I was very happy to be dancing and being a good dancer in the future... :P
Yes my dreams has come true but not all has come true.. :P I wanting badly to dance Latin Salsa and improve what i have not being dancing for the past 2 yrs ago.. :P
I need to polish up and practice makes more prefect........

Yesterday Sunday i attend Latin Cha Cha, Ryu teach Last last week dance and step again.. :P Its was good but i was feeling abit bored already... :P Nevermind, so that i can polish up the old steps... :P Its was fun.. :P I felt that i didt do well yesterday i was tired.. :P But we all try our level best ...........

I really want to improve and need to practice very very hard on my Latin.. :P I want to go for Competition's in the future to become Professional.. :P

I dream a wired dream last night.. But i cannot remember what i dream of?

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***** Love Paulin




Paulin Paulin Paulin, what are you thinking and worried about in your life?
I also dont know why sometime's i think negative's thing's and postivitie's thing's as well.. :P I also dont know why lah? Probably i scared that i will not sucess in surtatin thing's? BUT anyway i will put my faith and trust in GOD to support me and i put my own 120% On it with fully afford inside me.. :P
I need to work hard and be strong in what i want to be in the future to proceed success in life.. I will nto give up what im doing and loving around me.. :P

Paulin, Paulin, Paulin, Be strong yah... DOnt worried too much.. I need to focus what im doing and wanting to do in the future.. Yes i hope you guy's will support me in the future.. :P thanks.. :P


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OMG, today is the 2nd last day of the month of May, so fast time fly's so quick....
My body is aching and so tired... I dont have enough sleep and rest enough.... I work so hard and keep up with my body and stamina... I need to prepare and focus on my Latin & zumba for so long already.. I Need to prepare my song's for zumba and some dance for the camp in June 11-13 2009... So im going to miss for my 3 day's of fav's classes... :(.... I need to prepare song's and steps for my own Zumba class in the future.......

Today i planned to go for Belly Dance & Zumba, then later in the afternoon and evening hope some of our friend's could join us for yam cha to celebrate my friend bday... :P

*** Hmmm... :P I dont mind organize program's, outting, DANCE, PARTY, gathering, & etc... But so sad no one going to organize for me... Wakakakakkakaka.... :P

*** I'm like that love to plan for other's love's one's and good friend's around me... :P I'm the fun to be with.... Im serious in dancing and other's thing's.. When time to have fun then have fun and time to work is work.. :P Execuse im not a small baby anymore already... Going to be 22 Yrs old already... :P Grown up to be young adult... :P hahahahah!!!!


***** I NEED TO FOCUS WHAT IM DOING AND WANTING TO DO IN MY FUTURE... NEED TO WORK HARD...

*** I hope my friend's and love's one's will be able to support me.. :P


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I'm so sad but im happy that Next Next Week, on 11-13 JUne i wont be around in KL.. IM going for church camp...

Im so sad that Thursday, Friday & Saturday i cannot go for my fav's classe's and i cannot see my good friend's around.. :P I wanted to go for my Zumba for 2 classes, Friday Cha Cha with deno, Saturday Line Dance with Lily, Belly Dance with Mama & Zumba with Deno.. :P Hmmmmmm so sad... :P But im happy as well, that im going to moved forward and attend the church camp.. :P

Dont misses me Friend's and Darling's.. :P I will be back on Sunday ok.. :P DOnt worry.. I wont grow fat.... Trust me.. :).....


***** Love Paulin




Oh yes i have taught alot of memories and good thing's what im going to plan for my future now.. :P I'm planning and starting to teach and wanting what i wanted to do in my future.. :P Im starting to plan for my job and my carreer to become a good dancer & teacher too.. :P I will not give up on that 2.. :P Im very serious about my carreer and my job too.. :P Im trying very hard and being waiting for ages to hear good new's what i was waited for.. :P :(....

** I told myself that i will focus on my carreer, to polish up my Latin & Zumba.. :P I'm very happy for now, that i didt stop going and stop doing what i love to do.. :P
** Now i need to find and start going for my Latin Salsa in Havana Estudio in TTDI... :P I cannot wait to start work on it... Im waiting for good new's to happen then i can continue what i want to do.. :P

DONT THINK IM KIDDING OR CHLIDISH.. EXECUSE ME.. :p

** Im very serious what im saying and doing?

** I'm planning that im going to open my own studio in the future and going to happen soon.. :P When i get the pass to do it.. :P Im going to take up Latin Competition when im ready for it.. :P To proceed my Carreer with GOld.. :P

** I cannot wait and i dont know what is going to happen in the future of me ahead... :P

Im hoping for good thing's and miracle's to happen... :)

** Im so happy that i meet my old friend's and new's friend's as well, who still supporting me and loving me all the time when they 1st saw me in the club.. :P

Thanks Lord.. : P


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Im back to upload my blog again.. :P

I'm been busy, with my lifestyle.. :P I been searching and wanting to take up Latin Salsa.. :P Its had been long time i didt polish up my Salsa already.. :P I been dancing and learning for past 8 Yrs Ago already.. Im happy what i been doing and loving it a lot.. :P

I went for my 2 fav's classes in the morning today.. :P Im so happy that i put my 110% afford on it.. :P

I'll never let go of what im loving and wanting to do in my life.. :P

I need to find and find a good teacher and sckol as well.. :P I need to polish up and becoming professional in Latin.. :P Im Latin Baby.. :P Born with Latin.. :P Hahahah.....



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Oh My, its already middle going to end of the May Month already, time fly's so quick... :P
Oh my goodness, why i havent hear any good new's yet.... :(....

Oh My god, yes i cannot wait to learn and polish up my Latin & Salsa as well.. I want to take up Salsa. I cannot wait to learn in the Havana Estudio.... :P
My passion and dream's... I'm born in Latin Background... :P So i love Latin alot so much, its will never go away from my blood and spirit inside me.. :P

I will never give up on my Latin, zumba and etc.. :P But in my future i want to be Professional and famous Latin Dancer & Instructor.. :P
Im planning to open my own dancing studio in KL and elsewhere tooooooo...... :)....

All my other's love's one's around, has been asking me when im going to teach, and when i open my studio, they will come over to support me and become my student's as well. Wow im so glad and blessed by them and god as well..

So i'm ready to teach zumba soon already.. :P I need time to prepare and be good in all the song's..........



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***** Luvs Paulin




Wow... Today is thursday already 21/5. I cannot wait to do something that i like to do and get a new look again.. :P hahahahh!!!

Im going for my fav class's in the afternoon and at night as well.. :P With my fav teacher & fren 2.. :P

Later after class my gf's and me are going for lunch together.... :P

I miss everyone and i love everyone that i love around me all the time..


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My countinue part 3, I was thinking and planning for my future and make my dream's come true.... :P

I was thinking about my career, Im serious into my Career and considering it, i was thinking and planning about it..... :P



To be continue... :P




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**** Luvs Paulin




Oh Yes im back to update my blog...

I was caught up with many thing's that i havent settle and worried about.. :P

I was just telling myself, i need to take up Latin Salsa in Havana Studio in TTDI....
I need to polish up my Latin & Line Dance, bcoz ineed to do it.. I been dancing and become a dancer for 8 yrs already, so i already considering it to become my Carreer of Passion & My life... I'll never give up on my dancing at all. I need to work hard and play hard as well.. :P I dont want to be useless.............

Im so tired and im happy that i done my fav's classes in the morning today.. :P ... :P
So now, im resting at home.. :P Its for today.. :P


***** Im updating my blog at home, 19/5, Tuesday, 550PM
***** Luvs Paulin




Its have been long time i havent update my blog yet, b'coz i was busy preparing my personnal thing's.....

Im going to continue my blog after i finish my Latin Classe's, i'll go home and update my blog..........






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**** Luvs Paulin




Hmmm... I was planning and thinking of opening a dancing studio on my own in the future... Because its my passion and dream to open my own bussiness.. :P When i earn enough money and get my professional carreer... Then i will open my own bussiness...... :P....

I dream that i was successful in my carreer, sucess in open my own studio, and become Professional Dancer & Instructor............

I got alot of worries and thing's o wanted to do and like......

So now i need to work hard and earn more money............


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***** Luvs Paulin




Wow.... Time is fyling very quickly........ Oh yes its weekend already...
Im planning to go for Line Dance, Belly Dance & Zumba in the evening.. :P OH yes..... :P
I love Weekend's and everyday as well.............. Hahahahahha!!!!!!!!!!!

** I hope God will hear my prayer's and Need's urgently, pls hear me oh lord. Help me with my need's... :P
** Im wating to hear and see good new's happening to me.. :P Help me, oh lord.
Guide me, lead me, heal me, be with me, and etc... :P

** I'm tired and sick of planning and thinking all the time, im tired b'coz i got alot of worries to think about it.. :P God help me, tell me what to do and how to solved it.. :P

** What a life to sick and tired of thinking.. :P I wont give up lord.. I put my 150% faith on you to take care of me, lord.. :P I want to be successful in my life and carreer toooooooooooooooo.............

Pls lord, hear me and guide me.. :P thanks lord. Amen..... :P

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**** Luvs Paulin




Oh yesterday me & my girl friend's went to watch Angle's and Demon its was fantasic movie and its very complicated movie as well.. :P I like to movie too.. :P I think im abit confuse as well, i think i got to buy the book and read it.. :P Or maybe watch the movie again.. :P

Its about Catolic Church of St Peter church in vancant........... Its very complicated..... So guy's go and watch the movie.. :P maybe i should advice you all, to read the book before watching the movie, then u can understand the story line better.... :P


I'm looking forward to watch many many more's movie's.......

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Hmmm.. I was just wondering and thinking whether i should start preparing my step's & Song's for Zumba.. And start prepared the step's that i cant remember.. :P

I already have the ablity to teach alread... :) I was just wondering when i can able to teach.. Im just scared that when i see fimilar face's in the class.. I scared i'll panic or not.. :P Im sure.. I can do it .... :P

I already dance and been all the zumba teacher's classes already: Deno, Elva, Jason & Sunny..... :P I being going under them for 1 yr already.. :P Im sure im prepared to teach already.. :P Yes i must put 120% Afford on it and put 150% Confidence in myself and engry in it.. :P Yes i can do it.. :P I need time to prepared the song's and step's of my own.. I can the succeed i was undergo trainning last yr with my fav teacher@as a fren as well, Elva, i see her succeed already.. :P So i think and put the afford and confidence in it.. I can do it.. :P I can see myself succeeding.. :P Oh yes.. :P

So for nowonwards i must put 150% afford on it.. :P I must see the brightness on me.. :P

*** Im so happy that i attended for so many zumba's classes and i see myself losing weight.. Yeah.. :p I love zumba and latin alot 2... :P

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Oh God.. :P
Yes i have made up my mind and think very carefully already.. :P
I told myself, i will never let myself down and all my love's one's down.. :P I will work hard and do all my best for my life and my carreer.. :P

Im not a small baby anymore.. :P I have my own life to think and take care of it... :P

Since everyone know's me, and they told me dont gv up on my carreer and what i love to do, why dont i think and take it as carreer.. Yes i will take it and it will become my carreer.. Im serious about my Dancing, i hope 1 day i wil be popular and famous as a Professional Dancer & Instructor as well.. :P I will not let it down..
Everyday im making afford and putting 120% on it.. Im also practing my part for the camp as well.. :P I got to come out and teach my kai ma's and kai pa's.. :P I also dont know i can remember my dance or not.. :P I will try my best.. :P

I wont give up what i love and like...

***** Im updating my blog at home... 14/5, Thursday, 1020AM
***** Luvs Paulin




OMG.. Its wednesday already, i havent prepare for the steps for line dance.. :P
So fast middle of May coming already... :P So fast time passes and fly's.. :P

Im preparing for the line dance , for the camp.. :P I know what song and what to teach already, but i must reremember how to dance the song's that i want to teach my Kai Ma's and Kai Pa's.. :P Oh yes.. Another 1 more mth to go, but its not far.. Coming soon already... :P

** Im still waiting for good new's to come and ahead of me.. :P I'm still waiting to see good new's from God.. :P My father in heaven.. :P Who always protacting us.. :P

Life still goes on dear.. :P I will never forget what has passed already.. Im looking forward for new's thing's happen.. :P I already forget few's people already.... :P But i will never forgive's those ppl.. :P I dont want to say it.. :P

My hearts and mind know's who are those ppl.. :P

Thats me.. :P I dont care who and what they said about me.. :P B'coz i never did anything wrong.. :P I know what im doing ok.. :P

WHO SAID IM CHILDISH OR INMATURE.. PLS BARED IN YOUR MIND THAT... IM NOT CHILDISH OR IMATURE OK.. :p MIND YOUR OWN BUSSINESS OK.. IM NOT UR CHILD OR WHAT OK.. :p SORRY TO SAY THAT.... :p

I got my own life to take care and work hard.. :P

**** If whoever know's me.. :P I not that kind of person u think about me.. :P Im always care for all my love's one's , my friend's and family too.. :P I always take good care and love them all the time.. :P If im still around i will look after them till i die.. :P

I hope god will take good care of me & everyone as well..

***** Im updating my blog at home... 14/5, Wed, 1035Am
***** Luvs Paulin




OMg...
Im so sad and disappointed, why i havent hear any good new's from the company i went for? Hai yo....

Im the type of person that i wont give on what im going and wanting to do as well..
I wont give up so fast... :P
I need patient to wait, b'coz economy is bad at the moment.. :P

**** I need a big help from God, to hear my prayer's and need's.. :P What i know god will never fails us.. :P I hope he will hear my prayer's and need's that i need Lord, to help me to decide and guide me into the right path way.. :P Oh lord... PLs lord.. Help me....

**** Lead me and show me my Mr right Guy for me, whether im meeting the right guy for me or not, help me lord.. :P

Im always worried and scared, that i make the wrong decission with god helping.. :P I need lord, to guide me and lead me, into my carreer, of work and love.. :P I need lord, to help me.. :P
Im waiting for you lord, to show me and lead me lord... :P

*** Im stiil waiting for you lord...

Im ur children of lord.. :P

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OMG, I was told and ask to organize a cherograph for Line Dance for The church camp.. OMG... OK sure no problem, i will teach some nice Line Dance steps and maybe teach some MOdern Dance for them... :P I dont know what song and which step to teach them for June..
So i hope i will get the job after i come back from Camp..

** God Hear my prayer's and need's Lord.. ITs URGENT... :P
I dont want to delay my carreer.. I love to teach as well, b'coz i want to improve my skills and start to teach my Kai Ma's and Kai Pa's to dance under me.. :P Oh yes.. :P I HOPE I WILL BE SUCCESS IN MY LIFE..

*** OH LORD, PLS HEAR MY PRAYER'S & NEED'S SOON LORD. I HOPE THAT I WILL HEAR & GET THE JOB AFTER I COME BACK FROM THE CAMP IN JUNE LORD... PLS LORD... THANKS... I WILL NOT FAIL U LORD......

*** oH LORD, hear me oh lord.............

Thanks lord... I hope that u will take good care of me, and all my love's one's is around me.. ;p now and always lord.. Amem....


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Hai yah.. Im so sad till now, i havent hear any good new's from the companies that i went for interview's.... :P Hai yah.. I hope & pray that i will hear good new's and help from GOd.. I hope he will hear my prayer's and need's.. :P Im still waiting.. :P I wont give up so fast.. :P

God do continue to look after all of us, protacting us, looking after us, and etc now and ever more.. :P
Be witth us lord.. :P
Do hear my prayer's & Need's..


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Hey im back to updating my blog.. I was so busy..
Today is wednesday 6/5, im still waiting for good new's from the company i went for interview last week.. Hai yah.. still no new's im still waiting.. :P im sick and tired to wait.. Im still waiting and sending my resume to everywhere? I wont give up.. I hope god will hear my prayers and need's oh lord.. :P

*** Im stil waiting to hear and see good new's happen.. :P I wont give up.. :P

I'm still planning to go for Hop pop class tonitez.. I hope it will be fun and good time. :).. I miss all my good fren's.. .:P


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***** Luvs Paulin




I have work very hard this weekend, b'coz i did my fav's classes with my fav instructor's as well.. :P On friday its was public holiday, i went for 3 classes back to back.. :P I went for Line Dance with Ryu, Belly Dance with Elva & Cha Cha with Deno.. :P I was so tired and happy i went for my fav's classes and its was so fun.. :P I love Dancing alot.. :P So i had work very hard on it, until my leg's are aching so painfulll.... :P Hahah!! Worth it.. :P

On saturday 2/5, i went for my 3 fav's classes and instructor's as well.. I went for Line Dance with Lily, Belly dance with Farah, & Zumba with Deno... :P I was so tired and happy that i went for my fav's classes' 2.. Until my leg's is so tired.. :P Oh yes.. :P I work so hard.. To keep and make myself fit & Slim......

So today 3/5, Sunday i went for only 1 class, b'coz im so tired already, i nonstop rest since i joined this club.. Oh yes.. :P I never stop for dancing since i was in high sckol when i tooked SPM exam's.. :P .... :P I still continue else where toooo.... :P
I went for Cha cha with Ryu today.. :P Its was so fun... :P ONly so few of us in the class today, he pay attention on my leg's and my arm's as well. I was not enough engry and rest b'coz i did and break record on Fri & Sat.. hahah.. :P I so pai sei.. :P I need to practice more and work hard on my Latin Cha cha and more.. :P
OH Yes.. I have 2 good Latin Teacher's.. :P In the club.. :P I need to polish and do with my 110% afford on it.. :P to brighten my steps before i become teacher and dancer.. :P Oh yes.. :P


Im so tired.. :P Im so healthy and fit.. :P

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Oh goss.. Im sitting here in the club and thinking what class i shall go before belly dance today.. Im so sick and tired of making decission already.. :P Hai yah... :P I just see my mood what and which class i will attend today.. Im so tired already... :P

I was planning to go for 12 Line Dance, 130 Belly & 515 Zumba with Deno... :P

Where are my happyness has gone?................ Last time i was so happy after work i come over here go for classe's & had a lot of fun spending good time's with my good friend's around me, now their are all gone away from me... :P Im so sick and tired already............. Nvm i wont give up what i have now, i will keep them tied with me.. :P yeah... Thats me men... :P

Oh lord, pls help me thanks...

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Hai yah.. Im so disappointed, sad, confuse, tired and sick.. :P Hai yah.. :P
I dont know whether i should go for my church camp in june or july? B'coz i stil havent hear any good new's from the companie's that i currently went for interview last week only? Hmm im so scared and sick of it already.. :P :( Hai yah, if i get a good job then i think i cant leave and go for the church camp, hai yah, so sad and disapponting.. :P I want to go for travel also cannot.. :P What a life men.. :P? Im so sad and sick of being here.. :P I want to have a peace and fun holiday men.. :P I think this year its a hard year for me.. :P I hope and pray that i will survive thru this year of period.. :P God bless me and help me.. :P Thanks...!!!

Why this yr is not a good yr for me? Im so tired and sick of being something lah? I dont want it to happen to me? Im so scared and sad of it already.. :P

I dont know why this world is full of enemie's and evil's in this earth, Hmm i think i know God created Hell and Heaven in this world and kingdom.. :P Hmmm.. :P

Where and what happen to all my love's one's that i knew before? Where they have been for so long? What on earth is happening in this earth and world of life? why there Gossping ppl around everywhere i go and be? Why & Why WHY WHY WHY?
I dont understand why god created such a ppl like that? I dont know why and what i have done to Him/her? There is no miracle's? Why & WHy? Where are u GOd, why u are not answering my prayer's and need's that i need from you? Where have u Been?
OMG>..

God u know sumthing i feel like going somewhere far away that i have a peace of mind.. :P Im so sick of being a human being already.. :P But i must not lost my faith's in u lord.. Because i still havent finish my work for u lord.. :P I want to be a successful dancer & Instructor that what i love to do lord.. :p Pls Help me.. :P

:( i dont know why some ppl say that im childish and blar blar.. :P execuse me..... PLs lah... :) STOP SAYING THAT IM SMALL BABY, INMATURE..... AND BLAR BLAR.. :p MIND UR OWN BUSINESS.. :p Im not saying bad about anyone.. REMEMBER THAT... :P HELOOOOOO.....


***** Lord, pls help me.. :p Thanks.. AMEN......

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