Oh today is Merdeka day, its monday blue now.. Last day of August.. So fast time fly's & gooooo!!!

Today it will be last class with Deno's In myoga....!! :(.. Signfffffff!!!!

I will be going to CF in MV, soon.. So sad cannot go to LOt 10 & sunway too.. SO sad.. I wish i could go there as well, to support my fav's Friend & instuctor too!! I miss her so much..!!! I want to be there for her.. I love her class's so much too!!!

I cannot belive, that Elva, Deno, Sunny, Mama@Farah, Bryan & Alex are leaving us too..:( OMG... SO sad..!!! I miss them alot.. They are all so professional...

- I wont give up on my dancing career, b'coz dancing is what i love & like to do now & in d future too.. Some of my good & close friend's know what i love & like to doo.. They all support me... Thx Friend's..!! I love you all so much..!!!!

- I want to teach, zumba & belly too, i need to practice's & do more classe's & course for Belly too..!! I want to be good & professional so that i can teach my future student's better & professional too!! Yeah.. Do come and support me..!! LOve yah!!!

- I dont really want to do something that i dont like...!! If i do something that i dont like, makes no meaning into my life..!! I want to do something that i love & passion..!! Oh yes..!!! I really like's it.. i love dancing..!!! Yeah thats me!!!


I got alot of thing's to say actually.. But i dont know where to start and stop...



My Prayer;
1. Lord, i need your help, guiding, leading & etc lord, i want to do something that i love & like the most lord, i dont want to do something that i dont like it..!! PLs help me lord.. Make's my wishe's & dream's come true oh lord, hear my prayer's & need's lord... Thx.. Amen..

2. Lord be with everyone i love, take good care of them always.. Amen.....




******* Monday, 31/8, 940PM
******* Love,s By Little Baby Angel, PauLinE!!!!




Oh today is Sunday, I finally went for Elva's last class in myoga..!! So sad.. Signffffff!!!!!!!! But i will still her in CF & practice's for performance too... Yeah...!!!!!

Today alot of student's in her class too.. I love her class alot...!!!!

I dont know what else to write already?

Just for now..!!!

Today is Merdeka Eve's but im at home, i have no date to ask me out... :(... Signfffffffffffff!!!!!!

******** Sunday, 30/8, 1030PM
******** Love's, By Little Baby Angel, PaulIne




I never feel unhappy with my good & close friend's in the club, they always makes me happy.. I will never want to lose any of them..!!!
When im out from home or work, i feel very happy to distress myself, when i reach to the club & attend classe's and see my fav's friend's, i will feel so happy!! I never forget the sweet memories i had spend with; Elva, Sunny, Deno, Sandy, Woon, Grace, Fiona, Germaine, Cat, Cay Mee, & the whole gang, to many to write.!! I always feel so relax and happy when i see them to have good time together.... They always understand me better & well.. Im so happy to know each one of them ........

- When i start teaching in the club or anywhere, im sure alot of them are waiting for me to teach the class, then they all will attend & support my class.. SO sweet of them & touching good & close friend's i had..!! Love u all. So much...!!!!



******* PauLiNe!!











Hai yah, so sad & i cannot believe to see everyone is leaving the club.. SO heartbroken..!!!

Yday was my last class with elva@MYOGA..!! I was happy & sad as well, to say gdbye to her.. So hard for me to say gdbye.... I miss her alot, and i love her class alot more then other's as well.. But i will treat everyone the same & i love all our classe's as well too..!!!

- After class, we gave elva the gift & we took alot of sweet memories together, and spend alot of time together too!!! SO had a good time together... We gonna to miss her alot.!!!! So hard to believe it..!!!

- We are elva's fav student's, friend's, & fan's too!! Kekek!! We love u..!!!!!!!

Im gonna to say gdbye to the club as well, soon...!! But i dont know whether im going to countinue my membership in this club or not? I want to join CF too..!!! Im waiting for good offer's as well...!!!! When i stettle down my career, i will sign the membership in CF too..!! Cannot wait to do what i luv & like to doo!!!!!!!


Yeah tomorow im gonna to going for Elva's last zumba class in myoga.. I love it..!!!

Then monday, im going for Deno's last zumba class in myoga too.!! Then i be seing them over there too..! Love it..!!!!


So sad to see them leaving us.!!!




********* Saturday, 29/8, 1130AM
********* PauLine..!!




Today Im going my Line Dance with Deno & Belly Dance with Elva... IT will be my last day & week joinning Belly Dance with her... I'm Gonna to miss her alot..!! B'coz i really like her class so much and her as well..!! :( Signffffffffff!!!

I love Farah as well, she is a great Professional Teacher & Dancer too, but its a bit kinda of hard for me, b'coz she teache's the Professional Way lor..!! But im trying my level super best in her class.......!!

Im gonna to miss Elva's Zumba Classe's as well!!! :( But im trying my best to go for the Classe's iN CF....!! Im not going to give up my dancing career.!!!

- I cannot believe this thing is already happening in the club, i'm so a long member in this club, seing 1 by 1 leaving the club.. OMG....!! So sad..!!!

I wish it wont happen...!!

I wish Elva, Deno, Sunny, Bryan, & Alex will come back to teach's in the club again....!! WE all going to miss all of you so much..!!

All the best guy's..!!!!

DOnt worry i will come over there to support each one of u again!!! Soon!!!

Y'day i went for my 2 fav's classes with Elva & Jason Ooi, too..!!! I had a lot of good time & fun in elva's class.. As normal we all make noise in d class to make her happy too, we will always be there to support you & anything u need, we will be there to help you out..! We're 1 big fitness family..!!!


I teach 1 song in Jason's Class, Jai Ho........ I love the song so much..!!!



******* Friday, 28/8, 920AM
******* Love's, By Little Baby Angel, PaUlInE..




Oh Father IN Heaven,

The thing's i like to do & love is Doing what i love & like to do..!! I want to have a career that i love the most..!! My Career that i want to do & like is Becoming a Professional Dancer & Teacher too, i want to be in Fitness Line@Dancing Line too!!!
Thats what i really want to do....!!!!

So ppl think's that dancing is my Hobby...!! NO DANCING IS NOT MY HOBBY OR FOR FUN... Im very serious about this... Its my career and i want to do so..!!

1. Lord, i really want to do work & do what i love & like to do, so i hope i will get the career that i want...!! Lord, pls help me and makes my dream's & prayer come true oh lord... Pls be with me lord..!!! Guide Me, Lead me, & Help me.....!!!

I hope i can do what i really want to do, i dont want to waste my time doing what i dont like to do...!!!!!!!!!!!!

2. Continue to be with all my love's one's oh lord... Be with them always... Amen.....




******** Friday, 28/8, 930AM
******** Loves, By Little Baby Angel, PauLine..!!




Today i was so happy & sad as well. B'coz im attending belly with elva in myoga last class today.. :( so sad to hear this & seing this happening?

After class, jax, me & wendy gave elva's the gift.. She was so happy & touch by us..!! I hope she like's the gift that we bought for her...!!!

So after class, we tooked pic's & we had good yam cha together in Steven Tea Garden@MV...... So im going to post the pic's when she upload's the pic's..!!! kekeke!!!!!!!!!

Nothing much to says...!!!


****** Friday, 28/8, 1110PM
****** Loves, By Little Baby Angel, PaulinE!!




1. The thing's & career that i love & like is.... Become A Professional Dancer & Instructor is my career.. Its not my hobby or for fun..!! Im very serious about this career & talent that i have my in body & blood......

-sometimes ppl dont understand me, whether its my hobby or not...
Its not my Hobby...!! Im very serious about this........

Yes some of my good & close friend's know dancing is my career & I REALLY WANT TO CONSIDER IT AND BECOMING MY 1ST CAREER THAT I LOVE..

I want to do something that i love & like.. I dont want to do something that i dont like it... If not is no meaning for my life lah.......

Im not being stupid or childish ok.. Is my truth....

If im playing a full with it, then why i pay so much for the course & all the classes that i went under..!!

So im not playing a fulll........


DANCING IS MY LIFE!!!!! WHAT I WANT TO DO & BE..!!




******** PaulinE!!!




Today i went for my zumba class with elva & later with Jason Ooi..!!

I told myself, i will not give up on my dancing career that what i really want to do for now & in the future too..... So i wont put this down with any thing.... Thats me..

So nobody can stop me with my dancing career that what i want to do next.!!!

** My Dancing & singing is my life as well.. So i will not give this up at all.... I will make this come true with what god's has given to me..!! So i will not lose this or any oppurinty which & what is coming ahead of me..!! So i will do what my hearts & minds says.!! So i will move on with my next dancing career & function...!!!

** So now i need to move the next step is becoming & teaching zumba class by my own..!! So now i undergoing practice's & classes to improve my steps & style..!! Heheheh!!


So i hope everyone dont think's im inmature or what ok...

Life is too short to be wasted & unhappy..!! So better do whatever you want to do & become better do now, before its tooooooo late..!!! Agree with me..!!




******* Thursday, 27/8, 430PM
******* Love's BY Little Baby Angel, Pauline!!




Today i went for Belly Dance with Elva & Hip pop with SUnny, i had alot of good time in elva's class & sunny's class too...

Im going to miss them alot, everyone is going to be sad & missing as well......


Today after belly, we all went to Italiness for yam cha & discuss about the performance as well.. yeah we are going to start the practice's next week wednesday already, yeah cannot wait to start.. Muahahahahahahhahhaah!!!!!!!!

But got 1 thing im worried about, yes my new job!!! I dont knw what is the answer will be ler? I hope they will accept me...


** Elva & Jax said to me, why dont i tell my mother, that i dont want to work & just concerate on my dancing career... Yes, in my heart & mind said that i REALLY WANT TO BE & ALREDY CONSIDER IT AS WELL... But i dont know whether she we will support me or not ler....

I really want to concerate on my dancing career , what they had said to me..!!!



I really want to work & do what i love & Like to doo..!!!!!! Yeah!!!



Pls lord, be with me, and guide me, hope you will hear my prayer's & need's, and take away all my worryness.... Thx lord......!! Amem..!!



****** Wednesday, 26/8, 1035PM
****** Loves, By Little Baby Angel, PaulIne!!




Oh today is Wednesday, so fast time fly's so quick...
Im all alone now, b'coz all of them went to Genting.. I dont want to go b'coz too many ppl and i got class to go later. Hehehehe!!! I love my class more..!!!

Im going to Belly Dance with Elva darling.... Got to discuss some important thing's...!!! Yeah!!!! Love yah!!!!!!!! So better be good.....

Nothing much to say already.....



****** Wednesday, 26/8, 10AM
****** Loves, By PaUline Cutty...!!!




Hai yah. today is monday bluesssssssssss!!!! Im sitting infront of the pc, i waited to download the song's also takes ages to do so... So slow the internet goes OMGgggggggggggggg!!!! So geramnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnyaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!

- I dont know why suddenly i feel so different and i dont know what is really happening to me? :)...!!!

I think im sad & worried about b'coz my sifu's are leaving myoga, they will be teaching the last week in MYoga already...!!!!! So sad... So emooooooooooo!!!!

But i will never going to give up my talent at all..!! I will still continue dancing in CF, myoga & Outside as well toooooooooooooo.... :).....

I dont know whether im lost in my life so where stuck OMG.....!!!

- Somemore im going to start work in Ampang already, so fast already.. I dont know whether is GOOD NEW"S OR BAD NEW"S!!!!!!!!!!!!!

- Im worried , if i started working there, i dont know what time i will finish work and able to get to the club...!!! I will stuck in the heavy jammmmmmmmm OMGggggggggggggggggggg!!!!!!!!!!


Anyway im looking for the postive answer......... I Hope soooooo!!!

Lord please be with all of us lord.... Amen.......



Im planning to go for my fav class Zumba with Deno... It will be my last week enjoyed with all of them!!! :( so sad.!! Signffffffffffffffff!!!!!!



********* Monday, 24/8, 1205NOON
********* Loves, By Little Baby Angel, PaulIne potato..!!!




Yeah today is sunday, i finally went for my fav class then i got dancing rehersal as well too..................!!!
Suddenly my babe called me to went for a drink in starbucks...!! Then after that i went somewhere, then attend class, then went for lunch with Jen & then went to CF to have a looked too then saw elva's class too!! Wow...........

I dont know what to say already..!!!!




****** Sunday, 23/8, 10PM
****** Loves, By Little Baby Angel, PaulIne!!




TodaY is Saturday already, i was so peace with the internet, its so slow omg... So peace with that?

I went for my 3 fav's classe's.... I went for Line Dance with Lily, Belly dance with mama, & zumba with Deno.. I had a lot of good time's before i dont have chance to dance again with all my fav's instructor's @ good friend too.. Im going to miss them alot more..!!!

We told our hot mama@Lily, that this thing happening? Oh No!! So sad to hear about this thing's happening......

** I'm gonna to start my own zumba class soon already liao!! But now, its one big problem, the internet is kind of f**k***g slow ler.. I cannot stand it omg.!!!!

So i need to download alot of my fav's zumba song's that i want to teach in my class..!!! OH yeah..
I know so many friend's of mine, are keeping on eye on me, and wanting to come for my class too!! Thx darling's... I do apprieate it..!! Love yah!!!!


******** GOD BLESS ALL OF US LORD..!!


******* Saturday, 22/8, 11PM
******* Loves, By Little Baby Angel, PauLine!!




Oh NO...... Yday i was so happy & joyfully when for my fav class with my good friend Elva's zumba class.. Its was so fun & great... We are the 3 monkey's in the class making alot of noise & having fun at the same time.!!!!!!! :)...

Jax, Elva & Me were the only happening friend's & student's as well!! We love Elva so much, till we take sempity nak tinggalkan elva dari myoga..!!! We're going to miss her as well..!! So sad, that they all going to leave myoga soon, next week is their last week teaching us i guess sooo!!!!!!!!

I finally enjoyed Jason Ooi's class as well, finally its was fun Fun fun & enjoyed but not as much as elva's class lah..!!!!

Heheheh!!! So bad right..!!! Suddenly this whole week, my mood was good as well, but im still so sad to hear the new's..!!!! Hai yah!!! Poor guy's..!!!!


I really hope they will have a good start in their new place soon!!! Dont worry i will joined there soon!!!! Alright.. If im around, i will always support all of u no matter what.. !!! Love yah!!!!


******* Friday, 21/8, 905AM
******* Loves, By Little Baby Angel, PaulINe!!!




Dear GOd In Heaven,

1. Lord, i really want to work & get the career/Job that i like & love to work in ..!! I dont want to work, that i dont want to be in lord..
PLease Lord, guide, lead & hear my prayer, so that i can work & get the career that i love to be in lord...!!!!! Hear my prayer again lord.. Thanks.. Amen..

2. Lord, i want to pray for all my love's one's; My Mother, My god Parent's, My god sister's(MM), My good & close Friend's, My relative's, my friend's, all everyone else...Protact them, Keep them in good health, Safe & sound's, May your angel's be upon them always lord, Hear their prayer's & need's lord, be with them always lord, In Jesus Name, I pray Amen......

Halelujah.. Praise the Lord...


********* Love's, By Little Baby Angel, PaulinE!!




Yday i went for Hip pop class, sunny said that next week is his last class with us..!! :( so sad to hear that.. No wonder they all are so sad to hear this..!!!
But i told him dont worry, i will come over there to support you all and attend your classes there tooo!!!!

TOday im going to pick up my new baby in the workshop.!!!!!
TOday im going for my 2 fav class with Elva & Jason OOi..!!!!! Always thursday is my fav class & day..!!! Yeah!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I dont know whether Elva will be happy or not?


***** Thursday, 20/8, 940AM
***** Loves BY Little Baby Angel, PaulinE!!!




Hmm... Today i send my baby to the workshop for check up..!!! So my baby will come back around 630PM, but i will put my baby overnight..!!! Tomorow i pick it up...

TOday im planning to go for my fav class Hip pop.. Hehehe!!! I hope they are not leaving Myoga too..!!! Im going to miss them alot..!!! Hmm!!! :(....

Nothing much to say already.!!!!!!




****** Wednesday, 19/8, 1PM
****** Love's BY Little Baby Angel, PaulinE!!




Hmm.. Today Is tuesday, Im going for my 2 fav's classes By Ryu Cheong..!!! So damm fun & loving it..!!!!!

** Today i dont know whether my busybody uncle from Aussie coming to stay in my house or not.. :P I dont really like it..!!!!

So irrating about them.....................................!!!!


My Prayer
1. Lord, i hope that i will get the job that i love & like to work as.. I hope you will guide, lead and bring me to the career that i love & like lord... !! I will not fail you lord..!!! Thanks Lord.. PLease be with me..!!

2. Lord, i want to pray for all my love's one's; MY Mother, My god Parent's, My god Sister's(MM), My good & close friend's, my friend's, my relative's and everyone else too. Guide, lead, be with them, keep them safe & sound's & good health, protact them, be with them always lord..!!! Watch over them too.. Amen..


In Jesus Name, I pray, Amen..



******* Tuesday, 18/8, 910AM
******* Loves By Little Baby Angel, PauLinE!!




Oh yes, yday Saturday was my sister in christ Big Day, Ying Mei's getting married with her prince charming hubby.. All of us were so happy for her seeing her getting married with a successful hubby in her life..!! So sad & happy for her too.. Thats she has got her other half patner to be with her whole internal life.!!! Praise the Lord..!!!!

We went to church early in the morning around 10Am, to prepare and get ready for the programm and blessing!!!! FInishes about 1PM..!!!!

So after that we went home to rest and get ready for the big night, at Sheratton Hotel in SJ..!! Its was a grand & big wedding dinner..... :P Wow!!!!!
I was so happy, i saw all my other's god parent's i was so happy to see them all in good health and able to see them again..!!

Then all of them asking me, when is My Turn For Your Big Day, i said soon..!! Better make sure all of you can eat, sing, walk for my wedding yah!! They all said Yes of course, i will be there.!!! To sing too!! Thx.!! I was so glad.. TO have all of them into my life!!!

So we went back about midnight already, cannot dance with the Mr & Mrs Mah, so sad.. I miss them sooooo much..!!! Hehehe!!! Great sweet memories.!!!!! I wish i will have a good & sweet memories too!!!


******** Sat & Sunday, 15/8 & 16/8, 920PM
******** Loves, BY Little Baby Angel, PaulIne!!




Today Im going for my Classes b'coz tomorow i might not be going for classes...!!
Im going for Line Dance with Ryu, Belly Dance with Elva thats all i guess..!!!

Okay im planning the thing's ahead of me now.. !!! I will never let my close friends & good friend's to look down on me, and whoever as well.!! I will move on with my spirit and trust in myself & god too!!!

I dont want anyone to be sad & worried for me at all. I dont care what ppl talk's bad or good thing's about me, i wont care anymore already, one day, someone will do back the same thing's to them one day.!! .. I didt mean to say that? But its the truth darling's..!!!

I will never look down on anyone, b'coz i loves them alot more then myself..!! Thats me.!!! My friendship & love's is more important then myself.. I do for the best for everyone if im still alive in this earth..!! Thats me!!! I hope you will apprieate me better..!! Wakakak!!! NO lah just kidding.. I will support you if you mention to me earler ok..!! I will be there for you no matter what? Love yah!!!!


Take care darling's & love's one's..!! God bless you all..!!


******** Friday, 14/8, 920AM
******** Love's, By Little Baby Angel, PaulIne!!




Today is my fav day of the week..!! Im going for 2 class of my fav with elva & Jason ooi..!! Yeah i cannot wait to go for Zumba class in the afternoon.. I love elva & her class as well.. Im going to miss her class already, b'coz starting next month, i dont know what is going to happen in d club duo..!!! I cannot believe surtain thing's are happening to the world & club too!! OMG..!!! I cannot believe it..!!!


1. Im worried for myself what is going to happen to me in d future and ahead of me now..!! Im worried, sad & stress, whether i will get the career that i want to work as & be or not..!!!
Just pray to god for good new's happen & miracle's come true ..... Thx Lord..!!!

2. Im worried for all my love's one's who are still in this earth, pray for safety and good health as well... May god bless everyone that i love.. Amen.....

3. Be with us lord.. Thx... Amen..!!!


My Prayer
1. Lord, i want to pray for myself, that i will get what i want to be lord... :P I need your help & guidence from you lord, be with me and bless me with..!!!
Hope that i will get the career that i love & want to be now & d future too..!!!

2. Lord, i want to pray for all my love's one's; My Mother, My GOd Sister's(MM), My God Parent's(in all d churche's), My good & close friend's, my friend's, my relatives & everyone esle too..... May you bless them , be with them always, protactt them, keep them in safe & sound's & good health, may your angel's be surround them always lord. Thx Amen...

3. Lord i want to pray for all your children's who are not well, bless them, heal them, shower your healing power's upon them and heal them once again lord... :P Heal them and be with them always lord. Amen..!

May god bless all of us now & always lord.. In Jesus Name, I pray Amen...


Make's my dream's & prayer's come true lord.. Amen...


****** Thursday, 13/8, 920Am
****** Loves, By Little Baby Angel, PaulinE




Today i went for my fav class zumba in the afternoon with Elva, and then go for yam cha, with Elva, Jax & Sandy to MK..!!! WoW!!!!!!!!
I had a lot of fun in elva's class so much, its release my stress & Unhappness too...!!!! I love it..!!!!

I went for hair cut at 4pm with Centro@Celine Yap, i love her so much & her design as well.. GOod hairstylist too..!!!! Im very happy with her.. I got a new hair sytle again.!!!!!! oH yes!!!! I love it...!!!!!

I went for zumba class with Jason Ooi. Its was fun & a bit boring as well.... Hmm!!!!!

Oh yeah..!! Im so tired and everywhere aching already.. I need to rest already.. so tired.!! Gd nitez...!!!


******* Thursday, 13/8, 1105PM
******* Loves, By Little Baby Angel, PaulIne!!!




Oh yes, today is wednesday time fly's so quick quick quick.!!!!!!!! TOday i finally went for my hip pop class with Sunny..!!! We all are sad b'coz they all are going to leave myoga soon already.. so so sad.. I dont want they leave the club & Cali as well.. :(.........

Im going to miss Elva, SunnY & Deno as well, they are my good friend's & good teacher's as well..!!! :(... I will never going to forget them, im going to join CF when i finish my contract in Myoga.... :) See how its goes..!!!!

I dont really want to leave myoga as well. I want to keep the membership they and CF too, when i stettle my job then i will join CF too.!!!!! Oh yeah.!!!!!!

Oh lord, please continue to be with me lord.... U hear my prayer's & need's too right.. Thanks lord.. Amen....


******* Wednesday 12/8, 1020PM
******* Loves By Little Baby Angel, PaulinE!!




Hai yoo... Since last w/end till this w/end got so many many dinner's going on oh no.......!!! Die lor... Becoming fat fat fat..... Some more yday, i cannot go for my fav class zumba to burn fat...... Then 2mrw i dont know i can go for hop pop class or not, then saturday i cannot go for my 4 or 3 classes... OMG..!!!!!!!!!


****** Tuesday, 11/8/09, 935AM
****** Loves, BY Little Baby Angel, PaulInE!!




Wow today is Monday Blue, so fast time fly's..!!
We celebrated my mother's bday in advance with MM on Sat & My god parent's on Sunday... I think she had a great time spending good time together..!!!

I dont know whether im happpy for myself or not?

Im getting worried as well.. I dont know what shall i do?..
I want to work and do what i love to do.. I dont want to work and choose the career that i dont like it..!!!

My Prayer
1. Lord, i hope you still continue to hear my prayer's & need's that i need your help oh lord, please hear me.. Make's my dream's & prayer come true.. That what i want to work as ... Oh lord, please make it quick before its too late lord...... Hear my prayer and be with me oh lord in heaven.. :P Amen..!!!

2. Lord, i would like to pray for all my love's one's, My mOther, My god sister's(MM), My god parent's(From all the churche's), my good & close friend's, my relative's and everyone else..!! May you continue to hear their need's & prayer's lord, protact them, keep them in good health, keep them safe & sound's, be with them, may your angel's be upon them always lord, be with them, now & ever lord. Amen..!!

3. Lord, i would like to pray for your children's who are not well, heal them and shower your healing power on them and heal them lord, be with them always lord, give them comfort and blesss them, heal them once again lord.. In Jesus Name, I pray Amen..


Makes our dream's & Prayer's come true oh lord, in heaven.. Amen...




******* Monday, 10/8, 950AM
******* Loves, By Little Baby Angel, PauLinE!!!




TOday is Sunday already, so fast time fly's so quick like a winD OMG..!!!
Today i lead the praise & worship but it was ok, but i was too not in the flow by god grace, but i try my best to praise god for his goodness..!!!!!

Today, we went for Dinner together with the group? We had a lot of fun's and good time together.. This is the 1st time, i saw mummy happy...!!!!! Thx.. I hope she apprieate my love's & care's...!!! Heheheh!!!

May god bless everyone of us lord....




******* Loves By Little Baby Angel, PauLinE!!




Haha, i make a surprsie dinner for my mother, she doesnt know that i have plan a dinner with her good & close Friend's The MM..... We had dinner till now, we all just leave the restaurant..!! We all had a lot of thing's to talk and keep in touch with each other...!!! So much good time's as well... :P But im kinda of bored and apprieate by their love's & Cares..............

Had a good time together.....

I was the event's manager & organizer as well.. Wakakak!!!

But we miss Jie Selina, Aunty Pik wah, & Jie Noeline too..!!!! Miss them all...


****** Loves By Little Baby Angel, PaUlinE!!




Oh today is Saturday already w/end has come again... Today im planning to go for my fav's classe's, 1st Line Dance with Lily, 2nd Belly Dance with Mama 3. Probably Laughing class or Intro Aerobie's with Cheryl & Malcom..!!
I cannot go for Zumba class with Deno, b'coz got dinnee tonight and i got to pick up the cake, so i dont think i have time for zumba today.. :(...!!!

-Im very happy & sad as well, b'coz my good friend's & instructor are leaving from CF & Myoga..!!! :( I hope they all wont leave us alone here... Im going to miss Elva the most..!! B'coz i love her class and im going to miss Elva.!!!

- Im actually kinda of confuse, sad, disappointed & stress with surtain thing's im up too...!! :( I dont want to say much.!!

- I Hoping that i will get the job that i really love and like to do..!! I dont want to waste my time, working that i dont really enjoy and like ...!! I dont know why i think like that?

Shit men... :P Im so damm peace off and down... OPs..!!! Mind my words..!!

TOnight im putting a dinner celebration for my Mother, but i dont think she know's that im setting up a dinner for my mother tonight with her close & good friend's MM.. I hope she will be touch and happy...!!!


My Prayer
1. Lord, i hope & hope for the best that i will get a career that i really want to do lord, i dont want to waste my time that i dont like to do and love..!! Thats what im thinking about lah!!

Sorry lord, i didt mean to do surtain thing's i not suppose to do lord, please forgive me lord.. :)

Lord, i hope & pray that you will continue to hear my prayer's, guide me, lead me, be with me, bless me and look after me.. Hope that my wishes & prayer's come true in my life, that i can see miracle's happening to me, oh father in heaven.. :P

Please dont do the thing's that i dont like lord.. :P I dont want to disobey you at all and everyone else lord, please be with me lord.. Father in heaven..!! Thanks lord...!!!

2. Lord, i want to wish for the best and hope for the best in my life and my career that i want to be and do lord..!!! Amen..!!!

3. Lord, i would like to pray for all my love's one's ; My mother, My God Sister's(MM), MY god parent's(in all the churche's), My good & close friend's, my friend's, my relative's & everyone esle...!!! Please be with them, guide them, lead them, hear their's prayer's, protact them, shower your angel's upon them, keep them in safe & sound's, good health, may your angel's be upon them always lord... Now & always Amen..!!!

4. Lord, i would like to pray for all your children's who are not well, please be with them, heal them, shower your healing power upon them and heal them again lord, be with them and heal them oh lord...... In Jesus Name, I pray, Amen..!!

5. Lord, makes my dream's & prayer's come true lord, i hope to hear and see that coming ahead of my goes on lord... Amen....


In Jesus Name, I pray Amen..


******** Saturday, 8/8, 925AM
******** Loves By Little Baby Angel, PaUlinE!!!




Today is Friday already, time is flying so quick like a wind...:P
Im planning to go for Line Dance With Ryu & Belly Dance with Elva...:p I love elva's & elva class alot...:P I dont know what is going to happen to myoga & Cf too...:(..

Yday i was so happy and release all my worryness & stress.... I enjoyed Elva class so much, i love her class alot... :p her class always make's me feel better.. Whenever i see elva make's me feel happy, b'coz she is my good & close friend as well..:P I was so touch that my good & close friend Germaine Tan was so carrying & worrying about me as well & doris too...:P I love them alot... :P Im worried for myself as well too....!!!!!

Im down with surtain thing's that boderd me alot..:P

1. I dont know what i really want to do in my career for now.. But one thing i will never change is My Dancing Career to become Professional Dancer & Instructor as well too..!!

2. Im worried too many many thing's in my mind & heart.. I really need GOD help's to decide for me and guide me into the right path way lord.. :P

Please lord, guide me, lead me and be with Me Lord......

3. Be with me lord, guide me and lead me into the right path way lord.. Amen......

4. Im very very sad that my GOd Sister, Jie Noeline has gone to heaven for 1 week already, i do miss her alot.. She will be miss her love's By Little Baby Angel, Paulin Chang.. I Miss you Jie Noeline, i love you and guide me Jie Noe..!!!

5. I miss all my love's one's around me..!!

MY Prayer
1. Lord, guide me and lead me what i want to do and be lord, im so confuse and stress to think about it.. :P I dont know what i shall do now? Im so tired and confuse by everything is happening around me lord.. How? What shall i do lord?

Lord guide me and be with me lord.. I hope i can get the job dat i want to do lord.. PLease lord.. Be with me lord... Amen...

2. Lord, i would like to pray for all my Love's one's around me, My Mother, My god Sister's(MM), My god Parent's(in all the churche's), My good & close friend's, my friend's, my love's one's, my relative's and everyone else...:P Be with them, guide them, lead them, be with them lord, protact them, keep them in good health, safe & sound's, bless them & be with them always and ever.. In jesus Name, I pray, Amen..

3.Lord, i would like to pray for all your children's who are not well, heal them and shower your healing's power upon them and heal them lord, be with them and heal them lord, In Jesus Name, I pray Amen..

4. Lord, continue to be with each of everyone of us now and always lord, Amen...

Make's my dream's & prayer's come true lord, bless me lord...


****** Friday, 7/8, 1135PM
****** Loves By Little Baby Angel, PaUlinE...!!




Oh Yes, thanks for god's children's and answering some of my prayer's & need's lord... I think's GOD has Plan for me, thats why i think and feel GOD ask me to go for Bible Class with REV: Victor...... Im very touch by god grace and understand what Pastor saying... Thanks.....

Oh Lord, sometime's i feel very shy and no face to see my Mother.. But im trying my level best to do so... :(

TOday is Thursday already, Im going for 2 Zumba classes with Elva & Jason Ooi...
This class always make me happy & cheerfull... But the money wont last too long...
I dont know why so many thing's happening around here and me as well..:(....

- Im actually very down, stress, confuse and etc lord, i dont know what i shall do? I always feel that im useless and hopeless.. :(.. I just dont know what to say already... I feel that im doing my best for you and myself lord, i dont know what i shall do, move on or leave it... I know you brought me into this world god purpose right lord.. But i dont feel so happy & nice to be here.. :(..
I dont know why & what to do? I need help and advice...
SOmetime's i feel so shy to face all my love's one's around me, b'coz i bring sad & bad immperission to other's too...!!

- Lord, my heart's very hurt alot, i dont know what i shall do... 1 of my love's one's has gone to god hand's already.. IF you not helping Lord, i dont know what im going to do? kekekek!!!

** Actually, im not so happy whenever you see me, i just dont want anyone to worried about me, i trying to slove myself the matter im facing about... :) Thats Me..!! If i dont do it myself, nobody will be there to do for me..:P Right..

I REALLY NEED'S GODS HELP TO GUIDE ME AND HEAR MY PRAYER OH LORD.... :)...


1. Im very confuse, stress, & worried about, why no new's? I dont know which & what to choose and make up the right choice for my future? i need god's help so much....

2. Lord, continue to be with each of everyone of us here in this world...


My Prayer
1. Lord, continue to hear my prayer's and need's that i need from you...
I need a fav, i need advice, guidence, leading, and etc to make it happen.. I dont know what to do and choose now lord, please be with me lord... Amen..

2. Lord, to be with me.....

3. Lord, i would like to pray for all my love's one's around me, My Mother, My Pastor's, My god Sister's(MM), My god Parent's(In all churche's), my good & close friend's, my friend's, my relative's, My families in CHRIST, & everyone else.... May your protaction be upon us, keep them all in safe & sound's, good health, hear their's prayer's, be with them always.. IN Jesus Name, I pray, AMen...

4. Lord, i would like to pray for your children's who are not feeling well, continue to heal them, shower your healing's power upon them lord, heal them and be with them always lord... Heal them once again... :P In Jesus Name, I pray, Amen..!! GOd be with them always.....


5. Make's my dream's & Prayer's come true Oh lord, soon lord, not too long lord.. Amen..!!!


******* Thursday, 6/8, 920AM
******* Love's By Little Baby Angel, PaUliNe!!




Wow.. Today is Wednesday already, time fyl's so quick going to be middle of the month already.. Oh no..!! I dont know what to choose & suits me... Oh no...

Oh lord, please guide me, lead me & help me oh lord........

I'm so stress & tired till im having a bad headache.. Im so tired .....

My Prayer
1. Oh lord, please continue to guide me, lead me, and be with me lord, hear my prayer's oh lord.... I need to choose and suits the career that i want to be and do lord.. Please be with me lord...

2. Lord, i would like to pray for Jie Selina, please guide her, lead her and be with her, so that she can do her exam well... So that she can pass in her exam... Be with her lord.. Amen...

3. Lord, i would like to pray for all my love's one's My mother, My god Sister's(MM), My god Parent's(in all d churche's), MY good & close Friend's, my friend's, my relative's and everyone esle tooo..... Oh lord, be with me lord......

4. Lord, i would like to pray for all your children's who are not well, heal them & shower your healing power upon them and heal them lord.. Be with them & bless them always lord.. In jesus Name, I pray Amen...


Makes my dream's & prayer's come true oh lord, be with me...


***** Wednesday, 5/8, 950AM
***** Love's By Little Baby Angel, PaulinE!!




What trouble's me & making me so sad & disaapointed;

1. Im so tired & stress & worrying about, i dont know what to do & choose the career that suit's me. Im so tired of making dession already. I need GOd help's to lead me.. Oh lord, pls be with me..... :(.

2. Sometime's other's people from outsider's know's me better & understand me well enough.. But the closer one dont understand me well and support me.. always think's negative's ways.. I know she love's me alot.. :) thanks...!!
But i feel sometime's we dont unerstand each other well, like other's parent's does... whats makes me very upset and disappointing...!! But i know other's love's me & care's for me well...!! I would like to thanks all of them..!! THanks....

I want to do something, they all always support me and care's for me.. Thanks Friend's...!! But someone who love's me the most dont support me & care's for me, she always think's she is right..!! But nvm she always my mother....

3. I got alot of thing's i cannot forget and forgive.... iN my life....

4. I miss Jie Noeline alot, i dont know why she gone too soon..:P I wish she was here, to take good care of me, and i will take good care of her, i love her and miss her alot.. I wish she could advice me.. I really miss her alot, signiffffffff!!! But i thank god dats she dont have to suffer so much pain's in her life... :P But i feel very sad, that i didt say gdbye to her and hug her before she leave's...!! I dont feel nice at all, its my fault as welll.. I wish she could be next to me..!! I would love to be with her... I always hope thats she will be heal by GOD.....!! But now she is in GOd's Hands already... Im always your Little Baby Angel Jie NOe.......


5. Im so confuse...



******** Loves By Little Baby Angle, PaulinE!!




Oh goss... Im so sick & stress of thinking something now? Oh no & yes, i got 3 offer's that i dont know what to choose? OMG.. I dont know now? Im geTtinG mad already.. OMG.... God please help me & make up the right decission for me lord...
Im sick and fardub of listening to ppl talking....!!!!!
So sorry lord...:P PLs forgive me....



OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


****** Love By Little Baby Angel, Paulin!!




Oh my god, i went for an interview yday morning, it went well, and im hoping to hear good new's as well from them.. So i was very happy and worried about, so i ask my Mother, what shall i do now? Whether too choose, This company that i just went for interview, or Jie Chee Leng, Workplace.. OMG, im so tired and sick of thinking already...... :(, Please give me time to think, I will get back to you by this week, Friday yah.. I need time to stettle down and think about it.. Which Career, i want to be and see in d future too...... Oh lord.. Please help me..

I know everyone is very concern about me, love, & carrying about me, especially my Mother as well..:) Thanks for all your love that i had till now..:)

Few's thing's Im down & worrying about:
1. Im worrying about my Mother Health as well, i hope she will be heal and sustain in good health, by God Grace...... Thanks lord...

2. Lord, im stress, worrying, sad and confuse about, what im goin to do and want to become in d future.:( Im so tired and sick of thinking already...:)
Oh lord, please guide me, lead me and help me lord.. I need a good suggestion and decission which want i want? OMG.....!!!

3. Im being very sad & heartbroken That my God SIster that i love, Jie Noeline has gone to heaven last week Monday already..:(.. I was happy for her, that she has gone with god, so that she doesnt have to suffer so much pain..:P But im so sad, that she leave's all of us behind..!! Oh lord, & Jie Noeline, please help me...!!

4. Oh lord, u know 1 thing. Im actually very tired of thinking and make a good choice that i want to do and become in d future? I need your help Lord...

Oh Lord, PlEASE FORGIVE ME..... IM SO SORRY WHAT I DONE AND SAY.. PLEASE FORGIVE ME...

Oh lord, im so tired and sick already..:P But i really need your mighty help from you Lord... Please Lord.....................


My Prayer:
1. Oh Lord, i need your help, guide & lead me what i want to do and becoming in d future as well.. I need to plan ahead of my life already, what i want to be and stand in the next 5 Yrs ahead of me..:P U know what i want to do and becoming right....... Please hear my prayer's and help me lord.... Amen...

2. Lord, I would like to pray for Jie Selina, help her in her exam's and guide her oh lord. .GIve her strength, ablility and support by you lord, so that she can do the best in her exam's and pass the exam oh lord.. Be with her lord.. Amen..

3. Lord, i would like to pray for your guidence and leading of your hand's lord...

4. Lord, i would like to pray for all my Love's One's, My MOther, My God Sister's(MM), My god Parent's(in All the churche's), My good & close Friend's, My friend's, My relative's & everyone else. Please be with them, protact them, keep them in safe & Sound's and good health, be with them, may your angel's be upon them always lord.... In Jesus Name, I pray, Amen..

5. Lord, i would like to pray for all your children's who are not well, please heal them, and shower your healing's power' upon them and heal them oh lord, be with them always lord... In Jesus Name, I pray Amen...


Make's my dream's & prayer's come true oh lord.. THANKS....... AMEN


******** Tuesday, 4/8, 930AM
******** LoveS By, Little Baby Angel, PaulinE!!!




Oh today i went for interview already, i was quite nervous as well.. But im trying not to be nervous.... :).. I was so scared & worried whether im going to get the job or not.. The manager said, he'll email me by this wed whether im being accepted or not lor..

But i think i will get the job 90% lor.. But the place is so far.. Im still waiting for another 2 more offer's, im still waiting & called from them. Oh lord, please hear my prayer & give me the offer oh lord.....

Oh no, today is 1 week Jie Noeline passed aways already, this hour im getting to attend Jie Noe's wake service.. I was so upset & heartbroken to hear that jie noe pass on already..:(..... I wish she was here alive and being with us all...
May her soul rest in peace...

My prayer
1. Lord, thanks for answering my pray, do continue to hear my prayer's & lead me into the right path way oh lord.. I hope to hear & get the other's offer's soon...
Oh lord, please guide me & lead me, so that i can get the job soon oh Lord... Amen...

2. Lord, i would like to pray for Jie Selina is going for exam's tonight & Wednesday as well, guide, lead, give her strength,calm her down, so that she can answer all the Q's Correctly oh lord, so that she can pass her Exam's oh lord, pls be with her... In Jesus Name, I pray, Amen..

3. Lord, i would like to pray for all my love's one's, My mother, My god Sister's(MM), MY god Parent's ( all the churche's), my good friend's & close friend's, my friend's, My relative's, & everyone else... May you be with each one of them , protact them, keep them safe & sound's, keep them in good health, be with them, always lord.. In Jesus Name, I pray, amen, Hear their prayer's lord...

4. Lord, I would like to pray for all your children's who are not well, heal them, shower your healing power upon them, heal them and bless them, oh lord. Heal them lord.. In Jesus Name, I pray, Amen..

OH Lord, makes my dream's & prayer's come true oh lord....

***** Monday, 3/8, 740PM
***** Love By Little Baby Angel ,Paulin




Oh goss.. Im getting crazy already.. I need to release & relax, i think the good place to hang out is go clubbing & party party like wild & crazy babe's..!!!

I need to release my sadness and etc that im worried about since few month's ago already. Im sick & tired already.. I need to release out.. any suggestion where to go...

I'm planning to go UK & Aussie Next year, and this year maybe Thailand or S'pore..!!
I need to save money and time for myself to go for a nice holiday... Wow.....
Going to UK & Aussie need a lot of money so now i need to save money already..... hahah then i can go 4 holiday... Yeah!!!!

Oh Darling's, babe's when are we going to club club.. Suggestion not to late, if not we wont be able to anjoy together.... duo..!!!


********* Love Little Baby Angel, Paulin




Oh Goss....!! Wow today is Sunday already so fast time fly's so quick already..:(...
I hope its not August already, soon going to be middle of the month soon already.... :)..

I dream very wired thing's happen i dont know where & what happen?
I just very misses Jie Noe so much, i dont know what to do? I always love her and miss her all the time, i wish she was alive again, dont have to go so fast... We all miss her alot..:(... She will be misses by Her Little Baby Angel & all her love's one's around here.. Always remember her all the time, till we all meet agian in heaven..!!!! TO praise the Lord..!!!!!!

Now i really pray hard & hope for the best that i will get the job soon, when i go 4 the interview tomorow oh lord...!!!


My Prayer
1. Lord, i hope for the best and hope that i will get the job soon in my hands oh lord..!!! Oh lord, please be with me, hear my prayer and hope that i will get d job on the spot with my hands lord..
Makes my dream's & wishes come true oh lord.. Be with me and bless me lord.. Hear my prayer as well lord...

2. Lord, i want to pray for Jie Selina is going to sit for exam's on MOnday & Wednesday, please be with her, give her the strenght, calmness, and etc lord, so that she can do well and able to past the exam's lord, please be with her & keep her good health as well..
Lord, may you continue to bless her & her family as well, may your angel's be upon them and keep them in good hand's, protact them and be with them all always.... Amen....

3. Lord, i want to pray for all my love's one's, my mother, mY god sister's(MM), My god parent's(in all the churche's), My good friend's & close friend's, my friend's, my relative's and everyone else as well, may you protact them, keep them in good health, safe & sound's, may your angel's be upon each one of them lord, always, be with them & bless them all... Amen...

4. Lord, continue to hear my prayer & makes my dream's & wishes come true lord...
Guide me and be with me always lord.. Amen...

In Jesus Name, I pray Amen....


******** Sunday, 2/Aug/2009, 820PM
******** Love By Little Baby Angel, Paulin




Hmm... Wow today is already 1st of August already, oh my god... Time fly's so quick omg.... :P

Im getting more worried & stress as well, i hope that i will get the job soon, when i go to the interview and i hope that i will hear the good new's soon..:) Praise The Lord, Lord, please help me and hear my prayer.. I really need to get a steady job already, i dont want to sit down at home to wait for money or wait my mother give money, NO way..!! I really dont like it...!!

OH please Lord, hear my prayer and make sure i will get the job soon...!!!

TOday im planning to go for Line Dance with Lily, Belly Dance with Mama, Zumba with Deno BOy..... I hope i will have the mood to dance and enjoy my career and love's one's around me.. B'coz since monday i dont have mood to do whatever i love & like to do, b'coz im very down & shock to hear that my God sister has passed away with the Lord...!! :(..... Till now, im still missing her and wishing she is alive to be with each of everyone of us here...:P I do miss Jie Noe....... She will be miss BY Her Little Baby Angel & Love's one's around her too..!!! :( Sgnifffff!!!!!!


OH Lord,
My PraYer:

1. Lord, i hope that you will be successfully interview that i will get the job and hear the good new's soon after Monday yah.... Please help me & hear my prayer's whatever i needed lord... Bless me who is around me and what i want to do in d future as welll...

Make my dream's and strength stronger, like what my love's one's has told me to go and go ahead with what you love to do in my future.. I said thats right, i will move it and do it...:P Thanks everyone...!! I love you..

But someone dont understand me, what i want to do ? WHy is it so important to me?

I said, thanks for your suppport & encourgaing me, i said you all know me well, but someone who is very close to me, dont get it at all... :( Thats what me so down as well....!! GOd help me...!!

2. Lord, may Jie Noe will be in peace of mind & soul, dont have to worry about us and me as well.. I know you are worry about me right JIe Noeline, i hope that you will bless me..!!! Do take care all of us well lord, & JIe Noe....
May you rest in peace...

Lord, please look after Jie Noe's Families, b'coz she is not around already, do look after them.. Bless them and give them everything they need's..... Thanks lord, Amen..!!

3. Lord, i would like to pray for all my love's one's who are still in this earth, My Mother, My GOd Sister's(MM's & KL wesley's), God Parent's ( all over the churche's). My good & close friend's, my relative's & Friend's... May you continue to be with them, protact them, keep them safe & sound's, GOod health, bless them, hear their prayer's & etc else lord, be with them, and may your angel's be upon each of everyone of us lord, now & always, Amen..!!

4. Lord, i would like to pray for all your children's who are not well, please shower your healing's power & hand's on them, heal them and bless them all well.....
Amen....


Make's my dream's & prayer's come true oh lord...... Amen....



****** Saturday, 1st August 2009, 930AM
****** Love BY Little Baby Angel, PaulinE...!!