Amen

5. Lord, continue to look after all your children's who are not well, heal them and shower your healing power upon them always lord, be with them, heal them lord... Amen........


LORD, MAKES MY DREAM'S, WISHES, PASSION AND PRAYER'S COME TRUE OH LORD, THANKS LORD... BE WITH ME LORD. AMEN....... :)

****** Im updating my blog MONDAY, 27/7, 925AM
****** Love Paulin









On Thursday 23/7, i went for my 2 fav's classes with Elva, we had alot of fun at nitez class, b'coz all of us are there to make noise and happy with full of engry in class... :P Phewwwww!!! Wew wew!!! Elva was happy and full with spirit engry too.. :P We were talking next week probably Jason Ooi is back to teach zumba.. Hmm :(. We already got use to Elva Step's already, we all forgot about jason step's already... :P Yeah men.!!!!!!!!! Hopefully next time elva could teach at night as well..:)....

So yday 24/7 Friday I went for Line Dance with Ryu & Belly Dance with Elva, i didt had fun in Ryu class b'coz it was bored for me, already done already the same thing's again and again. OMG, i had good work out in Elva Belly Dance class.. :P Im improving myself.. Yeah!!!!! Elva and me, were looking and keeping on eye on each other..:P Jax, & me said that why elva is not teaching already, yeah we are going to miss her class at night, because more fun and noise..:P Elva said yah lor...:P She love's teaching at night then afternoon..:P Hahahahahah!!!! Maybe you could teach one month each too..:P Heheh!!!
SO before Belly Dance Wendy & Her dad went to sushi zanmai for lunch, i went for drink only, because i got class..!! So after Belly Dance Doris & Me went for lunch at sushi zanmai , we seat down and che chat till 5PM... :P I told Doris, that Elva, Deno & Sunny are doing back to 60's Zumba class open day At CF IN sunway..:P Do u want to come along with me, she said ok, but i got to go home and check with her hubby..!! oH i said, do let me know...:P

So after i tooked Doris Back home, i went back home for dinner, with Uncle Harres, Aunty Shelia, Aunty Pasty, Uncle Eddie, Uncle Jerry & Uncle Andrew, we all went to Desa Sri Hartamas for dinner, till 1040PM, We had good time fellowshiping..:P They all asked Me, that night before the wedding went? Were did Terence & I went too, we said that we fall assleep in the bathroom.. haha!!! Its a Secret Story between Tes & Me..:P They said dont tell us, keep it, next time when they all grow old, then only tell us, i said ok.. IF Tes & Me got married then we will tell you all the truth, then u all will laugh..:P Hahah!!!'

Today Saturday 25/7, Saturday, Wow time fly's... Im planning to go for Line DAnce with Lily, Probably Belly Dance with Mama, Laughing Fit with Wai Keat or Cheryl today..... :P If not, i might go to CF for the zumba class till 430PM.. Then i rush back to garden's for gathering with Germaince & Yai hooi at 6PM.. If doris come along with me then we might go to CF in sunway.... :P

Hahahahh!!!


God pls help me, find me, get me a job soon.. Hear my prayer oh lord, ASAP, before end of this month and year ok... Plz lord... Amen...........



***** Im updating my blog, 25/7, Saturday, 925AM
***** Love Paulin




Wow today is my fav day, bcoz its Thursday, im going for my 2 zumba classes with Elva.. :P I cannot wait for her class all the time.. :P I love her Belly Dance, & zumba classes that i never missed at all.. :P

Now Is i need to prepare my step's & song's for my zumba steps..... :)..
Hahah.... :P

* Im worried, stress & sad whether i will get and hear the new's of my job's or not.. :P I hope dat i will get the carreer that i want oh Lord.. Pls hear me & my prayer's as well oh lord.... Help Me Lord..

* Where have my prince charming when 2, i think he dont like me already & dont want me already.. :P :(.. SO sad... :(.. I love him & like him... :P He also didt answer me also... Nothing he had answer me till now.. :(


Oh lord, u know what i want right.. :P

Help me and find me good job.. :P Hear me oh lord.. Thanks...


***** Im updating my blog, Thursday 23/7, 902AM
***** Love Paulin




OMG, Yday Night@Saturday, My Sckol's Friend's & I went to watched Harry Potter in MV. Its was good movie, but 2 much talking as well, i think it will continue the next chapter 2.. I got a bit confuse of the movie, but i read the book then i understand better.. :P Yeah!!!

While Hema & I waited for Jaya aka & Sugan, we che chat for nearly 2 hour's in the restaurant.. :P So many ppl, i told hema some of my stories 2.. :P Hahah!! We laugh...!!! We had keep in touch with each other thru Phone & Sms's as well, but we havent meet up for 7 Month's already, so only this movie then we meet up.. :P all of us were too busy with work, study & Life toooooo....

Then i went for Classes in the morning as well. I wasn't in the good mood, i also dont know why & what happen to me? All of us were not so happy and like normal before.. :P Dont know what happen? :)..

** Lord, I'm sad, worried & Stress as well, i dont know where & why has my Prince Charming went too, i havent heard from him since last week already, i also dont know what is happening duo.. :p I dont know whether he dont want me or dont want to talk to me already.. :(.. So sad.. I do miss him alot and love him 2. But he dont want to reply me at all as well.. :P Oh NO!!!!!!! What did i do? What shall i do now dear Lord..... Help me.. :P

** Lord, im worried about my carreer, what happen? I hope i will hear and get the job soon lord.. :P I hope so lord, plz help me lord.. :P So that i can work and earn more money ....... Oh Lord.... Plz lord... :P



My Prayer:
(1): Lord, I hope & Pray that i will hear and get the job soon lord... :P U know what i want to do right lord, plz provide me the job soon lord.... :P Thanks lord...

(2): Lord, plz bless my prince charming & Me 2 lord.. :P U know that right.. :P

(3): Lord, i would like to pray for all your children's who are not well, pls heal them and shower your healing's power upon them and heal them lord.. :P Be with them lord.. :P

(4): Lord, i would like to pray for all My Love's one's who are in this world, Protact them , heal them, keep them in good health, save & Sound's, may your angel's be around us lord, now & always Lord, Amen.

Lord, Make my dream's and wishes come true lord.. Amen


***** Im updating my blog, Saturday & Sunday, 840AM
***** Love Paulin




OMG, today is weekend already Saturday, time fly's so quick like a wind.. :P OMG, its going to be end of the month of July 2009..
Today im going for Line Dance with Lily, Probably Belly Dance Or Cycling with Farah@Mama or Bryan and then maybe Laughing Fit with Cheryl.......
Then after that im going to watch movie with my sckol Friend's.. We had been waited for so long this movie, HarrY PoTter... With Hema, Hema's Sister,& Sugan.. :P But we missed our good friend/close friend, Sunteri Rajen@Sarah!! She had leave us so long ago already.. :P If she still her, all 4 of us will be watching movie together.. :P What a faith and live she has..?

-Anyway lord, im worried, stress, confuse, sad, and etc lord... :P I dont know this post that im going to see someone 2mrw, i dont know whether its going to suit's me or not ler, and somemore ask me to go to the office on monday. Maybe MOnday can, but Tuesday i cannot, i got appointment already.. :P So cannot cancel.. :P I dont know what i shall do and say lord?

- Im worried, streSs, Sad, confuse 2, where and what happen to my Prince Charming, where have he went too, already been few's day's he didt reply me and answer already.. :P Im missing him alot, and love him alot.. :P Im waiting for him, missing, love him to death.. :P Oh lord, what shall i do now lord, i dont want to give up on my Prince Charming.. :P I do love and like him alot.. Tell him that i love him.. :P

My Prayer:
(1): Lord, help me and find me a good job that i want to do lord.. :P
Lord, help me to go thru with all this matter's that i was worried about lord.. :P
Lord, help me to go thru with my prince charming lord..

(2): Lord, bless us My Prince Charming@Tes & Me to go thru together with our love's for each other, i do love him alot to death.. :p Plz tell him that, and tell him dont be afraid of me.. :P I love him.. :P

(3): Lord, i would like to pray for all your children's who are not well, heal them, touch them , shower your healing power upon them and heal them lord.. :P Be with them lord, now & always lord, amen..

(4): Lord, i would like to pray for all my love's one's around this world, be with them, protact them, keep them in good health & save and sound too, shower your blessing upon them and be with us now & always lord. Amen

Make my dream's and wishe's come true lord.. :P

****** Im updating my blog, Saturday,17/7, 940AM
****** Love Paulin




"Why Me"? Im still very disappointed and worried about?
But im very happy that yday was thursday i went for 2 zumba classes with Elva.. :P I love her class alot.. :P We all had a great time together in the class making alot of noise noise.. :P Hahahah!!!!!!!

Im very worried that i had applied so many many job's, but 1 also not new's at all 2.. :P Im so so worried about..:P OMG.. :P Why and what happen?

God you know what i want's from you right.. God bless me...



****** Im updating my blog, Friday, 17/7, 1005AM
****** Love Paulin




Oh Yeah today is Thursday im going for 2 of my fav's classes in the afternoon and night 2.. :P Zumba class with Elva:P
And then 2day Harry POtter Release today, so im trying to booked the ticket thru phone.. :P But im still trying to booked it.. :P OMG.... I hope i can go thru with the booking later... :P

-Im very sad, disappointed, stress & etc Lord, pls help me to go thru with all the problem and diffculties as well... :P I dont know why till now still have no new's from any companies that i send my resume toooooo... OMG!! What the hell is happening over here now lah.. :P I really cannot stand it already.. :P Im down with so many thing's now.. :P
I dont know how to live without what i want and financial as well.. OMG!!!!! I really cannot stand it already.. :P

God why you are not helping me at all.. :P U are making me down sometime's lord.. But i do trust in you and love you all the time lord.. :P Dont let me down lah..
I need to stettle alot of thing's now lah.. :P Dont let me down plz...

1: I need to get a good job and steady job 2.. PLz lord help me with this matter im worrying about since the last time till now.. Plz dont let me down plz...
Plz help me to stettle down with everything that im worried about... :P Now the most IMPORTANT Help me to get a steady and good job plz lord.. :P
U know im so worried and im stress with a good income now.. :P Everytime also my mother blar blar to me..:P I cannot stand it already lord.... :P PLz help me.. :P

2: I got alot of worried's and trouble's now.. :P I need to stettle.. :P Plz lord.. Dont let me worried and stress, u are making my life so hard and unhappy.. :P

3: I hope my Prince Charming will accept me and able to be with me.. :P I love him.. :P


Oh lord, pls be with me lord, Bless me lord...


My Prayer:
(1): Oh Lord, pls help me to get and find a good job for me lord.. :p Im very worried and stress now.. :P Plz help me lord, hear my lord.. PLz..
-so that i can do what i want to do and be lord.. :P Plz lord, help me to get and find a good job lord...

(2): And etc else lord...



Make's my dream's & Wishes come true lord..

****** Im updating my blog, Thursday, 16/7, 940AM
****** Love Paulin




Y'day was Tuesday, I went for 2 Latin Classes with Ryu... It was very fun in class... :P I love Latin.. :P Im Latin Baby... :P LOL...

After Latin Class, Wendy, Doris, Wendy's Dad & Me went for lunch at Pasta Zanmai at MV, it was a good lunch and fun che chatting time with each other.. :P We had good lunch and good time.. :P After that Doris & I went to Madaline, b'coz she has appointment... So i waited for her, then we went to Starbuck's for coffee and che chatting... :P She ask me Who & How was My Prince Charming, how did i meet him.. :P What a short time, we meet each other and have a good time together... I Do love him alot and like him 2.. :P Miss him so much... :P

My Prayer:
(1): Lord, PLs help me, hear me, & find me a good job, so that i can earn money and do whatever i want and to achieve's in d future as well.. :P

-Lord, i need to polish up my Latin, b'coz i was a dancer for 8 Years +++++ already, so now i need to polish so that i can enter competition's and able to teach in d future 2.. :P Then i can earn money, to get a steady job and income as well.. So that i can go Melbourne to visit my love's one's.. :P

- Lord continue to bless me and my love one and how that we can each other some time to know each other pretty well and close enough oh lord.... Bless us.... Be with us..

(2): Lord continue to bless us and everyone of us as well.. :P

(3): Lord, i would like to pray for all your children's who are not well, pls heal them, bless them , shower your healing hand's to them.. Be with them and heal them oh lord, now & always lord.. :P

(4): Lord, i would like to pray for all your childre's who are still in this world, protact them , keep them save and sound's, keep them in good health, be with us, now & always lord.. Amen.. :P


Make my dream's come true lord, that what i have dream for and off 2. Lord

****** Im updating my blog, Wednesday, 15/7, 10AM
****** Love Paulin




I was not in the good mood, yday becaUSE its Monday Blue... :P I was thinking of someone & missing someone................. I was not paying attention what im doing yday in the class, but i try to forget and concerated in the class.. :P :( I miss him alot..
- I dont know what is his answer and reply when he read my email that i send to him.. :P Im worried that he will not layan me..:)
i do fall in love and like him alot, since the day 1 we meet at the wedding dinner.. :P He was very nice gentlemen, and i think he'll be a good person to be with.. :P I do love him alot to death.. :P I'll not give up on him and leave him alone.. :P I hope that we both can be together 4 ever.. :P I hope he will read this as well.. :P I hope he understand me well, and dont misunderstand about me.. :P
I never do think i will fall in love with him on the day itself... :P I was surprise and shock to see myself being loving that person...

- God do help me, with this relantionship and other's that i need and ask for.. :P

I do really love him and like him through deep inside my heart and soul lord.. :P

My friend's ask me who is My Prince Charming, i told him, he is not living in KL.. Hahah!!!


**** God i need to find and waiting for Good Job & good pay, i hope i will hear the good new's ASAP, lord.. :P SO that i can polish up my Dancing Career, My Life, My holidays for NEXT YEAR, able to survive now in d future as well, & etc.. I need to work hard and look hard, so that i can able to save money for my trip.. :P
I HOpe i will hear and get the job soon..:P Plz lord... :P

- Lord, i hope he'll read my mail and blog as well.. :P I do really fall in love with him and love him deep inside my heart when i saw him the 1day.. :P He is nice person and understanding person... :P

I think u have send him to me, lord.. :P I dont mind long relantionship or far, as long, we both love and trust each other, till we meet again.. :P right lord...

I hope he answer will be "YES & POSTIVE ANSWER" as well..
Hope that our relantionship will be last 4ever and start soon... Oh lord, bless us and guide us 2 lord...

My PrayeR!!

(1): Lord i hope and pray that u will hear me and able to get the job Soon lord... :P I hope i will able to work ASAP lord.. :P Plz lord... :P

- I'll never give up on my Dancing Career, My career, and etc else lord that i love and like.. :P I'll never give up at all.. :P I will make true and will be come true toooooooooo.... :P
Make's my dream's & Wishes come true lord, that what i have dream off.. :P Pls be with me lord.. :P Make it come true.. :P

(2): Lord, Hope that he & me, will be a pair soon lord.. :P I love him so much...:P

(3): Lord, i would like to pray for all your children's who are not well, bless them, heal them, & touch your healing power on them lord.. :P Be with them and heal them lord.. :P Now & always lord.. Amen..:P

(4): Lord i would like to pray for all your children's who are here in this world, may your angel's be with us, protact us, keep us in good health, keep us save & sound's, be with us now & ever lord.. Be with us.. :P


In all this i Pray in Jesus Name, Amen.. !!


-Make my dream's and wishes come true lord.. :P


******* Im updating my blog, Tuesday, 14/7/09, 920AM
******* Love Paulin!!




Today Monday, this morning Terence & Serena are going back home to Melbourne... Both of them are waiting for the plane now in the airport.. :P :( Time fly's so quick and so soon...... What a short time we spend together... Im already missing someone already... :(... So sad... :P I really want to thanks all of them for inviting me and able to know them so short like so close family already... :).. All of them are so nice and kind.. :P Like Uncle Eddie, Uncle Harres, Aunty Patsy, Uncle Andrew, Uncle Khoo, Uncle Jerry, Vanessa, Irwin and other's as well.. :P They are so nice people like family, and we all seat down in the same table as well.. :P So sweet to know all of them... :P Family in christ....

How i wish someone didt go back... :P

I want to thanks My god, for forgiving me, bless & answering all i need's lord.. Thanks lord.. That you had lay your hands on me.. :P That you have bless me in different's kind's of ways to me... :P

Dear Lord,
(1): Lord I want to pray that you will bring Terence & Serena back to Melbourne safely and sound lord, continue to be with them and keep them save and good health... :P Now & always lord...

(2): Lord Continue to help me to find and get a good job soon before end of this year lord.. So that i can do and polish up my Dancing Career, my career, my life with someone i love ever, good health, and able to go travelling too.. Pls lord, help me to find and get a good job with good pay lord... :P

(3): Oh lord, i dont mind long relantionship, but aslong we both love each other, hope to start the relantionship soon lord... Continue to be with me and him as well lord. Able to begin the love.. :P Continue to bless us lord..

(4): Lord, continue to bless all your children's in good health, keep them save and sound lord, protact them, be with them lord, now & always lord, with your love and safety arm's oh lord...

(5): Lord, continue to bless & heal your children's who are not well lord, heal them and bring them to alive again, heal them & lay your hand's on them lord... :P Be with them always lord...

In all this i pray in Jesus Name, Amen... :P May god bless us all..... :P

Lord, i'll never give up whatever im doing & loving it.. :P I'll never give up on my dancing career, my career, my life, someone that i love, and etc else lord.. :P Be with me.. :) LOL...


***** Im updating my blog, Monday Blue, 13/7, 930AM
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Yday Night Saturday Night i attended a Wedding Of my Mother's Friend Daughter marriage............. So i also got invited by them.. So i went home after zumba class straight away... :P

I was so execited the whole day as well, i was just telling God whether i will meet My Prince Charming at the wedding whether who suit's me or not.. :P I was happy happy to go for the wedding and to check out any handsome and good looking gentlemen that i will get click to.. :) But what a small world, my mother's friend's were setting at the same table as well, and then 1 prince charming also seat at d same table as well.. His Name is Terence Tham... :P Is my mother's close & good friend from Aussie Now.. :P When he and his family seat down, Terence was looking at me and i think he got click by me already, maybe he's has fall in love with me.. :P So we were che chatting the whole night till the end of the party... So we all went to the dance floor, and then finish he ask me to go out with him, to take more wine to drink, so i follow him as well, so we che chatting then Vanessa came and greet her too.. :P So after that, we che chatted and he understand my feeling's what i had been thru with.. :P Then after that he hold my hand's and bring me somewhere quite place, so we che chat and drink, and then he was pushing me to the wall, and started kissing me.... Bang Bang bang.. Muah!!! Wow.. :P I think i fall in love when we started to kiss and understand each other well, but so sad thing he's leaving KL tomorow morning.. :P Im going to miss his sweet smile, look, talk, laugh, che chatting and romance too.. :P Hahahh!! LOL.. I love him alot.. :P

I dont know, whether god send him to me, to be mine or not.. :P I also hope so he could me mine now and ever 2.. :P

I so miss him... :P This is my 1st time, i fall in love deeply in my heart and soul.. :P Thanks god.. :P


**** God pls bring Serena & Terence back to Melbourne safely lord.. :P I hope to hear from him soon lord.. :P Im going to miss him, tell him lord that im missing him, loving him and waiting for him to come back to me.. :P

Today@Sunday, i was so damm sleepllllllllllllllllllllllyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy... :P I didt sleep the whole night.. :P I was so execited.. :P But i praise god with my fully heart.. :P

So after lunch about 3 something, Uncle Harres called me, to ask me and mum to go for gathering dinner at Fatty Carb, so i was so happy to see all of them again.. :P All of them was there.. :p We had good time together fellowshipppinnnnnggg... :P

Uncle Jerry was so funny, he is soooo cute and matching match both of us together.. So sweet of him.. :P


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Yday i was so happy that i went for my 2 fav's class, Line Dance with Ryu & Belly Dance with Elva...... Yday In Line Dance we did Jai Ho Dance....... :P Its was full and fun in the class................ So after Line Dance, Doris, Jax, Paula, Elva, Jonathan and me, we were che chatting about the Thursday Class Zumba at nitez, we all were having good time, fun time and etc... :P Elva was telling us, who make's so much noise in the class, and she heard someone laugh so loud in the classs.. We all were screaming and shoutting in the class... :P Yeah... :P so much fun in d class.. :P Hahahahahahhahaha!!!!!!! B'coz on thursday afternoon in Zumba class, its was so quite no noise at all, elva and me, were so sad, why no noise, we think that they all are new and not familar with our gang of loud noise.. :P LOL...!!!!

Yday i drag JOnathan in for Belly Dance with Elva, all of us, we having good workout and good time in class... Jonathan and i were making so much noise in the class, to release stress and tension.. :P Hahahahahhahahahahahahahahahahahhahahahahahah!!!!

Last Night we all celebrated Uncle Tony's Bday..... :P We eat eat and che chat till midnight.. :P Hahahahh!! Good time....

Yeah... Today Saturday, im going for Line Dance with Lily, Belly Dance with Mama(MAYBE), & Zumba with ELva.... :P Yeah... :P Then after zumba i need to quick to get ready to go for wedding... :).......... Hahahahhah.. What a busy day.... :P
YEah....!!!!!


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Since this few week's, month's and this year i was very down b'coz of my work and some personnal matter's that im having problem and trouble now..... :P

- Sometime's i feel sick and tired of being here in this world............ I dont know why i felt like that............................. I was being hurt, heartbroken's and etc more... By my love's one's...... I dont want to say much about it.. :P B'coz its cannot be replace or being fix... :P Its already totally broken into piece's already........... I'm still very down and sad about this... :P

The happy moment's and great moment's is when im out from home.. :P When i meet my love's one's, god parent's, god sister's, good friend's & close friend's im much happier and outgoing person... :P I will forget all the sad memorie's , but not all will go away from me.. :P Its will be inside my heart and mind till i die... :P

- Im Lucky that i have good friend's, close friend's, friend's, love's one's, god parent's, & god sister's who always supported me, care for me, love me, and etc to me......... They always pray for me and ask me dont give up whatever im doing... Thanks to you all.. Love u all always.... :P I miss my relative's as well... :P


Sometime's god didt answer my prayer's, need's and dream's that i ask for.. :P Till now also didt come yet.. :P Im sick already... :P I need mircle's happen's soon.. :P

Dear Lord,
I need a great help from you, hear my prayer's and need's that i ask from you for so long already.. PLs help me and get me a good job lord.. :P Plz lord, how many month's i asked from you lord.. PLz answer me lord.. I need it ASAP URGENLT LOrd.. :P PLz LOrd.....................


Thanks lord, and everyone that i love always... :P


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I was so happy that yday was Thursday, it's my fav day, b'coz i have 2 fav's classes with elva.. :P I love her class and love her as well.. :P LOL.... :P We all were having alot of fun and making noise's in the class.. :P We all shouted till no more voice already.. Wakakakakkaak... :P LOL... :P We are crazy friend's and student's in the class... :P The class was pack till the back of the class.. :P So nice to dance with full of ppl around you.. :P Yeah... !!!

I have very wonderful friend's, as good friend's and close friend's around the club, who always there for me, and support me whenever i needed them to be with me.. :P
They are: Germaine Tan, Woon, Grace Tan, Yap Cay Mee, Emily Ng, Agnes Wong, Irene Ng, Su, Waja, Hui Min, Elva May, Jonathan, Lily, Doris, Wendy, Joslyn Choy, Looi CK, Sin Ee, Irene@Hot mummy, Baby, & Other's as well.. :P They are wonderful friend's that i ever had and know them.. :P So touching my life's and by their love's as well.. :P Thanks Girl's and Boy's.. :P I love you all.. :P Do continue to support me, enouraging me, care, love, do come for my class in d future as well yah.. :P Hahahah... LOL... :P Thanks... :P

We all cherrish every moment of our good time's together... :P We are one crazies friend's who love's to eat and che chattttttinnnnnnnggggg & taking Pic's as well.. Yeah.. :P

I'll never give up what im doing and going to do in d future as well.. :P I'll never give up on looking for good job & dancing career as well.. Will never never give up..:P


Dear Lord,
May you continue to be with me, hear my prayer's and need's that i need your kind help lord.. PLS help me to go thru with this worryness that i had.. :P I need to get into that lord, before end of the year lord. PLS lord, i need your help.. Plz make my dream's and wishes come true lord.. :P Thats what i need your lord... :P Plz lord..... Be with me, help me and guide me lord... :P PlSSSS Lord... :P

- Do continue to be with all your children's keep us good health, be with us, protact us, keep us save and sound's and be with us always.. :P Amen.. :P

- Do continue to be with all your children's who are not well, heal them and touch their live's that what you had did to MJ Lord.. :P We are 1 big happy families and families... :P Yeah to that and AMEN... :P

- Lord, do hear our prayer's and need's lord... :P Plz Lord.. We trust in you lord... Make our dream's and wishes come true lord.. Amen.. :P




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Hahahha.. Im back to update my blog again.. I was so busy....

OMG, i cannot believe that MJ has gone from this world already, its was 2 soon and shocking new's to hear him that he's gone with a sad life's he has been thru... :P So heartache to hear that... :P I cannot believe he's has gone from us.. :P Im going to miss the King Of Pop@MJ so much.. B'coz he's was the best singer and dancer of Moon Walk.. :P I love his move's and song's very very touching by his word's and he's life's.. He has touches so many many ppl life's by MJ.. How could he died so early.. :P We miss you MJ & Love u always, we do remember you in your heart... :P May your soul be in PEACE.................

When i saw his memorial on Live... :P I was so touch's by his song's, his friend's, fan & Families AND HIS SONG"S as well.. SO touching.. :P When i watch his memorial, i non stop crying since starting till the end... :P How could he go so early.. :P Life not fair for him... :P To leave his families and children's of 3... :P Miss him... :P

Whenever i hear his song's i will be thinking of MJ and i'll start to cry... :P

We love you MJ.. U rock... :P Love you...


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Today is Tuesday already, Im going for my 2 Fav's Class with Ryu....
Oh lord, Oh No... Did u hear what my mother told me last night, yes i was hurt, sad, disappointed, angry and i wanted to talk back, but i didt do so.. B'coz she is still my mother that i love alot..

- U know when she was sick, i was so upset, worried, and scared if anything happen to her, lucky i got all my god parent's, & god sister's around me, who told me dont worry, we all will pray for her.. Thanks alot love's one's... :P

- I was very angry with her, but sometime's she is worried and scared for me in the future when she is gone away from me.. :( Yes i know... :P I also worried for myself, why till now, i havent hear any new's from what i have done and went for? So sad and disappointed in myself as well.. :P WHY WHY WHY????????

Lord will you help me to go thru with all this worryness and scared away from me.. Make me an angel and blessing to everyone i love Lord.. :P
-Pls help me to find and get a good job ASAP By this month lord.. Pls lord... :P I cannot life without money and a good job.. :P
U know i dont like to use anyone money, i like to use my own money, so that i can spend and save the money too... :P I hated using and asking money from my mother.. Thats what i hated lord.. PLs lord, help me to find and get a good job soon.. Oh lord.. PLz lord.. :P I dont wnat to be useless to anyone lord...

Thats what i ask from you lord. Help me to find and hear my prayer's lord... :P Plz lord... :P Hear my prayer.. And make it all come true lord.. :P thanks lord...

I never disobey you lord.. PLs lord. help me again lord.. I really need this lord... Thanks lord...

-If nobody love's me, support me, care for me, be with me, encouraging me, & Etc more... Nevermind then i will go my own way.. :P I'll not stop anyone & I'll not stop what i love to do and become.... Thats the way lord.... Thanks lord...

I know everyone love's me... :P But i need their support toooooooooooo...... Including you as well lord... :P

Thanks lord... U know what im worried and scared of.. Pls be with me lord.. Help me to go thru it... :P I just dont want anyone to be worried for me..:P
I dont like them to worried about me.. :P Because im not a small baby.. :P Im grown up young lady & adult already.. :P Thanks alot.. :P

I still love's all of you.. :P Now & always .. :P Muahahahahahahha!!!!!!!!

Pls lord, im baging you, hear me and help me lord.. I need you lord.. Now & Always lord.. Amen.. :P

Continue to be with all your children's now & always lord.. Thanks Amen.. :P


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Sorry im back to update my blog...

I was very very happy that last week friday 3/7/09, after belly dance, i had a great workout... So after belly dance, Doris & Wendy & I went for late lunch at Sushizanmai, till 5pm, then Wendy & I had a movie date at 6PM... The movie was great, & I told her, that i might watch the movie again with my good friend's at d club.... :).... My Fav Actress Megan Fox was so so hot... :P I love her so much....

Doris & Her Hubby watching at 9pm, after the movie Wendy & I went to see Doris & Her hubby, they are very nice couple and good friend's.... :).........

** Im so happy that i have bunche's of good friend's & Close friends in the club... :P They are: Cay Mee, Irene Ng, Agnes Wong, Elva May, Cat Low, Emily Ng, Su, Serena Moke, Germaine, Woon, Grace Tan, Fiona Yap, Mama@Farah, Fiona, Doris, Joslyn Choy, Sin EE, Ck Looi, Wendy, Yunis, Jax, Adelena, and more..... :)... Im so happpy and glad to meet all of them, i know them for more then 1 yrs ++++ already. so fast time fly's so quick...

-Im so happy that some of them asking me, when im going to start teaching, then told me dont forget to inform them, so that they all wil come and support me and attend my class tooo.. Thanks Darling's... :P I'll inform all of you ok.. DOnt worry dear.... :P

Last week Friday we had good time, Saturday in Line Dance , we did PitBull, I know you want me(Cello Ocho), its was a good time and good song... :P I love it.. :P

But someone was so busybody went to complain to someone.. :P I was so damm freaking peace with that person.. :P I know who was that? I dont want to say anything only.. :P I was damm freaking peace with the person attitude... No manner? Never learn Respect or manner from the person parent's.. What a person? I dont know what to say already? I get peace with the person attitude & gang? No manner?

Nvm i dont want to say much already, always make me unhappy when i see that person?

I'm going to move forward with my career, and what i want to become... Yeah...
Yeah... Dont look down on ppl..........

Never judge a person cover, without knowing them well... :P Got it... :P

My love, friendship, caryying, and etc will be always there with all my love's one's, good friend's, & close friend's... I'll always love you all, all the time, till i die... :P Love you all darling's... :P Muahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!

What a good friend for, always be there for each other.. PEACE....................



God pls be with me, Hear me.. TQ...

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I'm very very happy today is Thursday b'coz is my fav day, today im going for 2 Zumba Classes with Elva....... :) Im very very happy that i can able to polish up my zumba & skill's and i love to attend elva classes alot...

-I hope im ready to teach my own Zumba Class in the future..... :) But im scared whether i can teach at the same time dance as well.. Hmmmm!! i HOPE i can go thru with this... :P Yeah....
I need to remember all the step's for 8 or 9's song's... Yeah.... OMG... Hehehe.. I hope i can do it... :P I'll teach Professional Way what other's do and remember what my instuctor taught me before in the trainning.... :) Must have confidence in me..
- I know a lot of my good friend's, close friend's, & friend's who are waiting for when im going to teach in d future...........
God pls be with me...................


(1) Lord u know what i want to be and what i want right.. Pls be with me lord...
(2) God pls be with each of everyone of your children's who are not feeling well, plz be with them and heal them lord....


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I just want, Dear Lord,

(1): I hope that I'll get a good job that what i want to do, You know Lord, What I want to do right. That day you send me an angel, thanks lord.. I wish i could accept that offer from her and you too lord... I was so happy that i able to get and do what i want to do..... :P But someone dont agree about that duo...........
- I will never give up my danc'in career, i will work hard for it... :P I'll never never never give up on my dancing career.... :P I'll never give up...

-Like yday one of my friend, memember and future student, ask me, when im going to teach dancing in the club, i said soon, i need sometime to prepare... :P I'm preparing and praciticing.............................................. :)..I need to become confidence, so that i put the step's and song's together so that i can teach soonnn.....:P Yeah......:)Now i need to improve and become more confidence in all the dancing classes..... Thats what i want to do...

(2): Dear Lord, pls continue to heal all your children's who are not feeling well lord... Pls be with them, heal, touch and be with them lord... Heal them fast lord..... Take care of them, and make sure that they all are heal again....

-COntinue to be with all my love's one's, mother, god sister's, god parent's, good friend's, close friend's and friend's tooooooo... Protact them, look after them, hear their prayer's and need's lord, keep them in good health, keep them save & sound now and always lord.. Amen...

Lord, just continue to be with me, provide me and i know u are always there for me and other's as well. Thanks lord....

I just want to pray in Jesus Name, Amen...:P


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