Hai yah.. Wow!!! Today is Elva, Monica & Sunny bday as well.. :P
So i dont know whether the person will be happy or not.. :P Oklah..
I wish them happy blessed bday to all of them.. :P May god bless you all the time. :P

Today im planning to go for my 2 fav's classes.. :P Zumba.. :P oh yeah....:P

Happy Blesssed bday tooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo them............... :P God bless you all..
Miss u all.. :P Chow.. :P



****** Im updating my blog at home.. 30/4, Thursday, 1042Am
****** Luvs Paulin




Oh goos.. :P What a nitez, i have a very wired dream for the passed few days.. :P I dont know what is happening to me.. :P I dream that one of my good fren, turns to ghost or something lah.. I dont know what happen lah? I was so scared and funny... :P

Hai yah... Im so happy and release already, i wrote a long long letter to someone, that i loved.. :P I hope that person will be happy & touch when the person read's it.. :P I hoped that the person will able to forgive me .. :P

** I pray for good new's to happen and able to get to work again.. :P
** Im wating for good new's to happen and etc will be fine.. :P

*** Oh no.. I dont know why suddenly i feel so happy and relax.. I Hope that etc will be fine and good.. :P Be normal again like before.. :P

**** Today im going for hip pop class.. :P

Today someone is flying off for Holiday in Europe... I hope they will have a great time over there... :P And dont grow fat... Wakakakakkkkkkk!!!!!


****** Im updating my blog at home.. :P Wed, 29/4, 1007AM, today is the second day of april... OH so fast men.. :P

**** Luvs Paulin




Oh yes.... I was so happy to see some of my old good fren's that i have for more then 1 year in the club already... I meet a old good fren and always she and her mother's was here all the time, her name is Jax, Jia Nee.....Im always close to them now and alawys as well.....

I had a good meal with Jax N Yunis too... we ate at cova in the garden's we had a good che chat together... Long time i never had a good che chat and meal together with all my good fren's that i had before... :P

I miss all my old good friend's that we always hang out on Saturday's mostly every week..... They are: The leader or event mananger is (Me@Paulin), Germaine(Photographer), Cay mee(Photographer 2), Irene Ng, Su, Monica, Lina, Anita, & Other's as well... We always have great time together... I really missed the fellowship and good time together... Since after CNY, we all break up already b'coz all of us been busy with work's & stuff's as well.. DOnt worry ladies, im good and fine.... I understand ok... Im not a small baby@Budak ok... Im grown up lady already, i wont stop u all already... If u all have time, then we meet up 1 day.. IF im still around & alive in this plant.. Wakakakak!!! Just kidding lah... :p im always here... :P


These are my good memories and good friend's that i had spend with... :P all the time..

I'll cherish all the moment's that we had... :P Love yah... :P Muakssss!!!


******* Im updating my blog at the club. now....
****** Luvs Paulin




Oh goss... I went for my fav class in the morning,i loved Latin alot, b'coz its my dreams and passion that i had since i was a small girl... I'll never give up on my Latin as well.. Im getting boring of belly dance already.....
Oh maybe i felt that when i see those people that i had before, maybe i got scared of already... Oh maybe im ignoring those kind of friend's that i had.. :P i dont know im confuse and sad already.. :P........ What shall i do now?

Sometime's and someppl really hurts my feeling's that i cannot forget and shut down away.. OMG, i dont know who can heal my heart brokeness...

HEY ITS TRUE... ITS NOT CHILDISH OK... :P

U can see that i wrote about my experience's that i had since i was a little baby... :P So i know how to see and judge ppl but not by the cover of the book or skin of the ppl ok... :P I know how to judge ppl by better ways of i know them close enough lor... :P

I always worried for all my love's one's around me and myself as well... :P I'll always love and care for all my love's one's and good fren's around me all the time.. :P Thats keep in my hearts always and ever and ever in me.. :P

Dont let down on me... By judging outside of the look of the book... Got it......


****** Im updating my blog on Tuesday, 28/4 702PM
****** Luvs Paulin




Oh Goss..... Later in the afternoon, im going for an interview in bangsar, i hope it will be fine.. :P I dont know what happen to the other's companies that i went for, no new's yet.. Oh Goss!! Im worried and scared.. Because so quite and no new's been heard.. I Hope i will have a good companies, co-woker, boss and good paid as well.. :P i wanted to wotk somewhere else and some other carreer, but no sound's from them ler.. :P I also dont know what happen and im getting worried as well. :P

OH Time has fly so quick.. Oh goss.. Dis Thursday is someone special bday i dont know what i shall get for her or do for her.. Im worried.. :P Im out of budget as well.. But how i wish i could buy her lunch or dinner and get something she like's.. :P Because i still wont gv up on that person... :P

Execuse this is me, when and who im close with or etc, i wont gv up on them, bcoz i love them alot, and i will take good care of them till they grow old.. :P wakakak!!!! DOnt worry trust in my hands.. :P

****** Im updating my blog at home, Monday 27/4, 1010AM
****** Luvs Paulin




Hai im back to update my blog.. :P
Im so disappointed and sad of myself.. Why im not that tall and have that kind of body shape or figure that i want to have and be... :P
My dreams to be a Airstewardes and model. Because i think i have that good shape, but i need to polish up my body hugging figure to be more fit and slim in a good health way.. :P I love to take pic's and wear nice and sesy cloths on me.. :P I do have that face or feature because im photogentic and have a tan looking face.. :P So i know im not that tall, but i have that kind of look. wakakakakak.. So perasan ler.. :P I just dont have the oppurinty because im not that freaking tall to become one of them as well of my carreer that i wanted too..
So now, i have another carreer that i wanted to become, i want to be a good dancer and instructor as well... I know i can do it, but now i need to polish up my steps and make it more prefcet..

Oh goss!!! I dont know what i can do already, sometimes i dont have faith in myself to become one.. :P But i will never give up on myself.. I can do it, and must have 100% afford or talents in me.. :P

Im still waiting for good new's and good thing's to happen and to be seen as well. :P

***** Im updating my blog at home.. :P Sat 25/4, 1005am
***** Luvs Paulin




Oh goss.... Mother's day are coming already.. Another 2 weeks to go.. :P I was planning to take my lovely mother for retreat to eat with her good fren.. :P Im broke b'coz im not working... :P But i will treat my mother for makan.... :P
My heart is still with my mother because she is no one can replaced my mother in my life.. :P she is always the best mother in the world.. :P Im sorry, i got to spend my mum money b'coz personnal matter cannot tell u guys.. :P Wakakak.. Just kidding lah.. :P
I know god will bless me with all the love's and care's of good new's that im going to hear from you god.. :P I hope and pray lord.. :P

Thanks for everything.. :P

Oh Yes its coming to Weekend already.. YEah!!!!
Im planning to go for Cha cha with Deno, Jazz or Ashtanga or Cycling.. Hmmmm... :P

I cannot decided ler.. :P Im so into it all.. :P

***** Im updating my blog at home, Friday 24/4, 11AM
***** Luvs Paulin




Hai Guys, im back again to updated my blog, i was so busy and tired.. :P Now im updating my blog.. :P
Its Thursday oh goss.. :P Time flies...:P
I dont know what im going to gift some of my love's one's for their bday.. :P Hmm.. :P Maybe i just wish them Happy Bday to them.. Sorry i dont have budget ritez now.. :P Hehehehe!!! wakakkakakaka!!!

Im waiting for good new's to hear from the place's that i went for interview last few week's ago men.. :P I hope to hear them soon. :P Thanks Lord..
Do her me.. :P

Oh yeah today is thursday 23/4, im going for 2 of my fav's classes and instructor.. :P Now and at nitez as well.. :P

Here is my time for updating for now. :P god bless you all, loves Paulin!!!


***** Im updating my blog at home, 23/4, Thursday, 1007AM
***** Luvs Paulin




Oh I went for 1 class today, im so tired and my leg's is aching because i went so many classes, because i love to dance.. :P I went for zumba with deno.. :P I love zumba so much and Latin as well.. :P

After Waiting for my dear, i was che chatting with Dear's mum.. We talk and get to know each other well enough. Im so happy that i found a good fren's as well.. :P I love them alot, i still love all my old Fren's and new's fren's as well.. Im always there for them all the time as well. I love them alot as well. Including my mum as well.. :P Oh yes.. :P

Im waiting to hear good new's from God..


**** Im updating my blog at home.
**** Luvs Paulin




OMG, i noted and notice that i think God has touche's my life and hear my prayer's and need's too.... I know that God will always be there for us no matter what and every hour's and minuties well men... God has spoken to me and i see my vision what im going to be and do in my life of carreer as well... :P I want it to very happen that i wanted it to happen to me.. I hope god will hear my prayer's and need's.. God will be there for us no matter what happen to us or him.... God will send miracle's what god has touche's Mrs Hactor Dutton.. So i know god will do that to other's as well.. OH yeah.. Trust in god..

**** I hope and pray that i will be accept and get into modeling carreer or other's that i wanted it of my dream's.. :P
**** I know some of my love's one's wants me to teach them dancing, but i dont know when im ready and able to start my own dancing class in private as well.
**** I hope and pray that i will hear good new's that i want in my carreer..

All the best for me, lord.

**** Im updating my blog at the club, Sunday 19, 3PM
**** Luvs Paulin




Hmmm... I went to the club, i join Cha cha with deno, i taught i dont want to go for class already, because the whole MV & Garden's has no water, they are changing the water tank... :P The MV & Garden's also has Fashion show in the both side's.. :P

Yeah i finally did my fav class last night.. :P Oh yes.. :P




****** Im updating my blog at home, Saturday, 18, 921AM
****** Luvs Paulin




OMG, so fast time flyies.... :P Today is my fav day, b'coz got cha cha with deno and ashtanga as well.... Im planning to go for Cycling,Ashtanga or jazz & Cha CHa with deno.. Hai yah.. Dont know which want to choose men.. :P I got so mnay choice's to go and choose.. Oh My.. :P

Im so full, i ate Fried Kuey Teow, with Veg's and Lala my fav seafood, once in a while only i eat, i dont want to grow fat men.. :P I so hard lost weight to keep fit and slim already.. SO my keep my figure of my body.. :P Oh yes!!!



****** Im updating my blog at home, Friday, 17 April, 1215Noon.
***** Luvs Paulin




I went for afternoon zumba with deno and then i went for makan with my two dear and darling's... And then we went for fashion show as well, so i didt go for zumba at nitez... :)....

We ate alot in the late afternoon lunch with CK(darlin) and Me .. We ate like a pig wakkakakaak... :P And then in the evening Dear, darling and me went for sushi as well.. :P OMG, so damm full, and then we headed to the fashion show week in MV.. :P
Its was good and great looking model's......

How i wish im working in the one of the company and become a sesy model .. :P I wish i can meet good handsome guys.. :P Heehehehheeh!!! Just kidding...
IN my life i wanted to become so many carreer and post as well, but i couldnt lah.. :P


***** Im updating my blog at home.
***** Luvs Paulin




Hmm What a day at the club, i was not in the good mood, because i dont know what happen to me, i sudden got so many thing's to think about it.. :P Oh shit.. I dont have mood to dance Hip pop just now as well.. :P Nvm lah.. Its all over now already...

I was in the mood of praising the Lord, i was all prepare and busy finding and talking to god about what and which pray should i thanks or say to him..


*** Im waiting and hoping for good new's and good thing's happen to me soon that i wanted it to happen to me.. :P


***** Im updating my blog at home.. :P
***** Luvs Paulin




Oh yes i finally have make my day happy and feel so fit and slim after going for 3 engry class today men.. :P Yeah 2 Latin and 1 Belly Dance with Mama@Farah.. :P Its was fantasic and great out work on it.. :P I love Latin, Zumba & Belly 2.. I need to work more and get fit and slim and shake like mama@farah on belly dance... so sesy and sesy moment's of the class.. :P

Im so tired and body ached... :P so nice to sleep tonitez men.. :P Oh yes... :P

Hmmmm... :) 1 day i must go for relax to release my stress and tension either muai thai or body combat, release my stress and shout as loud as i could.. Oh yeh.. Screammmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm!!!! Oh yes.. :P



****** Im updating my blog at home, Oh yes.. :P
****** Luvs Paulin




Hmmmm.. Planning for this week, tomorow go for hip pop class, thursday go for 2 Zumba's with Elva & Jason before zumba My dear & Me are going for sushi together, Friday, is Line Dance, Ashtanga,(Maybe) Jazz, Cha Cha with Deno, Saturday Belly dance, & Zumba and then in the evening go for movie with Cindy(Dear), CK(Darling) & Jo( If she come's with us lah), Sunday is Cha Cha and Ashtanga....... So busy week men.. :P

I Love Latin & Zumba alot more now already.. OH no, i heard that someone said that next year Elva wont be here teaching in myoga & Cf as well 2.. OMG.. Im going to miss her class and her as well.... Oh No.. :P :(.........

These are the planned im going to go and busy with my plan's as well.. :P oh yeah... :P so great and fun ler.. :P
But i missed the old gang that we normal hang out on saturday for our gathering and outting together.. SO sad already.. I dont know what happen already, they are change and acting like wired.. :P Hmmmmm!!!!!!!


****** Im updating my blog at the club.
****** Luvs Paulin
SO sad and heart broken, i dont know where are the old good fren's around and where they have been....OH MY... i Dont want to say much already........




I felt like im getting fat and not enough fit ler.. :P OMG, shit men.. :P
Im planning and thinking whether want to go for belly dance class with farah or not.. I feel that im getting fat soon already.. OMG, shit men.. I need to lose some more weight's at my hips there men.. I need to be more fitter and slimer, to do and go into my carreer, men.. :P
So now, i do alot of Zumba and Latin as well, yoga sometimes only lah.. I love Ashtanga By Ryu alot, and Basic Pilates By Adrian.. Hmm I need to be more fit and slimmer.. WAkakakkakaka!!!!!

Hai yah...Should go another 1 more class of Belly Dance or not.. Im so tired already, cause in Latin use alot of engry already.. Hmmm!!!


******* Im updating my blog at the club.
******* Luvs Paulin




Im telling myself to change my character,attitude and my carreer, will still be the same.. :P I tell myself that i dont want to look and act like small girl already.. Im grown up young adult already, so i must be mature and think wisely as well.. :P
I want to put my afford on my new carreer,when its come. I must work hard so i can earn more money so that i can polish up my dancing that i want to be professional.
I dont want to be so childish and act like... :P

I tell myself that i must not remember the passed that has gone thru already... Forget it, try to forgive and love my enemies that what bibile told us to do.. Yes im doing it... :P I must trust and be confidence in me.. :P so i will not keep all the sad thing's in my mind and heart... I will bring it out and put it somewhere far away.. :P I dont want to remember it already... :P

I must work hard time to work is work and play is play.. So i must not mix it, and i dont want to let down on all my love's one's that i can do it.. :P I can do it.. :P so let me it prove it to you all, then dont judge by the cover, if you dont know the person well enough.. :P

HELLO, im not a small girl or childish ok... :P sometimes its happen.. :P That you dont want it to happen.. :P execuse me.. :P I told you dont judge by the cover if you dont know the person well enough.. :P I dont like to talk bad about ppl or bad mouthing behind you all.. Execuse me.. :P
I dont like it and i hated it alot..
I LOVE TO TALK GOOD ABOUT GOOD FREN'S AROUND ME.. :P THATS WHAT I LOVE AND LIKE..
Got it.. :P



******** Im updating my blog at home, Tuesday 14 APril, 9AM
******** Luvs Paulin




Im planning and going for my fav's class in the morning Latin with Ryu.. aFTER that i might go for break till 530PM, b'coz in the evening got Belly Dance Class with Mama@farah... I also dont know should i go or not.. :P

Hmmmmm!!! I try my best to go for belly dance class if im not tired from the latin.. :P hehehhehe!!! OK good luck... :P



****** Luvs Paulin




Oh yes, i went for my favourite's class in the morning and early noon as well.. Im so tired and backaching all over as well.. Hmm!!!

After Samba class, dorris and me went for makan together we had good time talking with each other and then CK came after that we set down and che chat for long.... Hmm.. Im feeling so weired some ppl acting and behaviour... :( so wired i felt, i dont know what happen and why they are acting like that....

I just meet two new fren's and her mother as well, they are so sweet and nice to me, we had great time together che chatting and makan together... I feel sometimes they are too nice and dont know how to apprieate them or me sometimes as well.. They are so sweet doesn't look like mother and daughter...
I will not lose this oppournity to let go of them, i will take good care of them and i want to know them and get close to them more.
I dont want to be irrating and annoyed sometime's... :P I want to know them from far away from me.. :P But in my heart and mind, always my love's and care's and good relantionship as friend will be always there in my hearts and mind for them all the time.. :P
I hope they will understand me well enough... DONT JUDGED BY THE COVER BEFORE YOU KNOW THE PERSON WELL ENOUGH... :P I dont want to sound so rude and proud... Im a nice person, friendly, loving, carrying, outgoing person, love to enjoy love's and good fren's around me, treat them nice and well feed as well, happy go lucky kind of girl as well and etc else.. I dont lost my promise and i will do it, what i say and promise already.. I dont like to broke my promise and etc else as well.

I love to mix new friend's around me, when i know too well, i will not lost them at all, i will keep them close in my heart and mind, i will not forget what they had give me happy memories as well.. :P I will cherish they friendship and etc they shared with me.. :P
I hope the person will read it and dont judge by the cover, if you dont know the person well enough ok.. Got it.. I dont want to sound rude or proud.. I hated that... :P

Love u all, so much...... :P

****** Im updating my blog at the club, Tuesday, 405Pm.
****** Luvs Paulin




Oh Yes im glad that i burn fat today in my fav class with deno.. I love zumba alot, i put all my afford on it and lose all my stress and etc away from my mind... :P Have a good time with my dancing class with deno... This class that i love is the easy class because dont have to remember step's at all, just follow the leader teacher... :P Yeah yeah!!!!

****I will never remember all the sad thing's that i gone thru... I will never put and keep in my heart and mind... :P
**** I will let go of the old thing's has passed away and dont want to remember it at all... :P
I just wait for new's thing's and good thing's happen in my life...
I just wish i can go somewhere to relax my mind and soul away before i come back to the Hell.... :p wakkakakakk!!!!

*** Im waiting for good thing's happen and good new's that i wanted it to happen in my life... :P

I dont want my heart to be broken again... I dont want to be childish and be inmature.. I want to be mature and grown up like an adult.. I dont care what ppl say about me.. I dont want to know at all as well... :P I hated it... :p come dare to come and face me to talk to me.. :P What you have talk bad about me behind me....

**** Im updating my blog at the club, 13 April, Monday, 745PM
**** Luvs Paulin




Oh Yesterday is Sunday, Its was Easter Sunday, of our Jesus Christ Rose from the dead.. As a Christian Believe's it.. :p I think GOd has brought me up in the right way all the time.. :P Im glad that i become his children of god.. AS what God say that Love's your enemies and forgive them.. :P Yes im trying what gods say...:P
So im trying to forgive and forget the passed.....

*** Im very sad that why someppl dont understand and dont apprieate my love's and care's.. I dont want to say much already.. :P I will never forget them but i willl forgive them and be like normal to them again.. :P Im trying my best to love's them as much as i can.. :P

My love's and care's will be always there for all my love's one's and good fren's around me.. :P I miss them alot and i will always take good care of them all the time, including my mother as well.. :P

Oh Lord, do hear my prayer's and need's oh lord.. Thanks lord.


***** Im updating my blog at home.. Monday, 13, 1015AM
***** Luvs Dancing Queen@Paulin




Oh Yes, what a beautiful morning of Saturday.... TOday later in the morning around 11am, im going for yam cha with my fren CK.. :P

Then after yam cha, if got time, i might go for Line Dance with Lily, then of course, im going for Belly Dance and Zumba with Deno.. :P Yeah i love Zumba & Latin alot more.. :P Yes.. I hopefully i can lose some more weight's and fat's i have... HEhehehe!!! I need to keep my body fit and slim ler.. :P I need to lose some more fat's of mine.. :P I dont want to grow fat men.. :P No way.. :P

Yes these are my mission for today in the club, i love that so much.. :P Oh yes.. :P Tomorow is my fav's day as well. P


******* Im updating my blog at home... SAT.
******* Luvs Dancin Queen@Paulin




OMG........... What a freaking miserable life i have men.. :P I'm very sad... :P
I dont know why my life suck's... :P I really peace off with myself.. :P But anyway i trust GOd to take good care of me.. :P
I Be waiting for good new's and good thing's happen that i wanted it to happen all along men.. :P

* I Hope i can see change's in my life and good thing's happen more.. :P So that i can apprieate more and some ppl can apprieate more of me and love me more.. :P Hehehhe!!!!

*** I hope and pray that i will hear and see good thing's happen and good new's happen that i wanted it to happen btw me and my gd fren's around me.. Oh Lord, pls make that come true.. :P

I do apprieate and love what i have and what i love to do now always be there.. :P
I do love my love's one's and gd fren's around me.. :P All the time. I will take good care of my mother, my love's one's and good fren's around me close to me.. ALL THE TIME.. TRUST ME.. :P
Gv me one more chance's i will prove it to you all. :P DOnt worry.. Im not small childish baby ok.. :P Hello... :P

I'm not the person who love's talking bad about ppl and bad stepping or bad mouthing NO i WONT do that ok.. :P GOT IT... :P Pls Mind ur words before u say thanks.. :P
I dont like doing that ok.. I got another thing's to do more IMP then talking bad about ppl ok.. :P Hello... :P
I will always talk and say good thing's about you all, ok.. Thats more me ok.. :P


****** Im updating my blog at home, before i go to the club.. :P SAt, 11 April, 930AM
****** Luvs Dancing QUeen@Paulin :)




Oh I went for the interview today. I was so nervous and scared what if the person ask me unfamilar question's about the company? I didt have a look on the company what they are dealing with.. I have no time to look for it and i forget about it as well.. :P Well.. I try to answer some Q's the person ask about the coMPany and myself as well.. I tell him the truth but nothing the truth wakakka.. .:P
I Hope & Pray that i will hear any good new's from other's companie's as well.. :P Hmmm.. :P

*** I Hope & Pray that i will hear and see good new's and good thing's happen... :P That i wanted it to happen as well.. :P
I hope that i can able to work within MV.. :P Yeah.. :P

I did 2 mission today.. :P Line Dance with Deno and CHa cha with Deno...
Im so sad and disappointed as well... Now i know what i can release by, Shopping, Chatting or share with my buddies, Cry it out, scream and Dancing work's as wel.. Yeah..... I Love Dancing so much.. :P Oh YEs.. .:P



****** Im updating my blog at home, just came back from the club..
******* Luvs Dancing Queen@Paulin




Oh yes.... In the afternoon i went for zumba and then i just came back from nitez zumba as well.. Yeah i love dancing alot.. Im bored and tired of Belly dance already.. :P I wont give up on my Latin, zumba & Belly.. Im trying my level best to work and put more afford on Belly Dancing with Farah.. So hard...

Actually im sad and happy but i dont feel like we are 1 happy families like before.... SO different already.. No matter what happen we always stick together and stay together.. Now everyone goes on the own's ways already. :( so sad.. :P

I cannot stand already why some ppl treating my like this.. Hello.... :(....

Yes i burn so much fat's today.. But i want to burn more i want to lose some more weight of fats... Heheheh!!!
I need to torn up my muscle's and keep my body fit and slim ever.. :P Oh Yes... :P
Im so tired and my bodyaching already... :P Heheheh.. I love it..

***** Im updating my blog at home now.. :P
***** Luvs Paulin




OMG, I was very say yesterday(Monday), i feel like want to give up on something already, but i tell myself i wont easy give up on something and what i love and like to do in my life to build up my character, my career, my good relantionship with my MOther, God, Good Fren's & love's one's around me now and always.. :P I will never give up on anything that i love and like in my life.. :P

*** Im just avoiding and ignoring some ppl in the earth.. :P I dont want to say much and more already.. I dont know what to say already.. :(..
Im so disappointed in somehow what and why i did? I will never done that or appear in that suitation that im facing ritez now.. :(..
Im very sad and angry at myself.. Why i being like that? Nvm i wont do that STUPID MISTAKE again.. :P Will never come back again.. :P
DOnt know how to apprieated me & other's then i wil not take it anymore.. :P Thats the most hurting and heart broken part.. :(... I will not forgive ppl that way.. :P im sorry to say that.. Im not talking bad about ppl or bad mouthing...
HEy WARNING: I DONT LIKE PPL BAD MOUTHING ABOUT ME BEHIND ME.. COME AND FACE ME TO TALK INFRONT OF ME, DONT TALK BEHIND MY HEAD OR BACK.. COME AND FACE ME TALKING TO ME.. :p I HATED THOSE KIND'S OF ATTITUDE.. :p
IM warning YOU all.. :P Come and face infront of me.. :P U dont know me well, then u will get it from me.. :P Dont make me, hated you ppl ok.. :P I can be nice and fierce as well..

U all know im garang baby, then come and face to me not behind me.. :P
Dont let me get u and caught u ppl talking behind me.. :P PLs dont.. P

Im not that kind of baby, who love's to scold ppl.. :P



******* Im updating my blog at home, Tuesday 7Th april, 925Am
******** Luvs Dancing Queen@Paulin




Today is Tuesday, I got 2 Latin's class that i love the most.. :P I need to polish up my steps and make it shaper as well. :P

****** I'll be going for Latin and then probably Belly Dance(MAYBE)... Im sick already going for belly, its getting harder and harder.. :P Im so tired already.. :P

****** I hope & pray that i will hear and see good new's happen and i wanted it to happen for real as well. :P
****** I hope & pray that i will get my new carreer, soon already.. PLease lord, help me and guide me thanks lord.. :P Im wating for it.. :P
****** I dont want to waste my time sitting at home, without making money men.. :P


Oh lord, please hear my prayer's and need's lord, that i wanted for so long.. Pls make it come true thanks.. :P

***** Im updating my blog at home, Tue 7th, 930Am
***** Luvs Paulin




Oh My God.. Im so tired, stress, sad, heart broken, disappointed and etc...
I dont know what im going to start or say to person i want to speak to.. :P OMG.. Im so sick and tired.. :P I dont know what and why ??? Why they are avoidig me.. I dont understand.. :P I feel my life is to miserable lah.. :P I feel like crying loudly and go somewhere to relax my mind and distress away.. :P
Why and what i born into this world.. B'coz got reason.. :P I know Lord, will guide us and love us all the time no matter what and where he is... :p I hope i can go through this pain with life and etc else oh Lord..

**** I'm Hoping N Praying that i will hear and see good new's and good thing's happen that i wanted it to happen.. :P
**** I'm Hoping N Praying that i will hear and get my new carreer oh lord.. PLs lord, hear me and help me oh lord.. :P
**** I dont want to lose any of my love's one's around me.. I want to keep them close to me.. :P I will love them and take good care of them always.. :P

Oh Lord, pls hear me and help me oh lord.. Thanks lord.. :P


****** Im updating my blog at home, 6th April, MOnday, 10AM
****** Luvs Dancing Queen@Paulin




Oh yes... On saturday evening... After zumba class, Nat,Jenny, Me and Dainel we went to makan in town and then we go to club 21, we had alot of great time together... We all had alot of red wine.. I was fine and good.... :P We just had alot of great time, and i had 2 new's fren's.. :P

I came back at 2am on sunday morning.. :P i had good time.. :P Long time havent had good time already... Distress from everything.. :P so i had good time.. :P

Im so sad and happy.. :P

***** Im updating my blog at home.. This is for Saturday & Sunday..
***** Luvs Dancing Queen.. :P




OH MY....... Today is Saturday what a beatiful morning.. :P......
Im hoping and praying that everything will be fine.. I hope that i can able to open my mouth to speak to my good fren.. I dont know whether its will work or not.. :P Im worried and scared.. :P I dont want to be like that already, i cannot stand it anymore.. :P I just want to be close with them again like before.. Because i love them alot and i miss them alot.. :P I dont want to lose anyone of them already.. I hope that i wont make the same mistake again.. :P
Oh lord, i hope & pray that i have a good time talking to her today, if possible.. :P I still care for her all the time.. :P She is my god mother, she dont have to take care of me.. I will take care of her all the time, i will bring her to class or wherever she wants to go, without tongkat or with tongkat, i will still love her and take good care of her and everyone else that i love's and care's always.. :P

I will also take good care of my Own mOther as well.. same goes what i have wrote above.. :P My love's and care's will always be there for everyone.. :P

U think im action and etc, but im not, because im so sad and disappointed in myself.. :P Hmmm!!!

Im not blaming on anyone.. I dont want to say much already... :P

**** I Hope & Pray that i will see and hear good new's that i wanted it to happen today and everyday as well 2.. :P Im waiting for it.. :P
**** I Hope & Pray that i will get my new carreer as well..
**** Im working every hard on my Dancing Carrer as well.. I will not give up on that at all. I need to polish up my dancing.. I want to be Professional.. :P

I always pray for good thing's happen and thanks lord for everything he has guide me.. P Thanks.. :P


I hope that i will hear and see good new's happen when i reach the club later.. I hope that i will see and hear good new's that i wanted it to happen now.. :P


Im planning to go for Line Dance(MAYBE), Belly Dance & Zumba With Deno.. :P Yeah.. :P

I love dancing alot, the most is LATIN.. :P YEAH.... !!!!!


****** Im updating my blog at home, Saturday 4th April, 920AM
****** Luvs Dancing Queen@ Paulin




Im very tired of thinking and worrying men..
I just wish i can disappear from this place for a while men.. Oh god.. PLease help me and guide me.. :P
Im very tired and stress that what im suffering now.. :P Im tired.. :P
I want a peace of mind and have a great time with my love's one's around me.. :P

Im very sad and disappointed.. :P But i wont give up b'coz i know i have a wonderful father in heaven that he will guide me and lead me into the right path way.. OH yes.. Amen. :P

Oh lord, please hear my need's and prayer's oh lord.. :P
Help me Help me.. :P.......

**** Im hoping & praying for good thing's will happen and what i wanted it to happen as well. I dont want to wait for long already.........


Im just tired and sick of it already.. :P

****** Luvs Paulin




OmG.... Im so tired, my whole body is aching.. So i skip my ashtanga class today.... SO now, im in the club,wating for cha cha class with deno....


***** Yes i have new hairstyle now.... Yeah.... !!!
***** Im still waiting for good new's to happen.. :P
***** Im hoping & praying that i will hear good new's and see miracle's happen that i wanted it to happen..
Hmmm im so sad and i dont dare to turn to that person face to face.. :P OMG.. Shit men.. :P
God please help me with my new carreer.. Im still waiting for it.. :P Oh God... Help me.. :P


******** Im updating my blog at the club now.... Friday 3rd April 2009, 740PM
******** Luvs Dancing Queen... :P




Hmmmm!!!! Im hoping & praying that i'll hear and see good new's happen that what i wanted it to see and hear it.. :P

***** I hope that everything will be fine and good well, when i reach the club later.. :P Oh gosss!!!!!!! Im waiting for it to come.. :P

***** I hope that i will have confidence to speak to my good fren later.. :p i want to hear and see good new's and miracle's happen.. :P HmmM!!! Im waiting for it to come.. :P Oh yeah.. !!!!

I everynitez and day also pray and hoping that i will good new's to be happen.. :P
Im waiting for my new career.. :P



****** Im updating my blog at home.. Thursday 2 April, 1015AM
****** Luvs Paulin




Oh Yes..... Today is my fav's day as well... Later in the noon got my fav's class and instructor as well.. Zumba and zumba.. :P Hmmmmm!!!!!!! Soon i think im going to be slim and fit.. :P After zumba im going for a drink or makan.. Then around early evening i got appoitment... Surprise.!!!!!!!

Oh Yes... :P My fav's Day's are Tuesday, Thursday, Friday & Weekend's.. :P Yeah.. :P

***** Oh yes Zumba and Zumba in the afternoon and nitez... :P
***** Yeah early evenning Surprise.. :P

Im so happy that we are same karma.. :P We love each other alot and we are so close and click together... With the No's of 3,5,6,8,9....... Alritez... :P Thats why we click so well... :P Alritez............

***** I'll never give up in anything i love and like who are surrond me.. :P
Thats me lah.. :).....


******** Im updating my blog at home... Thursday 2ND April, 905Am
******** Luvs Dancing Queen@Paulin




Oh Yes, i was paying good attention in my fav's class as well. Hip pop.. I make it.. :P Im glad i did it good this time.. :P I was so surprise.. Yes i have think to be mature young lady.... Yes im young, but my mind and thinking is mature mind dearest good fren's.. DOnt worry about me.. :P

**** I told you all many many time's already that my love's , care's and freindship will always be there for you all the time... :P Will never change at all.. :P Im still the old and same Paulin.. :P No change darling's.. :P... You all are my NO 1 in the club.. :P I Do Miss all the good time's that we had before.. So long already, we havent get togethert for yam cha and che chatting with each other already.. Why so long? I know you all are busy... Oklah i dont want to say any further already.. :P

***** Im waiting for the good time to comes and happen's.. :P
***** Im Hoping & Praying to GOd, that hear my prayer's and need's that i need it URGENT... :P I hope to hear and see good new's happen and i wanted it to happen as well.. :P Oh Lord, hear mE.. Thanks Lord.. :P
****** I'm Hoping and Praying that everything will be fine and back to normal again like before.. :P Im waiting and wanting to see it.. :P

1. I hope and pray that i will hear good new's about my new carreer as well..
2. Im very serious serious about my Dancing Carrerr... I already consider it already.. :P Its my Passion and Carreer in Life.. :P
3. I hope and pray that i will be close and im waiting to see miracle's happen that i wanted it to happen.. :P

OH LORD, HEar Me and Help me.. :P



****** Im updating my blog at home.. :P
******* Luvs Dancing Queen@Paulin




Oh Gossss!!! I got teasse by my God Sister... :P Hmmm!! Nvm she makes me happy and make my day.. :P

I hope later, i hope and pray that i will hear good new's and miracle's happen.. :P Wakakakak!!! Sometimes joke can be real happen.. :P
Im waiting for good new's happen.. :P wakkaka!!! GOttacha april fool....... :P


Watch out for the joke's around u, may all ur worries taken away, and bring happyness into ur life.. GOd bless...............
Hey u know, april fooll................................................. We are the same karma... Hehehe... April fool....



**** Im updating my blog at home.. Wed, 1st April, 12PM
**** Luvs Dancing Queen... !!!Oh Gossss!!! I got teasse by my God Sister... :P Hmmm!! Nvm she makes me happy and make my day.. :P

I hope later, i hope and pray that i will hear good new's and miracle's happen.. :P Wakakakak!!! Sometimes joke can be real happen.. :P
Im waiting for good new's happen.. :P wakkaka!!! GOttacha april fool....... :P


Watch out for the joke's around u, may all ur worries taken away, and bring happyness into ur life.. GOd bless...............
Hey u know, april fooll................................................. We are the same karma... Hehehe... April fool....



**** Im updating my blog at home.. Wed, 1st April, 12PM
**** Luvs Dancing Queen... !!!




WOW.... Is a New Month 2day.... :P Today is April Fool Day... :P
I hope everything will be good and fine.. :P I hope that i will hear and see good new's that i wanted it to happen... :)....

*** I already see something happen already, i really want that to really happen it to me.. :P
*** Its a new Month.. :P I want to hear and see good new's soon, so that i can start my new career... :P I hope & pray that i will hear the good new's soon.. I cant stand for to long without my new career.. :P

Start of something new of the new month.. :P


****** I'm updating my blog at home.. Wednesday, 1st April 915AM
****** Luvs Dancing Queen@Paulin