Monday, November 30, 2009
A WonderFul, Sweet memOries With my Best Friend's...!!!

Today is MOnday BLue's...!! So fast time pass, going to be December already, another half an hour..!! I was so glad, happy, blessed by god..!!!

*** Today i went to watch my Fav Movie as well, Twlight New Moon with my Fav Niece, Natasha, then we had coffee at starbuck's, then go home and rest for 1 hour..!! Then i had class at 515PM, zumba.. I was so execited, then Woon, Grace, Germaine, & Cat Yap, treat me for my bday dinner At TOny Romass.. I had wonderful, sweetness memories with my 4 Best Friend's as well....!!! This 4 Best Friend's of mine, i will never forgot them at all, i will cherrish every moment with them... I will keep in touch with them all the time..!!

*** This year is my happiest moment & bday wish & gift i had from them.. Im so blessed by God Grace, giving me them to me..I never had a good bday celebration till i know them since 2 yrs ago and till now...:) Im so glad... that i mix with the right group... Love them always...!!! They treat me who Am I....!!


**** Lord u know what i needed ritez? Pls continue to guide, lead, help me & be with me, move with me, with my career, my dream career, life & etc else too Lord... Pls be with me yah...!! hOpe u will answer my prayer's lord...!!! I need ur help..!! Oh lord, give me wisdom, courage, faith, trust, walking with u lord, closer to them all, & etc else lord... Be with me...!! Oh lord........


May GOd bless everyone & including myself too... Now & always lord......


In Jesus Name, I Pray, Amen...

***** Monday, 30/11, 1140PM
***** Pauline..


dancer_87 @ 7:32 AM


Sunday, November 29, 2009
HunTing & SeaRching...!!

Today's Sunday already, time has fly's so quick like wind..!! OMG, time is flying so quickly already, getting old every every year already, day by day's passing so quick...

*** Im hunting & searching for my prospect's to get more so that i can earn more money to do what i want to do....... What i have earn the amount that i want to do, get.... I had been waitied for so long long already.. :) So need to start somewhere?

*** Im hunting & searching for my old good friend's, that i missed them alot..!! B'coz has disobey me already.. :(... IF im gone, my Spirit, Soul will come and search for u, why u didt treat me well, when im ALIVE...!! :) LOL.....

*** Im very very luckly, glad, happy to have a bunch's of good, best & close friend's ^^ That i love the most........ ; Jax Lee, Jasmine Chew, ElVa May,Mama@Farah, Yudie, Chris Wang, Theresa, Leng Ma, Fazee, Joey Wong, Germaine Tan, Grace Tan, Woon May, Joslyn Choy, CK, Sin EE, Adelena, Lin, Bebee Tan, Irene, and many many more that i got to mention....... :P I love them so much... I will never forget about them at all.. I miss them too.... :)

- Lord, u know what i really needed in my life ritez, Lord, i hope u could answer my prayer's & need's lord, help me with my career & my dream career too... Able to walk with the next step in my life..... TO have faith & trust in myself.... Oh Lord....

- I will never going to give up what i love & talent that i have.. I will never give up. I will still continue to able to success to become Professional tooo.............

I will never break's promises at all. I will manage to do it too......


My Prayer;
1. Dear Lord, pls hear my prayer's & need's lord... Help me with my career to be success as welll... Bring more ppl into my bussinesss.... Oh Lord...
Protact me, Keep me in good health, safe & sound's, hear my prayer's, keep me safe, be with me, make my dream's & career come true lord...!! oH lord.....

Be with me..................... Thx Thx Lord...
In Jesus Name, I Pray, AMen..

2. Lord i want to pray for all my love's one's; My Mother, My God Parent's, My God Sister's, My Good, Best, Close Friend's, my Friend's, My future Bf, My relative's as well... Keep them in good health, safe & sound's, be with them always... Take good care of them, hear their prayer's * Need's lord...

- Heal ur children's who are not well, heal them again, touch them and send miracle's into their live's......


KEEP THE WORLD SAFE & SOUND'S ALWAYS, PROTACT THE WORLD, WORLD WITHOUT END, SO LORD, BE WITH THE WORLD..... MANY MANY MORE YRS TO COME...


********** Sunday, 29/11, 1000PM
********** Pauline...


dancer_87 @ 5:49 AM


Saturday, November 28, 2009
"What A busy & Miserable week i had"..

Today is Saturday already, time fly's so quick like a wind...... :)!!
Im getting peace off, execiting as well, and more to come ahead of me too..:(...

I was so tired, busy & finally had put up my Xmas Tree already, i had completed my 1 mission of this week... I need to work hard & completed my other's tasks as well.. :) need to work hard for it...!!! Olalala....... :P

*** Xmas Is around d coner already, need to work hard, earn money as well...!! Haha..

******** I had miserable & busy week as well.... Busy with Xmas Cantata, performance's as welll!!!!! I like it, but its normal tasks to do every every year..!!

I had miserable week as well, b'coz handling all kind's of ppl in dis world, and withing my misk as welll.... Damm it lah...!! Ireally hate it... I feel the world is like HELL...!!! OMG......

**** I had scary dream's as well, i dont know what is happening to me, why all these kind's of thing's happening to me, and come into my sleep.. Oh No... I need help from GOD to clear all this thing's happening to me... :P Oh Lord, pls come into me...!!!

Now im waiting for the class to start in the club.. So freaking bored..... I dont know where are all my friend's.......


**************** Saturday, 28/11, 440PM
**************** PauLIne..


dancer_87 @ 12:28 AM


Friday, November 27, 2009
Wat FreakINg Life, & Outside World out there...?

***** I never had a miserable life & friend's that i have ever ever meet in my life...!!! I had a freaking life with crazies ppl that i meet some groups of ppl... I was so damm freakin peace off with those ppl has hurt me........ I wish the world could change.. I wish i could change to be more evil as well.. kekkekeekek.. No lah just kidding lah....!! Im always nice & good too... I will never like to be so cruel to any one in my life.. I treat all my love's one's & friend's in the same way...


**** I was so blessed that i know some of my girlfriend's & boyfriend's that i know... They all are so nice, kind, friendly, carrying, loving & good to me, i will never want to lose or waste them a way.. I will never never want to do that?

***** I will respect everyone if they respect me in d same way..... So i will not disobey them at all, i will try by level best to please them as well.... SO remember that? I will never want to do such a thing's like that? Got it...

Love everyone in d same way...!!!

Love yah.....


******* Friday, 27/11, 135PM
******* Dat's Me...!!


dancer_87 @ 8:23 AM



DaMm FreAking...

Oh goss...!! Today is Friday already, i had a crazies dream last nitez..... I dont know what i dream about? U cannot remember wat i had dream about... I went to austin casse to have a hazlnut chocolate and curry puff too...

I was so bored, so i dont know what to do already? So i went there for a branch.....


So now, im waiting for class to start....!! So im playing facebook & upload my old freaking story............... :( Bored..................




*********** Pauline...!!


dancer_87 @ 8:22 AM


Wednesday, November 25, 2009
My List of .......................................???

******** I need Freedom, to release my stress, tension, and etc......

1. Lord, i need guide, leading, help, be with me lord, help me with my career, my dream career, my life, my lifestyle, and etc lord.. I need help from u lord, send me miracle's that i really needed lord... I'm so tired to be here already.. .So lord, help me...... Calm me down, look after me, and more lord... Pls lord...... Protact me, keep me in good health, safe & sound's lord, watch over me lord.... Hear my prayer's & need's lord........... Help me with to focus with my career, strong relationship with everyone lord....... In Jesus Name, I Pray, Amen.......... :)

2. Lord, i want to pray for all my Love's ONe's, MY MOther, My god Parent's, My God Sister, My Relative's, My Good, Best, & CLose Friend's, MY Friend's, Etc..
Protact them, keep them all in good health, safe & Sound's, Hear Their Prayer's & Need's Lord... Be with them always lord.....

- Heal ur children's who are sick lord, be with them, heal them again lord....


In Jesus Name, I Pray, Amen...


KEEP THE WORLD SAFE & SOUND'S, PROTACTED, MAKE SURE D WORLD WILL NOT END AT ALL.........




*************** Pauline...


dancer_87 @ 6:07 PM



My Bday Wish & DreaMs...

****** My bday wish & dream's...

I dont want anything from everyone, i want everyone to have a good time with me, cherrish every moment i have with u all before the world is end... I dont wan to be greedy or what ok... Im not money minded ok......

**** Dont worry i will return whatever i have borrowed or what? :)

I just want to have on my bday is... I want to achieve's my goal's in life before its too late to do so.......... I dont want anything much already.. I dont want to be inmature already, im grown up already.. I want to focus on my career.... I need support & help from everyone.................. :)

If u dont want to help me & support me, its ok......


********* Wednesday..
********** Bday Girl.... :)


dancer_87 @ 6:07 PM



Freedom!!!

Today is Thursday already, i'm going for my fav class in the afternoon ZUMBA Class with Sophia, i dont know whether i can make it for 2nitez class or not? :) B'coz i got choir practice... Hai yah................................. :(.. Today my relative's when back to Penang already, so sad.... I'm going to miss them so much, b'coz they are my fav's................... :(..

-I was so blessed, lucky, and etc to have those kind of ppl in my life... I was so lucky to have a wonderful mother, grandmother, my relative's, my good, best, close friend's dat i love the most.......... I was so lucky to have a wonderful father in heaven.............. :).... Thx Lord.......

- My good, best, close friend's, in Myoga: Germaine Tan, Elaine Wang, Chris Wang, Mas, Mama@Farah, Grace Tan, Woon May, Fiona@Princess, Cat Khoo, Joslyn Choy, CK, Sin Ee, Jenn, Jax Lee, Jasmine Chew, Elva May, Joey Wong, & many many more to say's...

They are good friend's to me...... IN sometime's only lah... kakakakkaka...........


Lord, u know what i want to say ritez lord, so lord, be with me, guide, lead, help me, Be with me, walk with me lord...

I need Freedom in life............................................. Let my spirit, soul of me, fly from here... Im so tired to living somehow? kekek...........



Lord, help me with my career, my dream career and etc else lord...... pls lord............ I need help........



********** Thursday, 26/11, 1010AM
********** Pauline...


dancer_87 @ 6:00 PM


Tuesday, November 24, 2009
Make Ur Dream's come true...!!

Today is Tuesday already, im going for my 2 fav's class too.... :)....
I want to acheive's my goal's... Yes i want to achive's & do it, before my life is over... Better do it so, before its too late... So time is not long already, so better it dont only say it..... Need to work hard...

- Lord u know what i want ritez? U know what i need ritez lord. So lord, help me, lead, guide, be with me with my career & my dream career too, i want to achieve's my goal's & reach my tadget's too... I dont want anybody to look down on me... I want to do it with my own 2 feet.... Oh yeah...... :) Need to have faith in god...

-Lord, pls continue to guide, lead & bring me a good soul mate for me Lord, i love my Old bf but he dump me already..:( so so sad.... I really want him back to be with me, i love him so much, i havent shown all my love's to him yet.... Oh lord, pls bring him back to me , Lord............. AMen..

- Lord, pls bring me more prospect's for my career lord, so that i can able to achieve's my goals that i want to do so...!! So lord,pls bring more more more to me... Thx Lord...


My PrayEr;
1, DEar Lord, u know what i need riteZ. COntinue to HEar my Prayer & nEed's lord, hope that u will make it come true lord.... Guide, Lead, BE with me, & Help me with my Career, My Dream Career, My Life, My Lifestyle & more to come lord..... So lord, be with me... Protact me, Keep me in good health, Safe & Sound's, hear my prayer's & nore to come Lord, u know what i need ritez lord....
In Jesus Name, I Pray, Amen..

2, Lord I want to pray for all my love's one's; My Mother, My God Parent's, My GOd Sister's, My Bf, My good, Close & Best Friend's, My Relative's, My Friend's too... Proctact me, Keep me in good health, safe & SOund's, Hear their prayer's & Need's too lord, watch over them all the time.... Muaks........

- Lord, continue to heal ur children's who are not well, be with them, heal them & touch them to be good health again....

In Jesus Name, I Pray, Amen...

3. KEEP THE WORLD SAFE & SOUND'S, WATCH OVER THE WORLD, PROTACT THE WORLD, MAKE SURE THE WORLD WILL NOT END AT ALL.... MANY MORE YRS TO COME LORD.....


In JESUS NAME, I PRAY, AMEN...


********* Tuesday, 24/11, 940PM
********* PauLine..


dancer_87 @ 5:24 AM


Monday, November 23, 2009
Today Blue's has comes & gone....!!

TOday is Monday already, MOnday Blue's again... :) I was so happy, to see wats around the coner in my life, im seeing all the time.. I was so happy to attend all my fav's classes and do my work as well..! Earn Money & Have a Flexi hours as well.. Wow its so fantasic as well.. Loving it so much... But now im looking, working hard to get more ppl to support's me to earn my commission too.. :P Olalalalala..!! Oh lord, u know what i want to do, get & want ritez? So lord, hope u will do it before i knew it lord.. Amen..

- Lord, Help, Lead, Guide, Be With me, in my career, my dream career, my life, my lifestyle as well too..!! Oh lord, be with me too, lord. Bring me more client's, prospect's as well too lord, so that i can able to stand on my 2 feet's, lord.. Amen..

- Lord, Help, Lead, Guide, Be with me, Hope u will send me a good soul mate for me lord.. U know what i want ritez? So lord, be with me yah.....


Getting fatter & fatter eating all the time OMG... keke...



Lord, u know what is my prayer's request ritez lord...


Thx Amen..


******* MOnday, 23/11, 1125PM
******* PauLIne..


dancer_87 @ 7:17 AM


Sunday, November 22, 2009
What A W/end i had & what a memories i had?

Today is Sunday already, time has passed so quick already..!!! oLLAAL!!
Im so freaking busy with my relativ's taking care of all the them.. Muah haha!! Having good time's with them as well too!! Muakss!!!!

-im looking forwards with all my career, my dream career, my life & mylifestyle as well too!! Lord, will u continue to send me A Prince Charming for me lord, hope he will be more better then my last bf, but i miss him alot tooo..!!!

-Im so sad, that my Aunty Nancy has pass on already, i cannot believe?

Oh lord, i have alot of thing's to say, but u know what i want right Lord...

Just continue to hear my prayer's lord.. Thx..



******* Sunday, 22/11, 910PM
******* Pauline..


dancer_87 @ 5:00 AM


Thursday, November 19, 2009
"What Will It Be Today"!!

Today is Friday already, w/end has arrived again, wow time fly's so quick.. Oh GOss..!! Wow. Going to be end of November already.... TOday im going for my fav class Belly Dance by Ezen Chan...... Then after class im going to have my new hair style... For my bday and xmas too... Hmmm I wish i could have alot of money, so that i can do my hair colour... Hmm!! Nvm lah...

Now i need to work hard, to earn more money, get alot of prospect's too..!! TO build up my career line..!! Yeah!!!

Tonitez, i hope there will be no preditt heavy rainning.. I hope it wont happen, but if happen, do protact, keep all my love's one's safe & sound, bring them all back home safetly lord.... Keep them warm & save lord...... Be with them lord.....

- I want to walk closer to GOd, be with me lord.... GIve me wisdom, courage, confidence, strong relationship as well... Be with me lord... :)...
Bring me closer to everyone i love Lord.. Hope that my bf & me will walk closer to each other, able to support each other's in needed, be honest, loyalty, loving, carrying, good heart, understanding each other, be there for each other too, always be with us lord.....

My Prayer;
1. Dear Lord, I want to pray that u will continue to hear my prayer, guide, lead, be with me & help me always lord... I want to pray that i will have a good partner, to able to be there for me, support me, when we in need, honest, loyal, understanding, and more.... SO lord, hope u will guide, lead & help me in my career & my dream career to, i hope to see miracle's & what i want soon lord.. Be with me lord..... Protact me, Keep me in good health, safe & sound's, be with me, take good care of me lord, hear my prayer's & need's too lord.... In Jesus Name, I Pray, Amen..

2. Lord i want to pray for all my love's one's That i love; My Mother, My GOd Parent's, My GOd Sister's, My Bf, My Good, Best, Close Friend's, My Relative's, My Friend's, & Etc else... Protact them, keep them in good health, safe & sound's, now & always Lord... Hear their prayer's lord, be with them always lord... Take good care of them always lord.. In Jesus Name, I Pray, Amen..

3. KEEP THE WORLD SAFE & SOUND'S LORD, PROTACT THE WORLD, MAKE SURE IT WILL NOT HAPPEN TO THE EARTH, KEEP THE WORLD SAFE & MANY MANY MORE YRS TO COME AHEAD OF US LORD.... MAKE SURE IT WILL NOT HAPPEN...


IN JESUS NAME, I PRAY, AMEN..


********* Friday, 20/11, 930AM
********* Pauline..


dancer_87 @ 5:16 PM



Hope the new's & year of 2012 will not come & happen?

Today Is Thursday already, i went for my 2 fav classes in myoga..I was so happy to see all my good & close friend's, in the club & class agian.. I misses them alot..!! I was so glad & happy that i burn alot of fat's today.. Need to be fit & slim too!! keke!!!

Im getting worried, stress, unhappy & more about my career.. I need to work hard to make money if not i will not survive at all.. OMG....!! Oh lord, pls guide, lead, be with me & help me too!! I hope u will guide me in my career & my dream career too Lord... Pls be with me always lord...

Im gettig worried for alot of thing's as well..!! OMG...!! How?

Im need to focus on my career & my dream career too, i need to build up my career,my dream career, my life, my own family soon, my lifestyle as well, & more too..!! Before the world ENd's anytime soon on 2012.. I dont want anything happen on that year or more year's to come.. I hope it will NOT happen to the earth... I hope the world will survive many many more yrs to come & go Lord...!!!
I havent completed my task's & life too, im just going to build up my career too!! So i havent completed yet, i need to work more for GOD.. Walk with GOd too!! Oh lord.... Be with me lord...

Lord, continue to guide, lead, be with me, help me too lord, with my career, my dream career, relationship with GOD, Bf, Families & Friend's too lord... Be with me, walk closer to me lord, bring me closer to u lord.... Be with me lord... Move on with my life lord....


I wan to get a good bf that i love, trust, understanding, carrying, Honest, loving, loyalty, & more lord...!!! I dont wan a bf who is not Chrisitan, & honest too...!! SO lord, i hope whoever is reading this will understanding my feeling's & what i need lord... SO lord, pls bring him back to me lord...


MY prayer;
1 Dear Lord, continue to hear my prayer's & need's lord, be with me lord.. Hope everything will be under ur care lord. Make my dream's & career come true lord... Protact me, Keep me in good health, safe & sound's, be with me lord, take good care of me lord, hope u will bring me closer to u lord.... SO lord, u know what i want ritez? Hope everything will be under ur care lord.. IN Jesus Name, I Pray, Amen.

2. Lord, continue to guide each of everyone of us lord...

3. Lord I would like to pray for all my love's one's that i love; My Mother, My GOd Parent's, My GOd sister's, My good & Close Friend's, My BF, My friend, MY Relative's & more too. Hear Their Prayer's lord, protact them, keep them all in good health, safe & Sound's, Be with them always lord, take good care of them always lord.... In Jesus Name, I Pray Amen....

4, Keep the world safe & sound, be protacted under ur care lord, make sure the world will not end at all, make sure it will not happen on that year & more years to come ahead lord... '

In Jesus Name, I Pray Amen...


******** THursday, 19/11, 1110PM
******** PauLine..


dancer_87 @ 6:56 AM


Tuesday, November 17, 2009
My Story...!!

Today is Wednesday already, time is flying very very very QUICK & going very very fast..... My day is coming already, 1 year gettting older already.... :)... I'm going to move on with My Career, My Dream Career, My life, My Lifestyle, & etc else as well..... Need to move on with my next step... I will not going to give up... :)

- Lord Continue to be with me, Guide, Lead, Help me too... Help me with my Career, & My dream Career too... Send me all the prospect's & friend's of mine to be my client's......... I really need it lord.....

-Lord continue to Grant me with Good Health, Protact me, keep me in good health, safe & sound,s be with me all the time lord... Make my career & my dream career come true too... Muakss!!! So that one day i will be success in my life...!! Lord, pls send me a soul mate to be my life partner, i already had lost one, that i love the most... Pls give me the soul mate to me, that he is Christian, Understanding, Carrying, loving, Honest, Loyaly & more lord, i dont wan too old & young lord. Thx Lord...

My Prayer,
1. Lord continue to guide me, lead me, help me & be with me too lord.... Hear my prayer too lord, help me with my career & My dream career too.... Make my prayer's & dream come true too lord..... Protact me, Keep me in Good health, safe & sounds all the time too lord....... Be with me lord... In jesus name, I pray Amen..


U know what i wan to say right lord.... Be with each of everyone of us lord, keep us all safe & sound's Good health & more tooo.....


Keep the World Safe & sound's, Protacted by u too lord... Make sure the world will not end on 2012 yah lord...... Keep the world safe & long too lord...


In Jesus Name, I Pray Amen..



******** Wednesday, 18/11, 10AM
******** PauLine..!!


dancer_87 @ 5:38 PM



OMG!! I canNot Made Up My Mind..!!!

Hai there, today is Tuesday already time fly's so quick & fast.. Going to end of the month & year already liao..!! I need to earn more money before dateline olallalalal.... I need to work hard my dear... I want to show everyone i can be very successful business women who will earn alot of figure in 1 month..!! I wan to show them.... Dont judge by the cover of the book...!! See with ur own eye's, do not listen to 1 side...!!

I cannot made up my mind, which place to do, i also dont know how many pax's are coming for my bday im so confuse & tired already, to do organizing & watever? Hai yooo!! I just wish someone can plan for me...!! Then i dont have to be so stress of it..!! kekek!!! Just give me a break....

NOW I NEED TO FOCUS ON MY CAREER, TO BUILD UP MY CAPTIAL THAT I WAN TO EARN... SO I NEED TO WORK, SO THAT IN THE FUTURE I DONT HAVE TO WORK SO HARD..! KEKE!! So i need everyone helps & support me, dont have to put in so much money..!! Just a little also can..!! Oh yeah..!!!


So tired..........................



********* Tuesday, 17/11, 935PM
********* Pauline...!!


dancer_87 @ 5:28 AM


Sunday, November 15, 2009
Busy Life, Hard life, Sad life, & etc else..

Oh today is Sunday already, i was so happy to praise god with good health & see all my love's one's in the church, i was waiting for Aunty Nancy, & The Teh Families to come, where were they? I was waiting for Aunty Nancy then i heard bad new's from everyone, that she has gone with God..!! I was so down, and sad to hear that? I couldnt not believe that she has left us all alone..!! But one day we will all praise god & see each other in Heaven our real home..!! Amen..!!


I'm going to miss her very very much a lot..!! :( Signffffffffffffffffff!!!!


Im also very sad, to break off with my Bf Cephas Yap, he told me..!! But i dont wan our relationship to end just like that? Im waiting for his answer to me..!! :).. I hope its good new's... :) Im missing him alot, i do love him of his character, love, carrying & etc else..! I wan to continue our relationship..!! Oh lord, pls be with us..!! I hope we can get back together....



My prayer,
1. Lord Continue to guide, lead, help & be with me in my career that im doing now? I need to get more ppl to support me in life..! I hope u will guide & bring me some..!! I hope soo..!! Lord, pls be with me in my dream career too!!! Praise god.. Protact me, Keep me in good health, safe & sound's, be with me always..!! Look after me always lord, hear my prayer's & need's lord... Always..!! In jesus name, i pray Amen..

2. Lord continue to lead me, into my career & my dream career too, be with me, keep me in strong in mind, relationship & career too, make me successful women..!!! Oh Lord, bring my bf & me together again lord, help us lord... To build our relationship together and love each other no matter what?

3. Lord i would like to pray for all my love's one's, My Mother, My God Parent's,My God sister's, My good & close friend's, my bf, my friend's, My relative's & etc else... Protact them, keep them in good health , safe & sound's, hear their prayer's & need's lord, be with them always ,lord..!! Take good care of them always.. In Jesus Name, I Pray Amen...

4. Lord continue to be with each of everyone of ur children's who are not well, heal them & shower ur healing power's upon them always.. Amen...

In Jesus Name, I Pray Amen..



********** Sunday, 15/11, 11PM
********** Pauline..


dancer_87 @ 6:46 AM


Friday, November 13, 2009
What's Break's my Heart...!! Cries..!!

Oh today is fRIDAy.. I was so happy to meet up with my boss & my gf..!! I was so execitied to see all my friend's to be converted into Client's? Oh yeah... But some of them willing to help me, but some i dont know lah.. I wish they all could help me to support me lah!!!

I want to show that Im Professional & successful business women in the career line..!! Oh yeah...

I heard a bad new's from my bf Cephas Yap... I was so sad, thats he said, its might just leave here & end the relationship towards both of us..!! :( Maybe i push him too much? But i dont know lah? I do love him so much, not of the $$$$$ Or look's.. I love him b'coz of the same religon, character, same kind and matching couple..!! Thats god send to us..!! But now i dont know what happen now? I just dont wan this thing's happening to both of us...!! Oh no..

Lord, pls help us to get together agian...!! PLs give us chance again...!! Thx...



PRAY FOR EVERYTHING WILL WORK'S IN THE CORRECT ORDER... AMEN...



********** Friday, 13/11, 1115PM
********** Pauline... :(


dancer_87 @ 7:08 AM


Wednesday, November 11, 2009
My Prayer's for d Week..!!

My Prayer's,
1. Dear Lord, i need ur help, love, guidence, leading, be with me lord, & etc else lord.. Give me strength to do my work, to earn alot of money, my life, my career that i wan to be & do lord..!! Be with me lord, i need help from u lord... Make my dream's & prayer's come true lord...!!! Hear my prayer's lord...!! Protact me, keep me in good health, safe & sound's, be with me lord, look after me, hear my prayer's too lord..!! Hope that i will be successful in life too!!

2. Lead me & bf into strong relantionship together lord, hope that both of us will be happy ever after lord, together loving couple...!! Hope our relantionship will be strong and long lord..!! Hope we both will come close to u lord, be with each other lord...!! Hope u bring my bf Cephas Yap's & his both families back together again, to be 1 big happy family after lord..!! Hope u fix them all back again..!!

IN jesus Name, I pray Amen..

3. Lord, i wan to pray for all my love's one's, My Mother, My Bf, MY god parent's, my god sister's my best, good & close friend's, my friend's, my relative's, & everyone else too.. Protact them, keep them all in good health, safe & sound's, be with them always, hear their prayer's & need's lord, take good care of them lord..!! always... In Jesus Name, I Pray Amen..

4. Lord, i wan to pray for all ur children's who are not well, heal them once again, be with them, and heal them lord, keep all of them in good health again..

In Jesus Name, I Pray Amen...


************ PaulinE..!!


dancer_87 @ 5:41 AM



Oh Nooooooooooooooo!!!!!!!!!!

Hello everyone, back again.. I was so busy, tired & etc else..!!

Today is Wednesday already, i went for my 2 fav's class Belly Dance & Hip pop too!! Its was fun.. I still have energy ler..!! I love dancing alot..!!!

I want to work hard & earn alot of money in the future n now too!!! Ai yoo, no money no talk's men..!!!

My bday is coming already & xmas is coming too...

This month, i got alot of friend's bday as well..!! Oh no.. Im going to be brankrup already... Oh My god..!!!

I need to safe money too!! Ai yooo!!!!!!!! How like that? So susah lah..!! I wish i could earn a lot of money on the spot now...!! oooo lalala!!!

I need love's one's & friend's to support me too!!! i NEED HELP, SUPPORT & ETC ELSE..!!

I do apprieate everyone helping hand's & support too!!!


I got alot of thing's to say about..!!!


********* Wed, 11/11, 945PM
********* Pauline..


dancer_87 @ 5:37 AM


Monday, November 9, 2009
New Week Has come again..!!!!!!

Today is MOnday Blue's...!!! I was so happy to know Jen, Ian, & Wesley as my new's colleague's.... I hope & pray that i can do it... Dont care anything die or die i will do it, and make it sucess in my life..!!

I hope one day everyone will please me, apprieate me better, dont look down on me at all.. keke!!! I dont wan to look down on any of my good & close friend's, or my love's one's, bcoz i love them alot.!! muaksssss!!!!

Sometime's i feel so sad, feel so distreat by anyone..!:(..Wuwuw..!!!! OMG.....

I hope & pray that i will be professional one day with my talent & career too!! All the best.....

Hope everyone will support me..!! THX...


******** Monday, 9/11,10PM
******** PauLine..


dancer_87 @ 5:48 AM


Saturday, November 7, 2009
BoRed...!!!

Today is Saturday already, time's has pass so quick and going to be end of the month & year too!! Oh No!! Everyone is getting old too!! Ooo...

Today at d club, i only attend 2 fav's classe's of mine..!!! Today no Belly Dance class lor.. So Woon, Grace & Me, waitied for 2 hour's for the next class.... Haha!! But anyway i had good time with all my good & close Friend's of mine too!! Haha!! Love everyone....

Hai yah, i got scolding by my mum, why u choose a work that's has no monthly income.. Hai yoo... Damm it lah... I was so angry and fardub already to talk to her.. Bcoz she always dont support me at all, since i started grown up.. Oh no..!! Im so disappointed? Why?

Lucky i have some best, good & close friend's of mine, always do support me, love, care & be with me..!! But i dont know, whether they are honest & loyal to me or not.. Keke!! I Hope they do!! Yeah!!!


So i just came back from makan.. Wow the whole day rainning today.. Oh lala..!!


Good to be in the same world again.. Muaksss!!


********* Saturday, 7/11, 1020PM
********* PauLine!


dancer_87 @ 6:15 AM


Friday, November 6, 2009
I'm GonnA work Hard..!!

Oh yeah, today is Friday again..!! W/end has arrived again..!! So fast time passed like a wind..!! Oh No!!

Yeah Finally i have joined the career that i was hoping to do so..!! Finally im in again.. New born baby into the job..! Oh no. Hopefully i can make it..!! Yes i do.. So that i dont wan anyone of my love's one's to worried about me, or look down on me..!! So shy..!! Ai yoo!!!

Today im so glad, to have yam cha with my dearest mama!! I miss her so much, having good time together has been half a year didt keep in touch..!! Oh no..!!!
So glad to meet Jen & Wesley as my senior & Role Model... So i can do it too!! Yeah... Do come and support me..!!

Love all of u...!! !

I'm going to cherish and take up the good work..!! Oh yeah!!!


U know what i want ritez Lord...


******* Friday, 6/11, 1130PM
******* PauLine!!


dancer_87 @ 7:27 AM


Thursday, November 5, 2009
"Will It Be A GoOd or BaD Start"!!

Today is Thursday already, my favourite day as well!! I wanted to go to CF MV..But no, im not going b'coz something something lah..! Im going to Myoga for Zumba with Sophia too!! Yeah!!! TOnitez im going for Jason's Class too!! Yeah!!!

- Im missing everyone of my best, close & good friend's..!! :(..!!

I'm going to move forwards with my dream's career & job that i want to do & love..!! I will never give up no matter what happen? I will make it come true and do it with my whole heart & effort too!! Yeah!!!! I wan to achieve's my goal's..!! Oh yeah!!!

I dont want anyone to be worried, and look down on me!! I wan to be success in life too!! haha!!! Lammmmmmeeee!!!

Life's too short if you dont cherrish & apprieate every moment in ur life, and love's one's around u..!! kaka!!! SO do it now before its too late to do so... :).... Agree with me!!! 2012 is coming soon already..!!


My Prayer;
1. Dear Lord, May u continue to hear my prayer's & need's lord, guide, lead & be with me ever lord..!! Look after me, make my dream's & prayer's come true lord..!! I hope everything will be fine..!! Protact me, keep Me in good health, safe & sound's, be with me, always..!! Make our relationship closer to u lord, and make our relationship to love each other till we grow old lord..!! Make everything mircale's lord..!! IN ur hands..!! Hope that i will hear good new's of Work later lord..!! Make it thru..!! In Jesus Name, I pray Amen..

2. Lord, continue to heal Jie Mary Ajan..!! Be with her lord.....

3. Lord, i would like to pray for all my Love's one's; My mOther, My Bf, My GOd Parent's, My GOd SIster's, MY good, Best & close Friend's, My Friend's, My Relative's & etc ... Protact them, keep them all in good health, safe & sound's, be with them always, hear their prayer's & need's lord, take good care of them lord, make them be closer to u lord..!! In Jesus Name, I Pray Amen..

4. Heal the World, keep the world safe & sound's & will Not be END OF THE WORLD..!!


In Jesus Name, I Pray Amen.......



**************** Thursday, 5/11, 10AM
**************** PaUlinE..


dancer_87 @ 7:21 AM


Wednesday, November 4, 2009
Wat's Going On!!

Today is Wednesday, is one on my good Friend bday today..!! Happy Bday..!! So fast time fly's like a wind..!! OMG...!!! How i wish everything & including myself can change into mature person..!!! I want to be wisely, mature, professional in life..!! Oh lord, be with me, guide me, lead, help & be with me always..!!

- Lord, i could felt something is not right somewhere? Oh my..!! I wan to be more mature lady, and have a better future in life..!! I dont know why ppl think im trouble maker? OMG.. Its very hurt's me..!! :( Signffffffffffffffffffffffff!!! But nvm i wont distreat them at all, i will still love, care and be with them all the time..!!! No matter what happen? Im the person who dont like to talk bad behind any one..!! I always love to talk good thing's about them, love them, care for them, support them as i can, my friendship will always be there with them all the time..!! I love them all..!!! I will never let them down at all..!! I care & love whoever i love the most....!! Dats me!!! Yeah!! !:)

- I always look & think for my future life dat i wan to be successful in life..!! With my career that i love..!!

Dear Lord, I'm very glad & happy dat u send me a Prince Charming BY the Name of Cephas Yap to me..!! He is like an angel..!! Lord, continue to guide, lead, help & be with me always lord, guide me in my career & job that its suits me the best. Hope i will be successful in life, and i like the job lord.. Be with me, hope to hear d good new's by this week lord..!! Guide me & be with me lord..!!
Hear my prayer's & need's lord, hope that i can be successful Professional Line in my career & job too!! Guide Cephas & Me into our future life and now too, walk closer to each other and ur kingdom too lord..!! Hope everything will be under control to see the future coming, with our own life, into married soon too lord..!! Hope everything will in ur care & hand lord.. Tx Lord..!! amen..!!


My Prayer,
1.Lord, continue to be with me, hear my prayer's & need's Lord, make it come true lord..! Hopefullly i can make it lord..!! Guide, lead & be with me lord..
Protact me, Lead, me, guide, keep me in good health, safe & sound's, hear my prayer's too, take good care of me too, lord...!! Hope everything will be in ur care & hand's lord..!! IN Jesus Name, I pray Amen..

2. Lord continue to be with Jie Mary Ajan..!!

3. Lord I would like to pray for all My Love's One's, My Mother, My God Parent's, My God sister's, My Good & Close Friend's, My friend's, MY relative's & Etc Else...
Keep them all in good health, safe & sound's, Protact them, hear their prayer's & need's lord, be with them always , Lord..!! Take good care of them Lord..!!
In Jesus Name, I Pray Amen........

4. Heal the world, keep the world safe & sound's.

5. Pray for healing's..

6. Pray for strength upon me, keep me strong, and etc else lord, Be with me Lord..!!

In Jesus Name I pray Amen..




********** Wed, 4/11, 1015AM
********** Pauline, Evil Devil..!!


dancer_87 @ 5:30 AM


Monday, November 2, 2009
I was So haPpY today!!!

Actually i was so sad & then suddenly i was so happy...!! I was so execited to meet my Prince Charming of mine..!! I was so execited and i was smilling all the time, i went for class, then my best friend said, why suddenly IM so happy..!! I didt say anything..!! I was so happy, b'coz i meet someone i love, & i have all my good & close friend's, that i love the most..!! Woon & Grace tan..!! Muakss!! They are so close, best friend of mine.!! Yeah!!!

Im so happy & glad, i finally meet my Prince Charming..!! We had alot of time together..!! Muaksssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss!!!!

Lord, i really hope i can do something i really wanted to do & be..! U know what i want ritez.. I wan to become Pro & Freelance dancer & instructor too!! Now im doing partly of something i love & like to doo.. I wan to do full time..!! Muakss!! I wan to do God work's too!! Lord, continue to Guide Me & lead Me.. Amen....


hallelujah..!! Amen..




******** Monday, 2/11, 11PM
******** PauLine, Darling!!


dancer_87 @ 6:55 AM


Sunday, November 1, 2009
HaPPy & SaD Memories!!!

MY HAPPY MEMORIES

1. I got alot of happy memories with my love's one's, good & close friend's i have...!! I love them all very very much.. They always make me happy all the time..
MY LOVE'S, CARE'S AND FRIENDSHIP Will always be there for all of you.... No matter what happen to me, i will never 4get all of u at all, u all have shine the world's to me..!! I know what is bad and good thing's around me, thx everyone... Thx for ur support and love too!! Thx....

2. I had meet a Prince Charming Guy last w/end at some church gathering, then i saw this person who was in BLACK..!! He came to me to say hello, and serve me..!! OMG.. I was thinking in my heart, he is gentlemen and same world as well..!! Wow Fantasic..!! Izit, God has send me this Prince Charming to me As my Soul Mate..!! oh goss....!! I was so happy and execited as well. I told GOd, IF THIS PERSON CALLED ME TO DATE ME OUT, i think u have hear my prayer LORD. THX LORD...!!

I finally know him personnally today.!! I was so happy..!!!!!! I was so tired, but i was execited to meet him too!! Finally we have meet once..!! Alritez..
God will continue to guide us..!! Thx...


MY SAD MEMORIE'S..

1. I was so unhappy & disappointed in myself..!! I feel very hopeless in something..!! Oh lord... I dont wan to say much.. But something u have hurt me i wont forgive & 4get about it..!! It will always in my heart & mind, with broken hearted..!! Lord, im trying my level best to forgive....... Oh lord..........


2. WHY ME!!!!





Lord, continue to be with me and all my love's one's around...




********* Sunday, 1/11, 1125PM
********* PauLine!!


dancer_87 @ 7:14 AM