Today is Monday already, I'm so happy at frist but after that I was not happy!
B'coz I have problem in my life that it's has passed but I can't forgive and forget
in my life at all..

People look down on me I never say anything I still love them and give
them my love to then. They hurt me I will not say anything because they are my truth
close friends to me! I really do love and care for you. If you say anything behind me I will not Blame you
but in very sad in my heart that will never recover again because it's has been broken many times
so sorry to say that. If you don't like me say it to me.


Now what i want towards my career and life are being pro business solution adviser
in my life seing my goals and hard work to build up my career towards my life!
I will not give up you all wait and see one day I will prove it to you give
me one or two years I will make that level. ....

Don't judge by the cover without knowing the person well enough!

Plz don't misunderstanding!


28/march/2010, Monday
Pauline!




I'm updating my blog for the whole week from Monday 22-28/March/2010.

What can make me happy doing what I love to do and working hard to earn my goals in deed
with flying colours.. I just need helping hands and Prement Clients too. I just need their support to help them
with their personnal or business solution's every individuals.

** I just feel that God is playing and testing each of
everyone of us our life's in deed. Seing how much you have faith and trust in God.
But I told myself that I will never give up. I will take the changellen in deed...
Be with me Father in heaven....

Help me to go tru with all your cares and support on deed..

So that I can see sucess in my life and career lord father.. Thx father in heaven..

Go with me and help me in deed..

Pauline!




Hello today is Thursday already, i know what im thinking and feeling now, i know some ppl are talking about me, but i dont know whether is good new's or bad new's about me, but i dont really want to know already, im sick and tired already to know so much.. :) I just want to be in peace with my mind and heart...

I just want to go somewhere is peace of mind, that nobody can disturb me, im already tired to all the complain's from all over... :) Im sick and tired of listening, i had keep so much heartache inside my heart, is already been broken into many many piece's already, its cannot be replace or fix it already.. :) Just bring me good luck's, and good health inside me.. I just want to work hard, able to success my career in deed.. :) I just everyone help's to sustain my life.. :)

I wanna to say a thousand thank you's & Sorry's to everyone.. :)

1,I want to say thanks to my beloved mum who always there for me, i will apprieate more if she understand me, its hard work that i have put so much effort on it, till i cannot even have a good sleep at all... :)
I do love her alot, but sometime's i really cannot stand it already, just made me alot of pain's.. :) Im so down when negativie's thing's towards me.. :(...


2. I want to say a thousand thank's & Sorry to GOD, he has blessed me so much, given me alot's of thing's that i needed, but its hasnt finish yet, i need more, he has not hear some of my prayer's yet.. :(. Please lord...

3. I want to say thank's to all my Good & Close Friend's around me, who always there for me, to help me, love, care, kind, understanding, & more.. Thanks everyone i wanna to say sorry if i had said something wrong towards you. PLease forgive me.. :)

You are great Speical Best Friend to me, thanks everyone, love you all always.. :)

Please Lord, hear my prayer's & need's, heal me.. :) In Deed..


25/March/2010, Thursday, 305PM
Pauline.. :) !




Today is moday blue again!! I'm suppose to start out with the good week and day!!
I'm stress and worried out my career bcos I haven't close any case this month..
I'm worried alot of things but my mind is not focusing but worried!!!
I really need to stand with my own two feet I will not give up at all...
I want to sucesss and suceed in my career.. Wish me good luckssss!!!!






22/March/2010, Monday!
Pauline!!!




Today is Saturday again, what a beautiful Saturday morning.. :) Fantasic, god is wonderful father in heaven who always bless me with watever im doing & going thru... God always blessed me, whenever im down, and in deed, just got to Trust & Hv Faith in God.. God is playing with you... :) He is testing you as well, so do you TRUST in GOD.... Ask yourself..

I'm already in the club, but im Serving Net in Garden's Club, waiting for class to start, im going for "Line Dance, Belly Dance & Zumba", too.Got gathering tonitez around 7 to 730PM, so hope it will be great time.. :) Love yah.... :)

Im glad to be back to the club again, b'coz its wonderful to be back again.. :) Im so glad, happy & blessed by all of my love's one's, good & close friend's who always there for me, who treat me so well, Love u guy's so much... :) without you guy's i wont be happy like before.. :)

Im working hard on my career to achieve's my goal's as well, im going to sit for exam end of the month, pls lord, be with me... :) Give me the confidence... :) Thanks Lord........

Lord, pls be with all of us, hear our prayer's & need's every individual's pls hear our prayer's & need's.. Thanks Lord...


Amen..


6/March/2010, Saturday, 1105AM
Pauline...




Today's Friday already, w/end has arrived again.. Wow time fly's like a wind OMG, wow fantasic about it ritez... Time is running short, fast as well.. I dont have enough breath to catch up with, Running QUICK like no one business... OH GOSS... OMG, how lah like that? Crazies ler...

I'm planning to go for "Belly Dance or Salsa", hmmm..
Im glad to be back to the club again, i hope and "CROSS FINGER", that the new managment will do the best and last longer.. :) I just happy to be back... :) But i hated too see someone gang's that is still in d club, doing f**king stupid face in the club, and too some of my good friends too.. Hated it....

Oh goss... So i got to work harder to earn and catch up with my good work & career in life.. Oh GOSS....


Wish me all d best...


5/MARCH/2010, Friday, 1005AM
Pauline.. :)




Today Is Thursday is my Fav Day, I can go for my fav's classes, "Belly Dance, By Mama, Zumba By Ezen Chan", so sad Jason Ooi not free to teach for 2 week's.. :( But nvm lah, i will still wait for jason to come back to teach us.. :)

Today is "AGENT DAY", i got appointment with my GF to talk about bussiness... :)

Got to work hard, so that i can earn more money, able to enjoy in the future, work less too.. I Want to achieve's my goal's in the future too, able to do watever i want to do before the world end's.. :(. I hope it wont happen..... Pray Hard... :)

Lord, pls continue to hear our individual's prayer's & Need's that we needed.. :) Please hear us, help us, lead, guide, be with us.. Make our dream's & career come true in our life's.... Thanks Lord........

All this i asked in Jesus Name I Pray Amen..

4th/March/2010, Thursday, 1010AM
Pauline.. :)




** I heard alot of gossip about me, and my good & close friend's as well. What the crap is happening to us, why ppl think dat we have nothing better to do izit. Rather talking bad about ppl.. Hello, wat d hell are u talking about?

** Am I Being PLayed by anyone.. :P I Hope not........ :)

Hello We all are HUMAN BEING, we have respects for everyone, who treat's us nice & good.. Then we will treat back the same, hello do not played anyone feeling's ok...

**** I'm that kinda of person, attitude, behavour and anything else, I'm tough, Kind, Friendly, nice, helpful, Hardworking, firece in surtain thing's, nasty(WHEN ITS OVER MY HEAD), do not played any of my GOOD & CLOSE FRIEND"S, if not u will get it from me, Im the head leader for them....... Do come, go tru me before go tru them... GOt it....


Dont played with me, im chill padi, but im firece too.. Becareful, im SLIENT KILLER.. Hahahahha LOL...

I AM TOO TIRED TO THINK, i just want a peace of mind... The best place is, going to heaven... :)!!

2/March/2010, Tuesday, 1010AM
Pauline...




Today is Tuesday already, i was planning to go for my Fav Class "Latin & Belly Dance", but now i cannot go for Latin B'coz i got to work, waiting for call and confrim from my boss so i cannot go for class, but i will attend my evening class.. :)

I'm so happy, but i receive a call, then i was not happy already, b'coz that person answer me like not a really happy sound's.... I feel like im not helpful, since like that, i lack of confidence again, :(....

It's seem like i'm using ppl, HELLO, if i know the it i wont be asking anyone already... I dont mean to anyone.. Its ME.....

I just felt down, and push or being a FOOL...

I will not let this happen, went i fall, i must rise up again to be strong in deed... :) I will not let anyone to look down on me.. :) I will stand with my own two feet.......


Thanks everyone..

2/MARCH/2010, Tuesday, 1010AM
Pauline..